Уильям Моэм - Английский язык с У. С. Моэмом. На окраине империи. Рассказы

escape [Is`keIp], notwithstanding ["nOtwIT`stxndIN], generosity ["Genq`rOsItI]

But the day after, when exultant he went to see her he found that in the night she had burnt down the hut in which she and Red had lived together. The old crone ran towards him full of angry abuse of Sally, but he waved her aside; it did not matter; they would build a bungalow on the place where the hut had stood. A European house would really be more convenient if he wanted to bring out a piano and a vast number of books.

And so the little wooden house was built in which he had now lived for many years, and Sally became his wife. But after the first few weeks of rapture, during which he was satisfied with what she gave him, he had known little happiness. She had yielded to him, through weariness, but she had only yielded what she set no store on. The soul which he had dimly glimpsed escaped him. He knew that she cared nothing for him. She still loved Red, and all the time she was waiting for his return. At a sign from him, Neilson knew that, notwithstanding his love, his tenderness, his sympathy, his generosity, she would leave him without a moment’s hesitation. She would never give a thought to his distress.

Anguish seized him (ему стало больно: «боль охватила его») and he battered at that impenetrable self of hers (и он /старался/ пробить брешь в этом ее неприступном «я»; to batter — сильно бить, колотить; громить ) which sullenly resisted him (которое угрюмо сопротивлялось ему). His love became bitter (его любовь стала мучительной: «горькой»). He tried to melt her heart with kindness (он пытался растопить ее сердце /своей/ добротой), but it remained as hard as before (но оно оставалось таким же черствым, как и раньше); he feigned indifference, but she did not notice it (он притворялся равнодушным: «симулировал безразличие», но она не замечала этого). Sometimes he lost his temper and abused her (временами он выходил из себя: «терял свое самообладание» и ругал/оскорблял ее), and then she wept silently (и тогда она молча плакала; to weep ). Sometimes he thought she was nothing but a fraud (иногда он думал, /что/ она ничего кроме = только обман; fraud — обман; мошенничество, жульничество; подделка ), and that soul simply an invention of his own (а та /самая/ душа — просто его собственная выдумка), and that he could not get into the sanctuary of her heart (и что он не мог проникнуть в святилище ее сердца) because there was no sanctuary there (потому что там /и не/ было никакого святилища). His love became a prison from which he longed to escape (его любовь стала тюрьмой, из которой он жаждал сбежать), but he had not the strength merely to open the door (но у него не было сил /даже/ просто открыть дверь) — that was all it needed (это все, /что/ для этого требовалось) — and walk out into the open air (и выйти на свободу: «на открытый воздух»). It was torture and at last he became numb and hopeless (это было пыткой и, наконец, он оцепенел и отчаялся; to become — становиться; numb — онемелый, оцепенелый; hopeless — безнадежный; отчаявшийся ). In the end the fire burnt itself out (в конечном счете, огонь /его страсти/ догорел сам по себе) and, when he saw her eyes rest for an instant on the slender bridge (и, когда он увидел, /что/ ее глаза остановились на мгновение на тонком мосту), it was no longer rage that filled his heart but impatience (больше не = уже не ярость наполнила его сердце, а раздражение). For many years now they had lived together (много лет уже они прожили вместе) bound by the ties of habit and convenience (связанные узами привычки и удобства), and it was with a smile that he looked back on his old passion (и с улыбкой /теперь/ он вспоминал: «оглядывался» на свою давнюю страсть). She was an old woman (она была /уже/ старой женщиной), for the women on the islands age quickly (ибо женщины на этих островах стареют быстро), and if he had no love for her any more (и если он и не имел = не чувствовал к ней больше любви) he had tolerance (то имел = относился с терпимостью). She left him alone (она не трогала его; to leave alone— оставить в покое ). He was contented with his piano and his books (/а/ он довольствовался своим роялем и книгами).

feign [feIn], sanctuary [`sxNkCuqrI], numb [nAm]

Anguish seized him and he battered at that impenetrable self of hers which sullenly resisted him. His love became bitter. He tried to melt her heart with kindness, but it remained as hard as before; he feigned indifference, but she did not notice it. Sometimes he lost his temper and abused her, and then she wept silently. Sometimes he thought she was nothing but a fraud, and that soul simply an invention of his own, and that he could not get into the sanctuary of her heart because there was no sanctuary there. His love became a prison from which he longed to escape, but he had not the strength merely to open the door — that was all it needed — and walk out into the open air. It was torture and at last he became numb and hopeless. In the end the fire burnt itself out and, when he saw her eyes rest for an instant on the slender bridge, it was no longer rage that filled his heart but impatience. For many years now they had lived together bound by the ties of habit and convenience, and it was with a smile that he looked back on his old passion. She was an old woman, for the women on the islands age quickly, and if he had no love for her any more he had tolerance. She left him alone. He was contented with his piano and his books.

His thoughts led him to a desire for words (его мысли привели его к = возбудили в нем желание говорить; word— слово; речь, разговор ).

"When I look back now (когда я сейчас оглядываюсь назад) and reflect on that brief passionate love of Red and Sally (и размышляю над той недолгой страстной любовью Рыжего и Салли), I think that perhaps they should thank the ruthless fate (я думаю, что, может быть, им следует поблагодарить безжалостную судьбу) that separated them (что разлучила их) when their love seemed still to be at its height (когда их любовь, казалось, все еще была на своем пике; height— высота; вершина; высшая точка ). They suffered (/да/, они страдали), but they suffered in beauty (но страдали они в красоте). They were spared the real tragedy of love (они были избавлены = избежали настоящей трагедии любви)."