Peter Matthiessen - Shadow Country

She held me tight. Though I could not see her face, I could feel her stiffness. Finally she let me go and we sat quiet. My heart was still pounding so I knew it wasn’t broken but an awful dread came over me all the same.

Mama said that Maybelle Starr was a generous woman in some ways, by no means stupid, yet very foolish in her hankering after a romantic Wild West that never was. Her father was Judge Shirley of Missouri, so Belle had a little education, played the piano fair to middling, and paid Mama to tutor her in this and that. She wanted above all to be a lady even though she consorted with outlaws and bad Indians.

The Oklahoma Territory Mama knew all too well was a wild border country, a primitive and violent place where life was rough and cheap; its inhabitants were mostly fugitives and savages and the most barbaric savages were white. Negroes had come early as Indian slaves, and after the war, many black folks drifted west into the Indian Nations, where the worst elements of all three races-Mama spoke with fervor-were mixed together in an accursed hinterland of mud and loneliness, race prejudice, rotgut liquor, blood, and terrible tornadoes where the civilization left behind was a dream of the far past, all but forgotten. There was little worship and no law, no culture, morals, nor good manners, and nothing the least bit romantic about any of it.

“Mama,” I said after a while, “did Papa kill Belle Starr or not?”

Taking me in her arms, the poor thing clung for dear life so as not to meet my gaze. In my ear, she murmured, “The case was dismissed because of insufficient evidence. Your father never went to trial.”

In the old days, Mama reflected, a man’s whole honor might depend on his willingness to fight a duel over almost anything. I knew she was thinking about Papa, our fierce Scots Highlands hothead who sometimes drinks too much and gets in trouble, all the more so when he imagines that his Edgefield County honor has been slighted. Grandfather Elijah back in South Carolina whom Papa never mentions had also been too quick to take offense, as were many other Edgefield men, well-born or otherwise. When I asked if Papa was well-born, she said, “Yes, I believe so. Your granny Ellen in Fort White is an educated person of good family and the Watsons are still prosperous Carolina planters. Your father was taught manners but his education was woefully neglected.”

At the start of the Civil War, Papa’s father had gone off as a soldier, and Papa had Granny Ellen and his sister to take care of when only a young boy. Though he’d never complained, she’d learned from Granny Ellen that his childhood had been hard and dark indeed. “You children have to be begged to do your lessons, and here is Papa, already in his forties, still trying to learn a little about Ancient Greece.” She points at Papa’s battered schoolbook, The History of Greece, which resides on the table by his chair; it had traveled all the way to Oklahoma and she’d brought it back.

It is one thing to hear rumors about Papa’s past and quite another to see them printed in a book. Captain Cole believes that Hell on the Border will cause a public scandal. “They’s people snooping through this thing that couldn’t read their own damn name, last time I heard,” he told Walter on the veranda. “Begging your pardon, miss!” He had glimpsed me inside and knew I was near enough to hear him cuss. A man like this is a born politician, always on the lookout for an audience; as Mama says, he never wastes his gaseous windbaggery by confining it to the person he is talking to.

Since that famous article appeared a few years ago about our refined and cultured life here in Fort Myers, all our gentry try hard to live up to it, and dime adventure novels from New York about the Wild West and the Outlaw Queen are a popular diversion among our literati (an Italian term, our paper tells us, for “people who can read”). Everybody in America today knows everything there is to know about Belle Starr, who is already immortalized in a book about eminent American females. “Women are on the march!” says Mama, waving a knitting needle like a baton. She smiles at me when Papa steps outside to spit, neglecting to come back to join the ladies.

Though Walter has not mentioned it, Captain Cole assures us that the Langfords know all about Hell on the Border and are “much perturbed.” (An unfailing sign of vulgar pretension is the choice of a long word or elaborate phrase when a short, clear, simple one will do, Mama fumed later, and anyway, who was it who perturbed them first by showing them that dratted book?) Captain Cole hints that it might be best if “Ed” did not attend the wedding-here Mama cuts him off. Our family will not be requiring your counsel in this matter, she informs him, bidding him a very cool good day.

But Mama knew Jim Cole was right and I did, too. Alone upstairs, I cried. I’d imagined a beautiful church service and dear Papa giving me away. How handsome and elegant he would look in black frock coat and silk shirt and cravat, how much more genteel than these “upper-crust crackers,” as Mama calls the cattlemen. And how ashamed I am for giving in to everybody’s wishes, being terrified Papa might drink too much, insult our guests, or provoke some violent quarrel (as he does regularly in Port Tampa and Key West, Walter confirms). Heaven knows what might happen as a consequence. Walter might withdraw from our marriage-or be withdrawn, perhaps, for nobody knows how much choice the poor dear had about his own betrothal. Papa suspects that Captain Cole, “who can’t keep his damned fat fingers out of anything, ” had manipulated our peculiar match from the very start.

Dr. Langford has been ill, he hasn’t long to live (we just hope he will be strong enough to attend the wedding), and Walter wonders if Mr. Hendry will give him a fair chance in the business after his father’s death or just write him off as a young hellion. If that should happen, he will quit the partnership and start out on his own. Since the terrible freeze in ’95, Walter has had his eye out for good land farther south, and Mr. John Roach, the Chicago railroad man who has taken such a liking to him, is excited by what Walter tells him about prospects for citrus farming out at Deep Lake Hammock, where the war chief Billy Bowlegs had his gardens in the Indian Wars.

There are still Indians out there but Papa says they are too few to stand in the way of planters who mean business. Walter rode that wild country a lot in his cow hunter days, and he claims those old Indian gardens have the richest soil south of the Calusa Hatchee. The main problem will be getting the produce to market. From Deep Lake it is a long hard distance west across the Cypress to Fort Myers but only thirteen miles south to the Storter docks at Everglade, so a small-gauge Deep Lake-Everglade rail line might be just the answer. And who does John Roach credit for this idea? Mr. E. J. Watson! The man who told Walter about Deep Lake in the first place!

Poor Papa has these sure-fire ideas that other men cash in on. He has earned a fine reputation as a planter and his “Island Pride” syrup is already famous, but he lacks the capital, Walter says, for a big agricultural development like Deep Lake. That’s why he has confided in others who might be his partners.

Mr. Roach thinks it a great pity that E. J. Watson is confined to forty hard-won acres in the Islands, considering what such a progressive farmer could do with two hundred acres of black loam. But when I asked if there might not be some way Papa could join the Deep Lake Corporation, Walter shook his head. “The partners believe that Mr. Watson had better stay in Monroe County.” That was all he’d say. The Langfords and Papa used to get along just fine, but these days my in-laws have withdrawn from him. Everyone seems to know something that I do not.