Анна Шувалова - Мечты

This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things that I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need

Это мой декабрь.
Это мой покрытый снегом дом.
Это мой декабрь.
Это я — один.

И я
Хочу только, чтобы исчезло чувство,
Будто я что-то потерял.
И я
Забираю все свои слова обратно —
Те, из-за которых ты чувствуешь себя так же.
И я
Хочу только, чтобы исчезло чувство,
Будто я что-то потерял.
И я
Забираю все, что я сказал тебе, обратно.

И я отрекаюсь от всего,
Только бы мне было, куда идти.
Отрекаюсь от всего,
Чтобы был человек, к которому можно прийти.

Это мой декабрь.
Это мои покрытые сном мечты.
Это я притворяюсь,
Что мне больше ничего не нужно.

Well I thought I knew you, thinkin'
that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were there by my side, always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame.

After all of the stealing
and cheating you probably think that
I hold resentment for you
But uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do,
I wouldn't know
Just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Never saw it coming
All of your backstabbing
Just so you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard you're going around
Playing the victim now
But don't even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave.

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but
that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now,
and never back down
So I wanna say thank you.

How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended to not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
You won't stop me