William Gaddis - The Recognitions

Recktall Brown stood up. He was silent until he'd poured himself another drink. Then he demanded, — Why do you have to talk to him about this idea you've got? You didn't even talk to me about it yet.

— It's nothing to excite yourself about, yet. Simply an idea for another piece of work he might try, if he thinks he's up to it. Little good our talking about it until we know how he feels. You and he must be quite thick after all this time, he added as Brown returned across the room.

— I don't think he probably sees anybody but me any more.

— Scintillating social life. Do you talk?

— I can sit with him and not talk. Recktall Brown sat down, and stared at the low table before him. — I never knew anybody like that before. But we talk, he recovered. — When there's business, we talk.

Basil Valentine smoothed the hair-ends at the back of his head with his fingertips. — You must drive him mad, don't you? Insisting on business, business, business.

— Somebody has to nail him down to it. What the hell's wrong with that? When he looks like he forgets what he's doing. What the hell, when you're doing work like he is, you can lose contact with things, finally you don't have a real sense of reality.

— If he ever did, of course. You know, Brown, if by any stretch of imagination I could accuse you of being literary, I might accuse you of sponsoring this illusion that one comes to grips with reality only through the commission of evil. It's all the rage. Basil Valentine sat running his thumb over the worn inscription on his gold cigarette case, and looking at Recktall Brown, who had returned his gaze to his ankles, thick under black silk, with white clocks, before him. — How is it I haven't met him, in all this time? he asked finally.

— A lot of reasons.

— A lot of reasons?

— I don't want you to interfere with him, Recktall Brown said.

— Interfere?

— I just don't want you to get him mixed up, Brown said speaking rapidly. He strained forward to reach his glass.

— You know, Valentine said hunching behind his cigarette, — you speak as though he were a possession of some sort. Like Fuller. or this creature. He motioned at the dog, which had raised a leg and commenced to lick herself again. — The one really unbearable thing about females, isn't it. All of them, always so wet.

— I just don't want him upset from his work.

Basil Valentine stood up. — You do have some odd notions about me, don't you.

— I don't have any notions about anybody. This is work. — You know, Brown, you seem to be under the same misapprehension that most people spend their lives under. That things stay as they are. I'm surprised at you, I am really. He sat back against the arm of his chair. — Tell me, he went on concisely, — just how would you expect me to interfere with him?

— I don't expect you to, so don't. Just don't get him started with your smart remarks, and these smart-aleck sayings in foreign languages the Jesuits taught you, that nobody understands but you, and. you know God damn well what I mean now. He has to stick to business. Recktall Brown drank, and sat holding his glass and looking straight ahead.

— You never have music here, do you.

— It makes me nervous.

— Yes. Yes, I think I understand. Tell me. Basil Valentine paused. — Do you think… Is he happy, do you think, doing this work?

— Happy? Brown asked, looking up for the first time in some minutes. — He has enough money to fly to the moon if he wants to.

Basil Valentine smiled, and nodded. — Carmina vel caelo, he commenced in precise syllables, as the doorbell rang, and Recktall Brown spilled his drink on Invidia, putting the glass down on the table of the Seven Deadly Sins.

— Charms can even bring the moon down from heaven. Sometimes, my dear fellow, he went on speaking to Recktall Brown's back as it receded across the room, — I cannot believe that you have ever really studied your Vergil. Then as he sat staring, his eyes again lost their liquid quality of agreeable indifference. He drew his hands up under his chin, so that the gold seal ring on the little finger of his left hand almost touched his lips. He did not move until he heard a voice in the outside hall. — What did you. why did you want me to get out, and come all the way up here?

— Business, my boy. Business.

By the time they entered, Basil Valentine had got to a downstairs bathroom, where he washed his hands. He dried them slowly, looking at himself in the mirror as he did so. Then he smoothed the hair at the back of his head with his fingertips, paused to pull downwards at the sides of his trousers (as a woman does before entering a room, straightening her girdle), and came out to them with his well-manicured hand extended in introduction.

For Basil Valentine, who was conscious of the disposition of every lineament of his face, and whose expressions were controlled to betray no more than he wished, a face to which surprise came with cultivated precaution, this face before him was a shock. Though still as his own, it seemed to be in constant movement, neither wonder nor bewilderment but the instant of surprise sustained, surprise perhaps not for the things and occurrences before it, but at its own constant exposure. The hand Valentine clasped was quickly withdrawn, recovered like a creature which its master dared not leave at large. — How do you do, I… I thought you were Fuller when I… just now. Recktall Brown stood with a hand on his shoulder. — I'm just. used to seeing Fuller here.

— I'm awfully sorry, I fear there's nothing I can do about that. Even Fuller's command of the language is quite beyond me, Basil Valentine said, and then the smile left his face, for he realized that the man had turned his back and was walking toward one of the chairs before the fireplace, where he stood looking down at the table, and placed there the book he carried before he sat down.

— Where is Fuller? he asked. He looked up at them, and Basil Valentine stopped, looking into the sunken green eyes staring from among the lines of the face which turned immediately from him to Recktall Brown, who said, — Fuller's busy.

— What are you. are you punishing him again?

— He's working on some crucifixes, Recktall Brown said to both of them. — He's got twenty ivory ones up there, perfect thirteenth century, softened in vinegar to be cut, and hardened up in water. I told him if he wants his prayers to come true all he has to do is rub them with a sweaty hand. I guess a nigger's sweat will yellow them up as good as any.

— You're not concerned about Fuller's. trustworthiness? Valentine said.

— He doesn't know what he's doing. I gave him a big frame and told him to rub bird crap into the wormholes and hang it up in this chimney, you should have seen him. Christ only knows where he gets the bird crap. He brings it in in little white packages. Recktall Brown stood, unwrapping a cigar as he spoke.

Basil Valentine offered a cigarette across the table, took one himself and laid the case there between them. Then he held a light, waiting.

— The eggs. He did get me the eggs, did he?

— Your fresh country eggs, laid yesterday. They're in the hall, but why the hell they have to be just laid within a matter of hours.

— Yes, yes, they do. They do. They have to be fresh.

— Egg tempera? Basil Valentine asked, holding the light.

— Why. why yes, how did you know? He looked at Valentine only long enough to get the light, and then turned to Recktall Brown with an expression which asked the same question. Brown was, for the moment, obscured by smoke himself. Basil Valentine took the opportunity to study the man seated across from him. His hair, closely cut, showed the lines of his skull clearly, a skull of squarish proportions. The dark unpadded jacket hung from shoulders which looked barely able to support it. The fingertips, too, were squared, tapping together in the smoke from the cigarette, the narrow tightly packed Virginia tobacco which Valentine preferred, lying in the ashtray between them.