Irwin Shaw - Rich Man, Poor Man

she woke up and was all right now and they were going to Whitby after all and they’d wait for Gretchen in the apartment.

‘You’re sure you don’t think it’s wiser to spend the day alone with her?’ Gretchen asked.

‘It’s better when we’re not alone,’ Rudolph said. ‘You left your bag here, in case you think you’ve lost it’

‘I remember,’ Gretchen said. ‘Ill be up at your place by ten.’

As she dressed she puzzled over the scene the night before and remembered Jean’s less violent, but almost equally strange behaviour at other times. Now it all added up. She had managed to hide it from Gretchen until now, because Gretchen hadn’t seen her all that often. But it was plain now - Jean was an alcoholic. Gretchen wondered if Rudolph realised it, and what he was going to do about it.

By a quarter to ten Evans hadn’t called, and Gretchen went down in the elevator and into the sun of Forty-fourth Street, a slender, tall woman, with fine legs, her hair soft and black, her skin unblemished and pale, her tweed suit and jersey blouse exactly right for a gracious country weekend. Only the Ban the Bomb button, worn like a brooch on the well-tailored lapel, might indicate to the passerby that not everything was as it seemed on that sunny American spring morning of 1966.

The debris of the cameras had been cleared away from the livingroom. Rudolph and Jean were listening to a Mozart piano concerto on the radio when Gretchen came in. Rudolph seemed unruffled and although Jean was pale and a little shaky when she stood up to kiss Gretchen hello, she, too, seemed to have recovered from the night before. She gave Gretchen a quick glance, that perhaps asked for pity and understanding but after that in her normal, quick, low-timbred voice with a hint of gaiety that didn’t seem forced, she said, ‘Gretchen, don’t you look smashing in that suit. And tell me where I can get one of those buttons. The colour goes with my eyes.’

‘Yes,’ Rudolph said ‘I’m sure it’ll make a big hit the next time we have to go down to Washington.’ But his voice was tender and he laughed, relaxed.

Jean held his hand, like a child on an outing with a father, as they went downstairs and waited for the man from the garage to bring the car. Her hair was washed and shone chestnut brown, and she had it tied back with a bow and she was wearing a very short skirt. Her legs, without stockings, were lovely, slender, straight, and already tanned. As usual, she looked no more than eighteen.

While they were waiting for the car, Rudolph said to Gretchen, T called my secretary and told her to get in touch with Billy and tell him we were expecting him for lunch at our place.’

‘Thank you, Rudy,’ Gretchen said. She hadn’t seen Billy in so long that for their first meeting it would be much better if there were others around.

When the car came, the two women sat in front with Rudolph. He turned on the radio. Mozart, unworried and spring-like, accompanied them as far as the Bronx.

They drove through dogwood and tulips and skirted fields where men and boys were playing baseball. Mozart gave way to Lesser on the radio, and Ray Bolger sang, irresistibly, ‘Once in love with Amy, Always in love with Amy,’ and Jean sang along with the radio, in a low, true, sweet voice. They all remembered Bolger in the show and how much pleasure he had given them. By the time they reached the farmhouse in Whitby, where the first twilight-coloured lilacs were budding in the garden, the night before was almost as if it had never happened. Almost

Enid, now two, blonde and round, was waiting for them. She leaped at her mother and they embraced and kissed each other again and again. Rudolph carried Gretchen’s bag as he and Gretchen went up the stairs to the guest room. The room was crisp and sparkling, full of flowers.

Rudolph put her bag down and said, ‘I think you have everything you need.’

‘Rudy,’ Gretchen said, keeping her voice low, ‘we ought to skip drinks today.’

‘Why?’ He sounded surprised

‘You mustn’t tempt her. Jean. Even if she doesn’t take any herself - seeing others drink … ‘

‘Oh,’ Rudolph said negligently, ‘I wouldn’t worry about that. She was just a little upset last night

‘She’s an alcoholic, Rudy;’ Gretchen said gently.

Rudolph made a dismissive, light gesture. ‘You’re being melodramatic,’ he said. ‘It’s not like you. Every once in a while she goes on a little bender, that’s all. Even as you and I.’

‘Not even as you and I,’ Gretchen said. ‘She shouldn’t touch one drop. Not even a sip of peer. And as much as possible, she should be kept away from people who drink. Rudy, I know. Hollywood is full of women like her. In the beginning stages, like her, and in later stages, horrible stages, the way she’s liable to be. You’ve got to protect her.’

‘Nobody can say I don’t protect her.’ There was a thin edge of anger in his voice.

‘Rudy, lock up every bottle of liquor in this house,’ Gretchen said.

‘Calm yourself,’ Rudolph said. ‘This isn’t Hollywood.’

The phone was ringing downstairs and then Jean called up and said, ‘Gretchen, it’s Billy, for you. Down here.’

‘Please listen to me,’ Gretchen said.

‘Go talk to your son,’ Rudolph said coldly.

On the phone, Billy’s voice was very grownup. ‘Hello, Mother. ‘It’s wonderful that you could come up.’ He had begun calling her Mother when Evans had appeared on the scene. Before that it had been Mummy. She had thought it childish for a boy as big and as old as he, but now, on the phone, she longed for the Mummy. ‘Say, I’m awfully sorry,’ Billy said. ‘Will you make my excuses to Rudolph? He invited me to come to lunch, but there’s a softball game on here at one o’clock and I’m pitching, so I’m afraid I’ll have to ask for a raincheck.’

‘Yes,’ Gretchen said. ‘I’ll make your excuses. When will I see you?’

‘Well, it’s a little difficult to say,’ Billy sounded honestly perplexed. ‘There’s a kind of giant beer-fest after the game at one of the houses and … ‘

‘Where’re you playing?’ Gretchen said. ‘I’ll come down and watch you. We can visit between the innings.’

‘Now you sound sore.’

‘I’m not sore, as you put it. Where’re you playing?’

There’s a whole bunch of fields on the east side of the campus,’ Billy said. ‘You can’t miss it.’

‘Goodbye Billy,’ Gretchen said, and hung up. She went out of the hall where the phone was and into the livingroom. Jean was on the couch, cradling Enid and rocking her back and forth. Enid was making small cooing noises. Rudolph was shaking up Daiquiris.

‘My son sends his regrets,’ Gretchen said. ‘He has weighty affairs that will detain him all afternoon. He cannot lunch.’

That’s too bad,’ Rudolph said. But his mouth hardened for a moment. He poured the cocktails for himself and Gretchen. Jean, occupied with her child, said she was not drinking.

After lunch, Gretchen borrowed the car and drove to the Whitby University campus. She had been there before but now she was stuck afresh by the quiet, countrified beauty of the place, with its homely old buildings spread out haphazardly on acres of green, its wandering gravelled walks, the tall oaks and elms. Because it was Saturday afternoon there were few students about and the campus dozed in a peaceful sunny trance. It was a place to look back upon, she thought, an image of later nostalgia. If a university was a place that prepared young people for life, these peaceful lawns, these unpretentious welcoming halls and classrooms might be found wanting. The life of Whitby’s graduates would have to face in the last third of the twentieth century was almost certainly not going to be anything like this.