Akron Frey - The 7 Portals of the Spirit

Self-destructive acting as a way to reach development

Let us summarize this: Being a human being we are a form of existence that can only grow through painful experiences and a generous spirit has gifted us with the ability to grow regardless of how painful the loss or how big the catastrophe is. Only if a malicious daemon would persuade us to find out about the real material and spiritual fundament that we stand upon. All would collapse as we grovel in the collective madness of virtual shit. We are so helplessly interwoven with our models and structures that we would go down with them if we questioned them, that is why we don’t accept any questioning of our concept. We are forced to lie in order to keep everything functioning. We have to pretend that we don’t know anything about this so that our engine wouldn’t start stammering. The best thing about human development is the fact that the sceneries will always balance. That is why even self destruction is seen from the point of view of eternity not only a failure but also an advance for mankind.

How would you define magic or the deeper meaning of life? The aim that is important for the spiritual maturity of mankind?

In my opinion magic is the attempt to break through the borders with which our collectively integrated vision of the world has burdened us. The deeper meaning in life is to analyze the preconditions for the force that constrains us to constantly remain captured within the borders of our consciousness. In a word: The main concern is to overcome reality in order to, at least, loosen the blinkers that demarcate the perspective through which we see the reality we have been „fed“.

To overcome reality? What does „reality“mean seen from a magical point of view?

Reality is a double-edged sword: On the one hand it is a necessary tool that, more or less, preserves a harmonic interaction between human beings, on the other it is a kind of prison, in which we hold ourselves captive reciprocatively. We created this prison by ourselves, in a sense, in order to set up the conditions for a system in which we can communicate and simultaneously protect ourselves from our fears and the irritations of our subconsciousness. One could also say: Reality is the first layer of a black forest cake, which we are going to talk about later, that contains the social inventory of our civilization. It is only a thin sugar-coating on the pyramid of human evolution, and without it, the instinctive nature of mankind would be brought back to light, anarchy or the privilege of the stronger, as is exemplified in the total breakdown of order when cities that are haunted by natural disasters like earthquakes or floods – portraying the fundament of the human construction plan.

So it is that what protects human society that simultaneously prevents the development of the individual?

Evolution is an instrument of general balance without mercy and doesn’t purchase the spiritual goal of the enlightened, but always the most direct solution for the development of everything in the plan of nature. For this reason one should not observe reality from the perspective of the individual, but from nations and races in their entirety.

And who is the creator of this reality?

We are, but, well, unaware of it! We have constructed our material conditions under the influence of our sensory perception preconditioning the frame of the image in which the outside world is illustrated – this is an ancient act of balance and development that continues endlessly. If we look at it the other way around it is also the self-made structure of the outside that influences our sensory perception – we recognize it inside our own graven images, that suddenly usurp a collective energy field and can be used by the old bondholders of power as well as the new rulers.

You mean the act of creating our reality was – so to speak – the forbearer of human magic?

Yes. Our ego is the materialization of what we think ourselves to be and reality is – if not the creation communal – then at least the collective preservation of a traditional culture, that we constantly assimilate to the spirit of time. We are not the makers of the universe, but we all are the creators of our own, personal world, that is inseparably connected to the collective world in the shape as was spoon-fed into our minds.

Is it not possible to escape this dual reality?

More or less, yes, for nothing that we do is carved in stone – procedures change constantly and yet again every change influences the specific action. Admittedly, there are very few that catch the train, because they don’t know where they should escape to – because they tied themselves to this reality for a lifetime and made it the foundation of their whole existence. They are going in circles, because they have not learned at which point to jump of the carrousel. The spiritually experimentative person can flee it though, if he learns to silence the inner dialogue by consciously emptying his mind, cut off the stream of thoughts, which forces him to perpetually perceive the world in the shape of the structures that were pressed into his consciousness – at least for the period of time he is in a condition of silent thoughts or inhabits other spheres of consciousness.

According to that, reality cannot be objective?

Reality is the most objective dimension of thought we are able to construct after our image. The growing person that observes the world through his not yet developed and educated senses quickly learns to assimilate the collective images of his ancestors in a way that he can draw from them the optimal number of advantages for his life.

If I understand you correctly the general doings of humanity are reduced to simply administrating their only reality imparted through education?

They are not only administrating it, they are also developing it, at least as far as the conditions of their feigned structures allow them to do so. Although the normal human being has very little possibilities to influence these collective mechanisms individually, because those collective streams are accompanied with such an intensive collective force that the pressure of its flood always pushes away everything that holds against it.

But what drives us? What is trying to reach itself within us, so our fate can fulfil itself?

At first sight it is our superstitious ambitions that urge us – but behind that there is a silent force that is always desirous to balance the inner disharmony that indwells us. It originates in our social models and familial structures that coined us in our childhood. We are not free at heart – all the aims we pursue in the outside world are a never-ending attempt to compensate the inner deficit through a specific action in the material world. But we have the chance to grow if we bravely move forward and realise the greater connections, shoulder responsibility, and know that the things we do are not always good, but the best possible seen from the individual point of view.

What about our social ambitions? Are they wrong?

They are only wrong when we believe that they are right. Our social values mirror the game humanity plays and the fact that it invents certain rules in order to have something that they can occupy themselves with while living. Common morals are nothing but a collective self-occupation-therapy, so that human beings can perform their anarchistic nature on a controlled stage.

Why then all this stress, all this war and anxiety in the world?

Because our view is so narrow and dual. No one goes to war just fore the sake of war, no, we fight against each other, because the other one is always wrong and one is anxious to persuade the other one of the own justified demands. If it is necessary to enforce ones postulations, one has to use war, which of course never results from the own injustice, but from the unapologetic attitude of the other. The universal frequency is an impersonal force, neither good nor bad. Only the mechanisms of our consciousness paint them „black“ or „white“. The differentiation happens consequently in our central nervous system, in our thoughts. The former, negative descriptions of destructive forces mirror nothing else but the own, subconscious demons of mankind. The world is a mirror, in whose reflection we see the image of the others overlapped by our own demons, for which we are blind to recognize them ourselves.