Jeff Jacobson - Foodchain

The back door opened into an examining room. As near as Frank could tell, the room was prepped and ready for nearly anything. There was a stainless steel table in the center of the room, a refrigerator, a wide stainless steel sink off to the left next to a cabinet full of medicine, bandages, tools. To the left was the front desk and waiting room. Off to the right, the far end of the room led into another intersection.

Frank took a left at the intersection at the end of the room, and saw small cages, set up for cats at the top, dogs at the bottom. To the right was an operating room, sealed in sterile tile, with more cages, where they isolated puppies with Parvo. Tonight, though, they were filled with stoned monkeys.

Straight ahead was a thick wooden door. They went through, into a long corridor that ran the length of the wing. This middle part was essentially a large cage split into smaller sections. A heavy chain link fence, stretched from floor to ceiling, faced the employee parking lot in the center of the U. A thick canvas curtain could be raised or lowered, depending upon the sun and the weather.

The cats were in the cages that were backed up along the cinderblock wall to the left. There were twelve cages, originally for big dogs. The cats looked sleepy, sprawled out on the bare concrete, eyeballing Frank and Chuck through heavy-lidded eyes.

Two doors waited at the end. On the left, there was a regular wood door. To the right, the door was metal. Chuck turned left and opened the wood door, stepping into a storeroom filled with eighty-pound bags of cheap dog food on five pallets. An army cot, a folding chair, and a stained card table were tucked cozily in the far corner. “It ain’t much, but there’s a shower in the shitter up front…it’s clean at least. And Sturm had us stock the fridge with plenty of beer.” Chuck’s face looked apprehensive, as if his feelings would be hurt if Frank didn’t like the living arrangements.

“This’ll be just fine.”

“It’s okay? Really?”

“Yeah.”

“Sturm did mention there were some city boys who had a problem.” Chuck grabbed a leather gun case from the top of the stack of dog food. Inside was a dull black pump shotgun with a barrel so short and abrupt it looked like an amputated limb. “Winchester. Twelve gauge. You got eight shells in here, double-ought buckshot. Any fuckhead makes you nervous, you just point this in their general direction and squeeze the trigger. Guaranteed results, I’m telling you.”

* * * * *

Frank heard barking dogs, sharp, urgent. “There’s still animals here?”

Chuck said, “Yes and no. Nothing official, no clients. Nobody’s been around to see anybody. So folks just stopped coming. Either took their animal up to Canby or took care of ’em with a .22. You’re hearing the dogs in the pound, animals that got left when folks moved on. Mr. Sturm and the boys probably got ’em all fired up.”

Once through the metal door, the barking got ten times louder, the difference between hearing the fire department siren go off from miles away and being inside the station when it erupted; the sound seemed to have a physical quality that you could reach out and touch, like grabbing a handful of roofing nails and squeezing.

Although the pound was neither as grim or desperate as the zoo, it wasn’t a place that Frank wanted to stay long. Instead of single, individual, cages, the dogs had been thrown together in a single large cage. The shit on the floor was almost a liquid, nearly three inches deep.

Frank counted eighteen dogs, ranging in size from some unidentifiable brown mutt just a hair taller than a tree squirrel damn near drowning in shit to a German Shepard with nails over two inches long, fear and hate bright in his eyes. They were all barking at Sturm, who was crouched down at another back door, fingers splayed against the cage wires. Shit flew. “Look at that sneaky little pissant,” he shouted to Jack and Theo, point to a bristling ball of black and white fur. The dog alternately hid behind the barking Shepard, then would swim its way up through the pack, darting forward to snap at the air in front of Sturm’s fingers, before slipping backwards and hiding again behind the larger dogs.

Sturm stood up, waved at Frank, and readjusted his hat in the direction of the back door. Everyone followed and collected in a ragged circle in the gravel parking lot, everything silver, lit from the big stadium lights that flanked the vet clinic.

“Howdy, Frank,” Sturm said.

“Howdy.”

“How’re the facilities?”

“Suits me fine.”

“Good. We were just talking here about the qualities one would want in a dog. Jack here,” Sturm tried to sum up Jack’s description of his ideal dog. “Jack has just suggested…ah…aggressiveness,” “Which, I think, everyone here would agree that that would be a certain…useful attribute, could benefit the owner.” Everyone nodded. “So, Frank. What quality would you most prize in a dog?”

“Loyalty.”

Sturm nodded at his son and the clowns. “Exactly. Loyalty. There ya’ go. What’d I tell you? This man’s an expert.”

Jack shook his head. “Naw. But now, don’t get me wrong. No offense, Frank. Loyalty’s an admirable trait. Hell yes. But that ain’t what you need when some shit has got your dog by the throat. You need inner strength. You need…fire, you need a goddamn dog that wants to live.”

Sturm smiled. “And just what the hell is it supposed to want to live for?”

“Everything has a desire to live,” Jack said. “Call it whatever you want. Guts. Sand. Believe the niggers call it soul. Goddamn toughness.”

Sturm nodded patiently. “True, true. Hell, I ain’t arguing with that…however, I believe that when an animal has a purpose, a, a love , then that will take them farther than simple survival instincts. If an animal has something to live for, hell, if anyone has something to live for…then they’re gonna fight harder.”

Jack spit into the tortured, baked mud. “I think it’ll fight harder for itself than for any man.”

“Then we’re just gonna have to find out, won’t we?” Sturm clapped his hands. “None of them poor sonsabitches in there will fight for love. They been treated like shit.” He shook his head. “Don’t blame ’em one bit. If I was them, I’d say, fuck all you too.” He took Theo’s shoulder. “Forget that Shepard. It’s no good. Watch his posture. He’s too excited, too much. Next time you see him, you watch him close. He don’t know whether to shit or piss. No, he won’t work. You just like him because of his size. I’m telling you, you watch that little black and white mutt. That’s the one.”

DAY SIX

Frank’s mother was always spooning out a little wet cat food onto paper plates and leaving them in the alleys behind their apartments. Frank figured she was just fattening up the rats, but it seemed to make her happy to think that she was helping a few stray cats’ lives just a little easier. But rather than the alleys or the apartments themselves, Frank remembered the front doors the most. He’d be inside, listening to his mom argue with some asshole who had brought her home on the hope of getting something more than a goodnight peck on the check. The argument would escalate, and Frank would find himself huddling in an empty closet or under the sink, waiting until his mom would inevitably have to punch the sonofabitch. She’d slam the front door and lock it as best as she could. Then she’d find Frank and crawl into his hiding space—Frank would only hide in places where they both could fit—while they listened to the asshole kick and pound at the door, usually screaming vacant threats.

And when the other tenants complained, it was off to a new apartment.