Dorsai - Jan

Honestly, I don't even really know what*I* look like, down there, where my vagina and everything are."

She looked at me, hesitantly, and I nodded for her to continue.

"If you're as patient and gentle and everything as Jan has told me – and I think maybe you are, now – then I might even want to go as far as, uh, losing my virginity." At that, Jan's head snapped around to look at her, eyes large as saucers. Clearly, that last hadn't been discussed between them.

"Okay, Kelly, you've got my attention, and you've settled my mind about some of the things that worried me. Do you understand that I wasn't trying to embarrass you, or make you ashamed or anything like that?"

"Yes. I know – now – that you were just trying to make sure that I was really serious, and that I understood what I was getting myself into. I think that I can show you I'm serious, and that I'm not afraid of what I'm asking you."

"How so?" I asked.

She answered by standing up, and dropping her robe, to stand naked in front of me. That seemed to surprise Jan, as well.

I looked first at her face – she returned my look without flinching or blushing. As she stood there, hands hanging at her sides, neither hiding nor exposing anything in particular, I looked her over, slowly and carefully. On her own, she turned slightly, so that I could see a bit more of the back of her, for a couple of minutes before turning back to face me.

I looked her in the eye again, and still she didn't blush. I said, "Okay, you've convinced me of that part, too. You can put your robe back on, now."

She started to reach for it, but changed her mind, and simply sat back down on the chair – again, taking no special steps to show or hide anything.

"Well, you've convinced me. My opinion of you has improved greatly – not because of how you look; nice as it is, there are millions of pretty girls in the world – but because of your intelligence, character, and yes, even soul. If you really want me to teach you, I will, as long as you understand that you can cancel the whole thing at any time – and once you cancel it, that will be the end of it – I won't ever bother you about it, and you won't ask me to do it again. As for losing your virginity, that's up to you – if you want to stop short of that, that's fine, I'll understand, and not bother you about it, and if you want us to be together again without going any farther, that's fine, too."

She looked me squarely in the eye, and said, "I understand, and agree completely."

"Okay, with that settled, how does this happen?"

Here, Jan spoke up for the first time. "Well, John and Leo have a soccer practice tomorrow afternoon. It's supposed to go from 1 to 3, and I thought that I could go with them, take them for ice cream after it was over, then to the video store to check out a movie or two. You know how they are, Uncle Dan, and all that should keep us busy until 5:00, or a little later. If it doesn't, for some reason, I've got a couple of other things I can use to keep us all out of here until then. So you've got from whenever we leave tomorrow until 5:00 at the earliest. They've been kind of bugging me to spend some time with them, and this is a good chance – and reason! – to do it."

I responded "Yeah, but the idea is to keep it relaxed and easy, and that doesn't seem like much time if things go the way Kelly seems to want them to. How about if I pay for a movie between the ice cream and video store? That'll add another couple of hours, and keep any of us from feeling any particular hurry by pushing the deadline back to say, 6:30?"

Jan agreed, and then Kelly took over, saying, "I have to admit that I'm nervous about this, but I'm willing to do whatever you say." looking at me.

I told her "First thing for you to learn is that it's not a question of doing what I say – it's doing what you're comfortable with, when you're ready. You're obviously not ashamed for me to see you nude" – they both smiled – "so how about if we start with an anatomy lesson" – here, Jan giggled – "and we can just see where it goes from there?"

Kelly agreed, and that seemed to settle it. They got up, and Kelly picked up her robe – and showing me how firm her breasts were when they didn't move during the process – but not putting it on. As they started to leave, Kelly paused a moment, then asked Jan "Uh, Jan? Is it okay if I come back there in a few minutes, instead of now?"

Jan smiled at her, nodded, and left after giving me a wink.

Kelly came over to me, and asked, "Is it okay if I sit down?"

"Sure"

"Um, on your lap?"

"That's fine, too."

She did, with her legs to the side, and turned to look at my face, studying it for a few moments. I put my arms around her, but loosely, so she'd know I wasn't starting anything yet.

Then she looked me in the eyes, and said, "You know, you're pretty special."

"I try to be."

"I know, and I think that's what MAKES you special – you really do try, because you CARE. You joke about yourself, and play dumb sometimes, but that's only to help folks relax around you. I know you're not as dumb as you pretend sometimes; in fact, you're kinda scary how smart you are. You've got more love and compassion and SOUL in your little finger than anybody I know has in their whole body. I love you, and you make me want to be like you."

Where the hell did all this come from?

"Well, in case you hadn't noticed, you aren't built right to be like me."

For the first time ever, I saw Kelly give someone the Goober look – but it was me she was looking at.

"C'mon, you know better than that. One of the reasons I love you is because you're smart like that; don't go blowing it by playing like both of us are dumb."

What is this kid? A witch or something?

"Sorry. Sometimes, stuff like that just kinda slips out."

"I understand; I do stuff like that, too, so people don't get too shook up around me. Just remember, I'm not those other ones – I'm not scared by who you are. You can talk straight with me."

With that, I could see in her eyes that she really had fallen in love with me; and I started to wonder if I hadn't fallen more than a little in love with her. She leaned forward, and kissed me on the lips – and I kissed her back. Things quickly heated up, and before long, she had her arms around me, hugging me, and I was hugging her and caressing her back while our tongues dueled in each other's mouths.

It was Kelly who broke the kiss, leaning back to look into my face with smoky, lustful eyes. Tilting her head, she said, "I think maybe I got the right teacher, here. But if I don't get back to Jan, she's probably going to come looking for me, and I don't think I want an audience, just yet."

I could only respond by saying, "You might be right about Jan, but she might just figure it out, and stay where she is, too. Probably better if we wait until tomorrow, though, when there isn't any pressure or worry."

She nodded, and stood up before asking me "Uh, could you give me a hug before I go? I mean, without your shirt? I want to feel your skin on mine before I go to bed."

I readily agreed, and stood up. I had barely gotten my hands on the first button when she said, "Here, let me. I want to learn how, and this seems like a good place to start."

I laughed, and put my hands back down at my sides, leaving her free to take care of my shirt herself. The first couple of buttons seemed to give her a little trouble, but she quickly got the hang of it, and with a little help from me, soon it on the floor.

Looking up into my eyes, she raised her arms to hug me, and I did the same. She moved into my arms and started hugging me, pressing her breasts into my chest while she held me tightly. I held her, as well, just as tightly, and we stood there hugging each other for a couple minutes before she again moved away from me. As she stepped back, I could see that her nipples where erect, and looked forward to being able to give them the attention they deserved.