Tera Patrick - Sinner Takes All

We began kissing and I remember loving how moist and soft her tongue felt. It was so sensual. Kissing a girl is a lot different from kissing a guy. It’s more sensual and loving. We kissed slowly and gently. It wasn’t what I expected in a porn scene. I was getting very turned on and all of a sudden, Evan was right: It became instinctual and as Savanna got into doggy-style position, I went right up behind her and started licking her pussy. She smelled fresh and clean. My instincts took over and I buried my face and tongue in her pussy and threw myself into it as she moaned and writhed with pleasure. And to my surprise, I really loved it. It turned me on more than I thought it would.

Chi Chi just couldn’t shut up, though. He started going, “Yes, Tera! Yes, Tera! Oh my God, Tera. Good girl, Tera!” I looked over at him at one point and he was literally pulling his hair, saying, “This is so beautiful!” Then Chi Chi winked at me, and that gave me all the confidence I needed. I wanted to not just please Savanna, but I wanted to make my favorite director happy too.

Not as happy as Evan, though. Evan had always wanted to see me with a girl. I mean, that’s every guy’s fantasy, right? Like any hot-blooded male, seeing two girls get it on was a huge turn on for Evan. Out of the corner of my eye I could see Evan standing right behind the camera in the monitor, rubbing his dick with a smile on his face as Savanna and I went at it. Evan had this look on his face like, “I am going to fuck the hell out of you later, girl!” I couldn’t wait for that.

It was finally time for my first threesome with Evan and Savanna. I was so against threesomes. I just never wanted to share my man with another woman. I was so sure that no one could ever come between us, but I still didn’t want to share him. So, like I said before, when it comes to threesomes, the key to a happy and healthy menage a trois is to set up some boundaries and make sure all parties adhere to them.

My boundaries were the following: Evan couldn’t fuck Savanna. Evan couldn’t go down on Savanna. What Evan could do was touch her, put his fingers in her, and let her give him a blowjob. That was it. His cock was not going into any other woman’s pussy… period.

Savanna completely respected our rules and was totally cool about it. The threesome scene went great. I ate her out, she ate me out, we both gave Evan the blowjob of his life, and all was great. Evan was so turned on that when he stood up to blow his big load on both of our faces, he overshot. And I mean he really overshot and hit the camerawoman from clear across the room—about ten feet. Evan felt really bad. And even though he was impressed with his Olympic “pop shot,” he wished it had stayed on the person it was meant for.

After the shoot, Evan was on a mission to get stronger—“stronger” for porn guys means to be able to last longer. He thought, well, practice makes perfect. So every night after our four-day shoot, we’d go back home and he’d fuck the shit out of me to practice lasting longer. He really worked hard at being the best porn performer he could be. We’d be tired from a long day on set, but he was up for the challenge.

“We gotta fuck more!” he’d say.

“Evan! You’re killing me! I can’t even walk.” But I always succumbed to his charms. I mean, I loved fucking my husband and I wanted him to be the best performer he could be too.

It was a really exciting time. I was so happy to be making movies again and thrilled to be doing it with Evan. But what made it even more empowering was that we were doing it for our company, our dream, and our own profits. We were the ones to really win out this time, and that felt great.

Evan and I had the perfect plan. I was going to only work with Evan for a couple of years, make as many movies in that time as I felt comfortable making, and then stop making movies but have them released for years to come so I would still technically be active in the porn industry. I just wanted to get all the porn out of the way so I could spend time enjoying the fruits of my lusty labors over the years, which included doing glamorous magazine shoots, writing for Genesis magazine, making personal appearances, feature dancing, and doing television appearances. I basically wanted to enjoy being a star, and didn’t plan to spend the next several years on end filming movie after movie. I wanted to film a lot now, put them in the can, and let them roll out for years to come. And of course, this plan entailed fucking only my husband on-screen and doing the occasional half-assed threesome with him where I get to play all I want but he needs to keep his dick out of the other woman. This plan worked out just fine for all of 2004 and 2005.

Having my own company afforded me the opportunity to make some dreams come true for my husband and me. For me, I always wanted to do a strong, female-empowering film with an all-Asian cast so that I could really embrace my ethnic background and help out some other Asian girls in the industry in the process. I am proud of being half Thai, and I wanted to celebrate that with a sexy film filled with a bevy of sexy Asian babes of all shapes, sizes, and backgrounds. I had never done an all-Asian movie of my own, and this was a way to give back to my community and to please my Asian fans. For my perverted, horny husband who likes Asian women, this worked out too.

So in June 2004, we made both of our dreams come true when we shot Reign of Tera, which would become the most popular and bestselling film of my career. Evan wrote the script, which centered on me as the madam of this Asian love palace, which was a place where men would come and be worshiped and fucked by hot Asian girls. I handpicked the girls for the movie myself, including my old friend Charmane Star, as well as Lucy Thai, Lily Thai, Kianna Dior, Jade Hsu, Jayna Oso, Nyomi Marcela, Nautica Thorn, Mika Tan, Veronica Lin, and others. My dog Chopper also made his feature-film debut in Reign of Tera (not in a sex scene, though!).

We went all out for Reign of Tera. It was our first big-budget production for Teravision, and we paid attention to every little detail. I even had outfits custom made for all of the girls and even for Chopper. We had special sets built and found authentic ancient gongs to use in some scenes.

Reign of Tera featured my first orgy scene. It was yet another way to show off the new Tera. The scene featured me, Evan, and a bunch of the girls in the movie all in a bed, having sex with one another. My rule was still in place, though: No fucking other girls for Evan! He could only get his dick sucked. It was one big Asian free-for-all. I was fucking Evan. I was fucking girls. Girls were fucking one another. Girls were dildoing one another. One girl even had her foot in another girl’s pussy. It was crazy sex! We were all laughing and moaning and squealing with delight. This was Evan’s dream come true.

I felt on top of the world in that moment. It was really an empowering movie for me. I wasn’t just playing the role of this strong, confident, powerful, in-charge lady boss on top in the movie, but in real life as owner of Teravision, I was actually the strong, confident, powerful, in-charge woman on top. I finally felt like I was holding all the cards for once. In the moment of shooting this film, I felt like something magical was happening, and I was right. To this day, it’s the movie I’m most known for.

The next important film I made was Teradise Island: Anal Fever . It was important because it was my first true anal scene, and it’s rare to have the career I had without ever doing a scene like this. I say first “true” anal scene because as some of my hardcore fans will know, I did a small, low-budget film early in my career where a guy put his penis in my butt for a brief moment, but it wasn’t a full-fledged anal sex scene. There’s a big difference between a small little poke in the butt and the full-on anal pounding that I got in Anal Fever , so most of my fans and I consider this movie to be my true first anal film.