Tera Patrick - Sinner Takes All

So Chi Chi and the whole set gets quiet, and we continue the scene. It’s moving along nicely and then we hear a stern whisper, “Chopper! Get out of there, Chopper. Chopper, come here!” Chi Chi is trying to get my little dog out of the shot because he’d just walked right into the scene. I start laughing, but Evan’s not having it so we have to stop again.

As Evan promised, he had no problem keeping his dick hard or really getting into the scene. In fact, once we started fucking, he was so into it that we had to stop a few times because he was going to cum, but it was too soon for the cum shot. He was so excited that we had to stop a few more times, which was really flattering to me.

“Get me some chocolate!” my rock-hard hubby asked the set assistant. I guess chocolate was a good distraction for the task at hand, and it gave him a little boost of energy… not that he needed it. Luckily, this scene didn’t have to be shot in one long take. It was our film, our pace, our direction. We could start and stop as often as we needed to, which we did until an hour later when we finished our scene.

“Good job!” cheered Chi Chi, proud of his new porn pet.

Evan was so relieved, he sat down and ate a whole bag of chocolate and declared, “I want to do it again!” He was proud, and I was proud of him.

The reason Chi Chi is my favorite director is because he not only gets the technical angles right—open up to camera, arch your back, point your toes, lean back, etc.—but he’s also very concerned with beauty. He makes sure your fake eyelashes aren’t crooked or falling off. He makes sure your body makeup is even and glowing and that your lipstick isn’t all over your face or that your eyeliner hasn’t smudged. He’s always looking out for the girl, to make sure he’s making the most glamorous and beautiful movie he can make. That’s the one thing I took with me when I started Teravision: Always make it glamorous and beautiful. I wanted to leave behind a legacy and it was important for me, like it is for Chi Chi, to make a higher standard of movie than what’s out there. And I think we achieved that.

With the first scene in the can, it was time for the most pivotal scene of the movie for me—my first hardcore girl-on-girl scene. You have to understand, all “firsts” in porn are a big deal when you are a big deal. Your first girl scene, your first anal scene, your first DP scene (though I don’t do double penetration, but you get the point) is anticipated, talked about, reviewed, scrutinized, and discussed ad nauseam. So we put a lot of time and thought into my first girl hardcore sex scene (which includes penetration and not just oral sex like I did in Aroused) since we knew how much attention it would get and that my fans had been waiting for me to do this for five years. For the sake of my career and for this comeback to really make a splash, it had to be exceptional.

I was comfortable with girls. I didn’t mind kissing, touching, or having my pussy licked. But I had a fear of going down on a pussy. That was one thing that made me the “vanilla girl of porn,” and it was time to shed that image.

Evan knew how important it was for my career as well, and he was my manager, so I listened to his opinions with an open mind. “You have to be with a girl. For one, it’ll be hot. For another, it’s great for your career,” he’d tell me. I agreed with him wholeheartedly and was ready to dive into new territory. Being at the top of my game, I had my pick of the litter, so to speak. I could’ve picked any pussy I wanted, and I gave it a lot of consideration.

I chose Savanna Samson. I picked her because I found her extremely attractive and she was the opposite of me. She had blond hair, hazel eyes, and was a petite 5’ 5“. She looked like a hot all-American cheerleader. But more important than her beauty, I chose her because I knew she was really into women and was very experienced. She was a total professional and just loved to fuck. That made me feel more comfortable, because my worst nightmare would’ve been to be in a cold, sterile scene with a woman who was just doing it for the paycheck and not because she really enjoyed herself. We call that ”gay for pay.“ And as we know, one of my rules of porn is: don’t do anything you don’t totally love. And I think it was exciting for Savanna, too, because I was going to lose my ”vagina virginity" to her.

The other reason I chose her was because I trusted her with my man, and she had a lot of respect for me, Evan, and our marriage. And that was very important to me because it wasn’t just me and Savanna getting it on in the movie, there was also a threesome with Evan, and Evan and I had never done a threesome before. I was a bit hesitant about sharing my man with another woman, because I still had a bit of a jealous streak in me at this time, so I wanted to make sure that we did it with a girl who wasn’t going to try to steal him away from me. I felt safe with Savanna, and I needed that security blanket to ease my nervousness about this brand-new sexual territory for me.

Before we got to the threesome, Savanna and I had our scene together. I couldn’t believe I was about to have real sex with a woman for the first time! I was really excited and surprised that I had gone this long without ever going there. But I was also really nervous because I didn’t really know how to lick pussy. The stuff I’d done in magazines was pretty fake. Now it was time for Evan to give me some advice: “Do what feels good to you. Touch her the way you want to be touched. She’ll help guide you, and it will become instinctual before you know it.”

LIVING ROOM FLOOR IN FRONT OF FIREPLACE

SEX SCENE WITH TERA AND SAVANNA

CHANGE OF SCENE

TERA STANDING ON STAIRCASE

TERA: Mum, well, I’d like to get a little crazy for this next scene… and nothing would turn me on more than to see seven hard, luscious bodies all fucking and sucking one another. [SHOWING STILLS OF GROUP] Three big, hard beautiful cocks and four wet sticky pussies. I’d like to watch the cocks slide in and out of those wet pussies and I’d like to see tongues… long tongues running all over bodies… Hum, and big luscious lipstick lips wrapped around big hard cock… all those big hard cocks being sucked…. Oooh I’d love to suck a cock after it’s been in another woman’s pussy. I love to taste that juice… ahhh, I like to see it go in a mouth, in a pussy with those hot lights beating down on all those sweaty bodies… making them hotter and hotter.

TERA STARTS TO PLAY WITH HERSELF

TERA: All those juicy cum shots on all those pretty faces… I want to lick that cum… I love licking cum off faces… oohh, I wish this pussy was filled right now… feel me, feel me, taste me… fuck me…

CHANGE OF SCENE

Chi Chi didn’t tell me this until later, but he was freaking out over this scene. There was a lot riding on it: Tera Patrick’s First Hardcore Girl Scene! He told Evan that his biggest fear was that I would chicken out and make Savanna do all of the work. He thought I would just lie there and be the pillow queen that I usually was and not get into it. And for the scene to work, it was imperative that I really got into it.

Savanna was having a glass of wine before the scene to relax, and for the first time in almost a year, I really, really wanted a drink. But I had been sober and was sticking with sobriety, so I kept myself away from the vino. The setup for the scene was so relaxing and inviting anyway that I didn’t need any wine. We were in front of a cozy fireplace with tons of pillows around, and once Chi Chi yelled, “Action!” I surprised myself at how comfortable and relaxed I felt.

We started out caressing each other’s breasts. She felt so soft and smooth. That’s one thing I love about women: the softness of their skin and the sexy curves of their bodies. She had a gentle touch and knew just how to make me tingle. Her eyes were magnetic and, in the moment, I just fell in love with her. Savanna had a womanly body with real curves and soft flesh—unlike the hard, overly worked-out bodies on some of the younger girls. I don’t like to feel muscles on a girl. I like to feel some flesh.