After the burial, Lucius took me aside and asked me to look after his dad’s boat until he came back to reclaim the Watson place and “get to the bottom of this ugly business.” I warned him right there at the cemetery that he must not return, not now and maybe never. Those men were afraid of him, it would be too dangerous. Cap’n Bembery told him the same thing and so did Willie Brown and Tant: he nodded politely, but I don’t guess he paid us much attention. For such a quiet modest feller, Lucius Watson can be very very stubborn, and watching his eyes, I was pretty sure that sooner or later he was going to be back.
Good and evil we know in the field of this world grow up together almost inseparably.
– JOHN MILTON, Areopagitica
A man’s life of any worth is a continual allegory-and very few eyes can see [its] mystery.
– JOHN KEATS
If we had a keen vision and feeling of all ordinary human life, it would be like hearing the grass grow and the squirrel’s heart beat, and we should die of that roar which is the other side of silence.
– GEORGE ELIOT, Middlemarch
That ruined winter of 1910-1911, Lucius Watson worked as a fishing and hunting guide out of Fort Myers, serving Yankee sportsmen and business associates of Walter Langford. As a skilled boatman, fisherman, and hunter, he was well qualified, but he was so quiet as he went about his work that his brother-in-law received complaints about his daunting silence. Try as he would to be “one of the boys,” he remained hobbled by melancholy and introspection. Even his humor, once so cheerful, had turned cryptic and laconic, to the point where he was thought unsociable-the worst of defects in a sportsmen’s guide.
In the end, Lucius had heeded his family’s pleas and his friend Hoad’s solemn warnings at the burial to stay away from Chokoloskee Bay, where local emotions were a volatile bad mix of guilt and fear and where the appearance of a Watson son with a reputation as an expert shot would be asking for serious trouble. Though Lucius understood this well enough, he felt, in addition to his grief, unbearably ashamed that Papa’s murderers had never been held accountable by his grown sons.
Alienated from his brother Eddie, Lucius longed for Rob’s advice in deciding how to deal with their father’s killers. Unlike Eddie and Carrie, Lucius had lived with Rob at Chatham Bend, and having been closer to his hair-trigger half brother than anyone in the family, he was desperate to know why he had run away after the Tucker deaths in 1901-had he participated, then?-and what had ever become of him. Yet over the years, on the few occasions he had dared inquire, his father had met him not with anger or evasion but something worse, something strange and scary, a hard obdurate silence, as if Rob’s name had never been mentioned at all.
In early spring, unable to rest, Lucius set off on a vain search for his brother, traveling north to Columbia County in the hope that Rob might have been in touch with Granny Ellen Watson and their Collins cousins. As it turned out, Granny Ellen had died a few months before her son, and Aunt Minnie Collins, afflicted by a morbid condition known as “American nervousness,” had been sheltered from the family scandal and sequestered from her own life by morphine addiction and premature senescence: she could scarcely recall who this young man was, far less what he might want of her. Like one rudely awakened, on the point of tears, the Widow Collins could not deal with an intense intruder who brought only confusion to her household in what would turn out to be the last year of her life.
As for her children, they scarcely recalled this Cousin Lucius who had lived among them briefly long ago when all were little. Sympathetic at first, they became uncomfortable when queried about his father’s life here in Fort White. Disgraced in their rural community by Uncle Edgar, they reminded Lucius of the family code of silence agreed upon with Cousin Ed before he returned to Fort Myers.
“But he was acquitted!” Lucius protested. “He was found innocent!”
The Collins brothers had loved lively Uncle Edgar, they acknowledged, but they would never be persuaded he was innocent. Willie Collins called from the train platform, “Y’all come back and see us, Cousin Lucius!” Though this farewell invitation was meant kindly, he knew it was not really meant at all.
While in Fort White, Lucius had learned the whereabouts of his father’s widow, who had gone to live near her sister Lola in the Panhandle. Edna Watson was close to Lucius’s age, they had been dear friends at Chatham, and he looked forward to a visit with his little half sisters Ruth Ellen and Amy and their roly-poly brother, christened Addison Watson after Granny Ellen’s family in South Carolina. But Ruth Ellen was still terrified by the din and violence of that October dusk, which Little Ad, unluckily, had witnessed, and even Amy, only five months old when her father died, struck Lucius as pensive and withdrawn.
As for his young stepmother, she was friendly and very nervous; he had dragged unwelcome memories to her door. “Mr. Watson is a closed chapter in that poor girl’s life,” her sister warned him, gently pressing him to leave. At the railroad station, Lola informed him that Kate Edna would soon marry Herkimer Burdett, her childhood sweetheart, who had offered to give his name to her three little ones.
In the dull white summer of 1912, Lucius enlisted in the Merchant Marine, taking along a duffel full of books. Since his arrival there at the age of seven, Lucius had been fascinated by southwest Florida history, all the way back to the first aborigines and early Spaniards, and his interest had widened like a circle in a pond to encompass the natural history and archaeology of this low flat limestone peninsula lately risen from the sea, whose only hills were the astonishing shell mound accumulations of the seagoing Calusa which the Indians had climbed in time of hurricane. Ever since, he had explored every corner of its history, from its subtropical flora to its coastal fisheries, ancient and modern, also its pirates, pioneers, plume hunters, and gator poachers, its rum-runners, smugglers, and fugitives, from the Calusa Hatchee River south to Cayo Hueso or Bone Key, now called Key West.
On his return to Fort Myers he was prevailed upon by Carrie and Walter to attend state university and study for a degree in Florida history. The topic he proposed for his senior thesis was an objective study of the Everglades pioneer sugarcane planter Edgar J. Watson that might challenge the lurid legend propagated in the press about the man now commonly referred to as “Bloody” Watson.
Lucius Watson’s proposal was rejected as “inappropriate,” by which was meant that its subject’s identity as the author’s parent must surely compromise his objectivity. However, the faculty was much impressed by the applicant’s wide knowledge of remote southwestern Florida and invited him to prepare instead a history of that all but unknown region called the Everglades Frontier, which in 1916 was still a wilderness of swamp and raining river, lacking a written history more recent than the U.S. Army accounts of the Seminole Wars of the mid-nineteenth century.
Discomfited (though not honestly surprised) by the rejection of his first proposal, Lucius was nonetheless intrigued by the proposed history of “the undiscovered country,” as his father had called the Everglades, invoking its immensity and mystery with that metaphor for death from Mama’s cherished Hamlet. In his father’s honor, he chose “The Undiscovered Country” as a working title, and with so little new research to be done, commenced at once. Proceeding too rapidly, perhaps, he was nearing completion when his inspiration faltered: he lost faith in his thesis structure and kept wandering off course to work on the aborted biography of E. J. Watson at the many points where the two books overlapped. He drank too much. Debilitated and depressed, he “forced” his prose, doing it such damage with his fitful scribblings that finally, trying to patch all this poor stuff, he came to hate it. Late one evening, reeling drunk, he uttered a despairing howl and swept the whole unpaged scrawled manuscript off his table, notes and all. A fortnight later, after an alcoholic odyssey that ended disreputably in jail, he was suspended from the university a few months short of receiving his degree.
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