Sands hadn’t told Father Haddag of the eight-inch sumpit dart jutting from the neck of Carignan’s corpse.
In his room in Carmen he lay awake thinking about the German killer. What before had seemed in the German effeminate now seemed poetichis eyeglasses, his thick lips, the pale skin. He trafficked intimately with death, he knew things. Sands had thought him pompous and irritable. Now he seemed the carrier of a transcendental burden.
Just as he got back to Damulog, little red ants hit town. They walked all over his table at the Sunshine Eatery, all over his bed at Castro’s hotel.
He might have continued to Davao City on the island’s southern end and caught a plane for Manila. He went back to Damulog instead. He might have spent a night there at the longest, waiting for a bus. Instead he stayed three weeks while he composed a report containing nothing of substance, based entirely on hearsay from the Mayor Emeterio D. Luis, and drawing no inference as to the nature of the priest’s contacts or the responsibility for his death.
Sands was, in effect, AWOL. He buried his dereliction in his pointless labors and practiced a soldierly detachment from his bitterness. And spent his nights with Mrs. Jones.
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Bil l Houston’s Honolulu shore leave commenced with the forenoon watch, too early for a man with money to spend: on top of everything, the navy wished to deny him any nightlife. He took a shuttle bus from the naval station and across the open fields of the air force base and then through town to Waikiki Beach, wandered dejected among the big hotels, sat on the sand in his Levi’s and wild Hawaiian shirt and his very clean shoeswhite bucks with red rubber solesate grilled pork on a wooden skewer at a kiosk, took a city bus to Richards Street, booked a bed at the Armed Services YMCA, and started drinking in the waterfront bars at one in the afternoon.
He tried an air-conditioned place favored by young officers, where he sat at a table by himself smoking Lucky Strikes and drinking Lucky Lager. It made him feel lucky. When he’d collected enough change he called home on the mainland, chatted with his brother James.
That just made him more depressed. His brother James was stupid. His brother James was going to end up in the military like himself.
He strolled the waterfront with the beer thudding inside his head, a lonely feeling pulling at his heart. By 3:00 p.m. the pavement of Honolulu had baked so hot it sucked at his rubber shoe soles as he walked.
He hid inside the Big Surf Club trading beers with two men slightly older than himself, one of them a man named Kinney who’d recently joined the crew on Houston’s shipthe USNS Bonners Ferry, a T2 tanker manned mostly by civilians, of whom Kinney was one. But he hadn’t just waltzed on board for a tropical cruise. He’d spent time in the navy, lived on ship after ship, and had no real home ashore. Kinney had attached himself to a barefoot beach bum who seemed hopped up on something. The bum bought the table two pitchers in a row and eventually revealed he’d served with the Third Marines in Vietnam before landing back home on an early discharge. “Yeah, baby,” the bum said. “I got the medical.”
“Why?”
“Why? Because I’m mentally disabled.”
“You seem all right.”
“You seem all right if you buy us a beer,” Kinney said.
“No problem. Fm on disability. Two forty-two a month. I can drink a serious amount of Hamm’s, man, if I sleep on the beach like a Moke and eat what the Mokes eat.”
“What do the Mokes eat? Who are the Mokes?”
“Around here you got the Mokes and the Howlies. We are the Howlies. The Mokes are the native fuckers. What do they eat? They eat cheap. Then there’s a whole lot of Japs and Chinks, you probably noticed. They’re in the Gook category. You know why Gook food stinks so bad? Because they fry it up with rat turds and roaches and whatever else gets in with the rice. They don’t care. You ask them what the fuck stinks around here and they don’t even know what you’re talking about. Yeah, I’ve seen some things,” the bum went on. “Over there the Gooks wear these funny straw hats, you probably seen thosethey’re pointy? Girls riding on a bicycle, you grab their hat when you go by and you just about yank their head off, because they’re tied with a string. Yank her right off the bike, man, and she goes down fucked-up in the mud. This one time I saw one where she was all bent like this, man. Her neck was snapped. She was dead.”
Bill Houston was completely confused. “What? Where?”
“Where? In South Vietnam, man, in Bien Hoa. Right in the middle of town, practically.” “That’s fucked up, man.” “Yeah? And it’s fucked up when one of them honeys tosses a grenade
in your lap because you let her get up beside you on the road, man. They know the rules. They know they should keep their distance. The ones who don’t keep their distance, they probably have a grenade.”
Houston and Kinney kept quiet. They had nothing comparable to talk about. The guy drank his beer. A moment almost like sleep came over them. Still nobody had spoken, but the bum said as if answering something, “That ain’t nothing. I’ve seen some things.”
“Let’s see some beer,” Kinney said. “Ain’t it your round?” The bum didn’t seem to remember who’d bought what. He kept the pitchers coming.
Jame s Houston came home from the last day of his third year in high school. Got off the bus raising his middle finger at the driver and whooping.
His mother had caught a ride out to work and left the truck in the driveway, as he’d asked. His little brother Burris stood in the drive with a finger in one of his ears, peering down the barrel of a cap pistol while he pulled the trigger repeatedly.
“Watch your eyes, Burris. I’ve heard of a kid got a spark in his eye and
he had to go to the hospital.” “What are caps made of?” “Gunpowder.” “WHAT? GUNpowder?” The telephone rang inside. “I’m not allowed to answer,” Burris said. “Did they turn the phone back on?” “I don’t know.” “Well, it’s ringing, ain’t it?” “Shut up.” “Now it done quit, you fool.” “I wouldn’t answer anyhow. It sounds like bugs talking in there. Not
people.”
“You’re a funny feller,” James said, and went inside, where it was hot and smelled a little like garbage. His mother refused to turn on the evaporative cooler unless the temperature got into the hundreds.
He carried a number of papers from school, homework, report card,
year-end bulletins. He shoved them in the trash can under the sink. The phone rang again: his brother, Bill Junior. “Is it hot in Phoenix?” “It’s almost a hundred, yeah.” “It’s hot here too. It’s sweaty.” “Where you calling from?” “Honolulu, Hawaii. Hour ago I was standing on Waikiki Beach.” “Honolulu?” “Yep.” “Do you see any hula girls?” “I see a bunch of whores is all. But I bet they’ll do the hula.” “I bet they will too!”
“What do you know about it?” “Me? I don’t know,” James said. “I was just saying.” “Goddamn, I wish I was back in good old Arizona.” “Well, I’m not the one who reenlisted.” “You can put me on a nice clean desert anytime you want to. It’s hon
est heat there, ain’t it? It’s dry and burning. This here’s mushy, is what it is. Hey, kid, imagine this, did you ever lift the lid on a kettle full of boiling sewage? That’s what it’s like stepping out on the street in this place.”
“So,” James said, “what-all else is going on?” “How old are you, anyway?” “I’ll be seventeen here pretty quick.” “What are you gonna do?” “What am I gonna do? I don’t know.” “Are you done with school?” “I don’t know.” “What do you mean you don’t know? Did you graduate?” “I’d have to go one more year to graduate.” “Ain’t nothing else to do besides graduate, is there?” “Not where I can see. Or I was thinking about the army, maybe.” “Why not the navy?” “Too many sailors in the navy, pard.” “You’re a wiseass, pard. Better join the army, pard. Because you’d just
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