Denis Johnson - Already Dead - A California Gothic

Navarro fed dimes into the automatic dryer and made up his mind to nurse a beer at the Full Sails.

Just as he left the Laundromat, half expecting to end up publicly drunk, the tallest man in the county — Frankenmayer? — approached him and held up a hand the size of a baseball mitt.

“Can I get a minute, friend?”

He’d seen this guy around — from a quarter mile off, you saw him — but this was the first time up close. The man created a shadow.

He was a walking eclipse of the sun.

“Sure thing,” Navarro said, and, keeping in mind his public-relations crisis, made certain to smile.

“People are doing things to me.”

“I’m not sure what you mean.”

“That’s the simplest way of putting a complicated thing. The other night I heard something out back and I found one of my hoses cut.”

“A hose?”

“A water hose, yeah. I think I know who’s doing it but I can’t prove it.”

“I wouldn’t get too worked up about it.”

“That’s just the latest example. People are watching me, cutting into my phone lines little by little, tampering with stuff, spraying mist through the windows. They had my car rigged to spray mist. Now listen,” the big man said, suddenly smiling, almost jovial, “I know how it sounds. But if you staked out my place for forty-eight hours, you’d make the biggest arrest of your life. You’d change history. I shit you not. The history of the world.”

“People are pranking on your car?”

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“I’m talking to you. Are you listening?”

“If there’s been actual damage, then you’re talking about vandalism, which is illegal.”

“They’ve got very tiny devices attached that spray mist out at you.

This mist fucks with your meridians. It upsets the physical metabolism in a very dangerous way.”

“Meridians?”

“Do you know anything about acupuncture? The I–Ching? Ancient Chinese philosophies?”

There was a way of sliding around a thing like this. You had to regard it as encased in glass. “I’m not sure I have your name right,” Navarro said.

“Frankheimer.”

“Could you show me these devices, Mr. Frankheimer? Something that doesn’t belong in your car, that sprays mist like you say?”

“I tore all that shit out, man. The mirrors, everything. I don’t get in that fucking car. Why do you think I walked down here?” This guy was massive. Massive. “I don’t see where a crime has been committed,” Navarro said.

“You mean it’s no crime to yank on a man’s mind? To cut a person’s hoses? Assault him with chemical mists? I’m telling you, they’re stretching me out about yay tight. This is tension”—showing the cables of muscle in his forearms. Jutting his chin and turning it, like a man shaving, to display the tendons in his neck—“this is tension.” It was only prudent to map out the moves for restraining this remarkable specimen should that become necessary. Shit, Navarro thought, I’ll shoot him in the knee. Nothing less would do it.

“What was your name again, please?”

“Wilhelm Frankheimer.”

“Wilhelm. I gotta tell you. Do you have anything physical to show me? Something that’s been damaged? Because it’s all sounding very unreal.”

“Just stake the place out,” Frankheimer insisted.

“Again, I’d have to say we’re dealing with suspicions here. Probably not too rational ones.”

Frankheimer executed an abrupt shift in his focus. “Now there’s something for you, Officer.” He swung his head around slowly, following the progress of a pale convertible sports car as it passed.

“I’ll stick with General Motors,” Navarro said.

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“That’s Nelson Fairchild. I just got a message that that guy is plotting something nefarious. Do you know what he’s doing right now?”

“He’s going to the store.”

“He’s picking up the Barron’s financial weekly for his dad, I bet.”

“I gotta do something similar, Wilhelm — errands and such. We’re always available if something specific turns up. Until then—”

“Was it his dad who died? Was it old Fairchild?” Navarro flashed him a false smile. “Nobody dead around here lately.” The tall man raised up one finger in front of Navarro’s face. “By way of a simple farewell: don’t get your lips frozen on me. And don’t run over my foot.”

“Great,” Navarro said, and started across the street thinking that anybody who hung out in a Laundromat deserved exactly this.

The kid he’d caught peeping the other night was also on the scene.

He stood over by the gas station, his gaze avoiding Navarro’s, trying to look as if the man with him, obviously his dad, was no acquaintance at all. Navarro decided to let him shape his own zone, and crossed to the cafe without looking back.

He thought he’d better not start with the Coors. Better get a piece of pie, check out the cafe’s fragile-looking waitress, avoid having to arrest himself later. It was warm inside, and the place smelled good. The waitress was a little older than he’d thought. Or at least not too well made-up.

He’d talked to her before and had felt, at that time, that he was getting somewhere. In fact she’d practically agreed to host an orgy. “How’s the pie?” he asked her.

“I wouldn’t lie about it,” she said. “I don’t own the place.” He hadn’t stopped in again, so he guessed she’d put them back at square one. But she smiled halfway when she set down his pie and coffee.

She had a tattoo on her right hand, a tiny peace symbol. And it looked like one nostril was pierced, though she didn’t have a ring in it. In L.A., cops didn’t date such women.

Here they did. Here he was opening up to aberrations, transforming under the unrelieved stress of these absurd people and their New Age ideas, which seemed less and less outlandish beside the genuine psycho driveling of the Wilhelm type, not to mention the pounding surf, squawking seals, laughing crows, and the aliveness of all these 104 / Denis Johnson

monster trees. In L.A., it — these people, this scene — would all fit, all of it and much, much more, into the category of senseless Martian crap, this category a kind of fishbowl in which almost everything swam except you and a few other cops. You had to cut yourself off in L.A., stay outside the glass. But here the majority of these thousands of lives are only big, slow trees. Slow isn’t even right, the concept probably hasn’t got a word, it’s just that the aliveness of these millions of cedars and redwoods is hardly happening. So you find yourself dropping your defenses, opening up, breathing things in.

He sat at the counter jabbing with a fork at his apple pie. When the waitress came down to his end of things with the coffeepot, he lifted his hand to detain her wordlessly while he wiped his lips with his napkin and swallowed. She was svelte. Okay, bony. But definitely beautiful. “What’s your name?”

“Mo. But everybody calls me Maureen.” She laughed wildly. “I’m sorry!” she said quickly. “Cops make me nervous. I mean, it’s the other way around, they call me Mo.”

Her smile hit him right in the gut. She definitely had the face. He’d always been a face man, come to think of it. “Mo,” he repeated.

“And you’re Officer Navarro.”

“But everybody calls me Off.”

“No. But really.”

“John.”

“Okay, John. Cops make me nervous, John.”

She left him and went to take care of a young couple way over by the window, the only other customers.

And of course every once in a while you breathe something of these people into you, their kinky exhalations. You don’t breathe in anybody in L.A. Breathe? Breathe people in? Christ. He was starting to think like them. Which only proved he was breathing them in, a concept which, itself, he had breathed in. It was a vague deal, but then too he sensed that if he had to shoot somebody around here in the line of duty, if he killed one of these types, he’d stop turning into one of them.