Ismail Kadare - The Concert

Was he or was he not still a minister? If other people were asking the question, they had only to dismiss him as soon as possible and put a stop to the whole affair. But who really had the power to do this? Those who were against him were his inferiors — some of them had never sacked anyone in their lives, not even a protocol clerk or a porter. So how could they get rid of him? Nevertheless he felt they’d cast a spell on him.

He vaguely remembered colleagues in other parts of the world not in Lade America, where a mere handful of colonels could conspire to terrorize a government, but in more serious countries, where ministers of defence were held in respect, not to say fear. Whereas he, far from inspiring fear in anyone else, was scared of everyone, not only people he knew but also the humble civil servant whose name he couldn’t recall and the crowds in the streets who were all the more terrifying because they were anonymous.

How had it all come about? Those manoeuvres, those tanks, had been enough to loosen the mysterious screw on which his whole life depended. What secret, irreversible mechanism had thus been set off? Hadn’t Enver Hoxha spoken of a formidable popular mechanism that started up of its owe accord? Was the cause of his own harassment real or subjective?

The tank officers had been released, but that hadn’t helped either. On the contrary, his anxiety had only increased. He’d expected they’d write to him, and even calculated how long their letters would take to write and then to reach him, allowing a margin of error. But there was no sign of any letters. Perhaps they’d seen the error of their ways? Again, instead of soothing his fears, his ingenuity only increased them. Why on earth didn’t they write?

At this point, as if reading his thoughts, his aides suggested his going on a tour of inspection that had been put off because of the problems with China, He greeted the suggestion with open arms. For the first days he was almost happy, sitting there in the back of his limousine whizzing along the roads, escorted by his staff-cars and bodyguards. He wondered why he hadn’t thought of it before.

He hurried from one regiment or depot to another as if afraid to slow down, one day visiting a fort on the coast, another dropping in on a tank brigade, the next on a military airfield. Looking back through the rear window at barracks, hangars and anti-aircraft batteries disappearing on the horizon, he told himself he must have been out of his mind to think other people had doubts about him. He felt like laughing at the very idea now. How could anyone throw the least suspicion on him, when he had all these guns and tanks and planes at his disposal — a Latin-American colonel could over. throw any number of governments with only a tenth of them! He himself had never used them except for manoeuvres, for a mere game. Could he have set people against him just for that?

He almost choked with resentment. Instead of looking askance at him they ought to be grateful! Anyone else in his position would have been aggrieved. Like anyone falsely accused and tempted to get his own back by committing the very crime that had been wrongly attributed to him, he was almost ready to organize a putsch! They were almost forcing him into it, instead of thanking him for abstaining.

He gazed out at the bare winter landscape, ruminating. If he came to a decision, would he be capable of translating his ideas into reality? He didn’t have to think twice about that!

But on the fourth day of his tour, he felt his confidence wane once more. He remembered the speech about a popular mechanism that triggered itself off like the system for restoring the current when the electricity breaks down. Again he found himself wondering where, in which offices, the levers of command were to be found.

By the roadside, at the crossroads, outside railway stations and at the entrance to almost every village, his eyes met with slogans: Party-People-Unity…No power on earth can break the unity between Party and people … Some were handwritten on walls, others on metal hoardings, but a few were picked out in stones, or cut out on the grass, on hillsides. He had the impression there were more of them now. Sometimes it occurred to him that invisible hands had put them there the day before, especially for him. Where did their orders come from…?

The thought of that mechanism terrified him more every day. He imagined it in various different forms, bet finally saw it as a mass of telephone wires, weather gauges, snares, hidden microphones and rusty old fox-traps, the whole lot stowed away on some distant stretch of wasteland. Perhaps its dilapidated appearance was only a camouflage…And it was all controlled from some unimaginable place — he wouldn’t have been surprised to learn that the orders came from underground, from the kingdom of the dead. And so he couldn’t consider it as a source of salvation.

Whoever attacks the Party devours himself! He looked back to check whether the slogan had been real or only an illusion. But the plain was shrouded in fog and he couldn’t see anything, I’m seeing things, he thought. The slogan hadn’t been in the usual style. He turned round again, rubbed his eyes, but the fog hid everything. He wouldn’t have been all that surprised to find he was having hallucinations. He felt like shouting, Stop writing messages to me on the hills! Can’t you see I can’t do anything about them?

On the fourth afternoon of his tour he felt his voice going different again. And he noticed again a certain slackness in the soldiers’ salutes, a certain lack of polish on their helmets and even on the barrels of heavy artillery pieces and anti-aircraft gens. He had a feeling that if he’d given the latter the order to fire, they’d only have produced silent flashes and blank projectiles, the sort you sometimes see in dreams.

What if it was all a nightmare? Anyhow, he couldn’t give orders to the army now. He pleaded indisposition and interrupted the tour.

And there on his desk in the office there lay the long-awaited letter with its dozens of signatures. He sat and looked at them for a long while, as if to say, Now what am I going to do with you?

A FEW BIRDS CROSSED the vast north-west frontier. Some others took off from the jungle, accompanied by millions of insects, to over-fly the southern borders. Nothing and no one could cross the Himalayas, and the seaboard turned back any birds setting off from that direction. So the plane carrying Skënder Bermema and C–V—, his colleague, was one of the relatively rare winged objects to enter Chinese air-space that winter morning. The thought of their delegation being invited on the occasion of the Day of the Birds had given rise to all the inevitable pleasantries. But most of these had been exhausted before they left Albania, the last of them on the way to the airport, and now all that was left of the joke was a half-hearted smile or two. The great day was today or the day after, but they weren’t likely, thought Skënder Bermema, to see any actual birds. His thoughts, already numbed by sleeplessness arid the fatigues of the journey, were assaulted by the immense space that seemed to rise at him from below.

That’s China down there, he kept telling himself, to drive home what was happening to him. But apart from the sight of three or four birds crossing the Mongolian frontier, his mind was a blank,

C–V— drowsed beside him, his head leaning on the back of his seat. His open mouth and heavy though not loud breathing made him look rather vulnerable, but didn’t evoke any pity. Perhaps you’re dreaming of a world without writers, thought Skënder. Well, you’ve got a country like that underneath you, the first in the history of the human race.