Trent Jamieson - Managing death

'As you have probably heard, the South African RM has died.' The office is silent, listening. 'Well, we have a Death Moot to run. In just three days, the remaining RMs will be here. Things are going to get hectic, but I am not going anywhere. Rillman has tried to kill me numerous times, and failed. I will not desert you.'

I don't notice Tim until he's standing beside me. Lissa's here, too, now. She smiles hesitantly at me.

'We'll see this out,' Tim says.

'We've faced worse.' Lissa's voice is hard and strong. She holds my hand. 'But it won't mean anything if we don't keep pomping or if we stop stalling Stirrers. We can't let Neill's death distract us. Everything dies, we all know that.'

'And we have to make sure that that keeps happening. We have to be strong. I won't let you down.' I don't know if that's enough, but it's all I have.

'Where were you?' Lissa asks me, once everyone returns to work – inspired, or terrified, or hunting for the job pages.

'Checking out the bridge,' I lie.

Tim looks like he's about to say something, and then seems to think the better of it.

I guide them both into my office, and then the black phone, Mr D's phone, rings.

There's a first time for everything.

I snatch it up.

'Neti's rooms,' Mr D says in a tone I've never heard before. 'Now.'

Mr D can be direct when he needs to be.

'What the hell is going on?' Lissa demands.

'I need you to stay here,' I say. 'Both of you. It's something to do with Neti. Mr D sounds frightened.'

I head out the door, then across the office floor. I'm running by the time I hit the hall. Wal shudders on my arm and begins to slide free, his ink turning to muscle and bone. He tears from my flesh with the hummingbird whirr of a cherub's flight.

'Where are we going in such a hurry?'

'Neti's rooms. Mr D -'

'Bugger.'

I don't bother knocking this time. I open Neti's door, almost hitting Mr D in the head in the process.

'Watch yourself,' Mr D says.

'Neti?'

'Oh, she's dead. Well and truly, more than I could have ever believed.'

But that much is obvious already. There's not much of her left. Her little parlour is splattered with blood. It's everywhere. Strings of it dangle from light fittings, puddles gleam red and slick all across the floor. Is this what Rillman had wanted to do to me?

'I've never seen anything like this,' Mr D says. But I have. HD is having a grand old time, I can feel him tugging at the corner of my lips.

I try and imagine the fight. There are burn marks everywhere, just like the Stirrer safe house. And the smell of cooking flesh, not the usual wholesome odours of scones or cake – though there is some of that in the background. The spider in the corner hangs limp and dead.

Wal flits around us, looking slightly green. 'What does this mean?' he says.

'Rillman took a great deal of pleasure in doing this,' I say.

'Obviously,' Mr D says.

'Who's going to replace her?' Wal asks, puffing out his chest, and riffling through her collection of china plates. I wave him away from there.

'Something will replace her, but it will be different. And it will come in its own time. That's the way these things work,' says Mr D.

Neti looks so small, but that's because she is in so many different pieces. I'm Death, so it's beneath me to gag, but it's hard not to. Her limbs are spread around the room. Her eyes are sightless. The television chatters; an inane game show. And it looks like she is watching it. Her strength and her menace are gone. Aunt Neti is dead, and murdered with such cruel joy. HD cheers a little.

'Where are the Knives of Negotiation?' I say suddenly remembering them. 'Please tell me they're safe.'

Mr D pales. He rushes to the black cabinet, does something intricate with its scrollwork and one of its doors slides to one side. The knives' usual resting place. 'Nothing,' he says.

My brain ticks over. Rillman must have started with his stony razor, covered with my blood, perhaps to give it greater efficacy. And then, when he had incapacitated Neti, he snatched the knives and put them to quick snicker-snack use, finishing off the job. Then he probably shifted directly to Neill's office. Aunt Neti's been dead a while. Rillman had been anxious to leave in the tunnel, and not just because my Avian Pomps had arrived. He'd never expected to take so long with me.

There is a plate of scones on the table, untouched. Neti was expecting Rillman, or someone. Like she said, she only makes scones when people are coming to her with questions. Her prescience had failed as to Rillman's real intentions.

I wonder if she wasn't working with him in some way. Maybe the Stirrer safe houses, their grid, is being used for something else. Maybe Rillman was using both sides.

I have never seen Mr D look so rattled. 'So what do we do from here?' I ask.

'We talk strategy. Rillman is killing RMs, and suddenly the focus has turned away from the real threat, the coming Stirrer god.'

'Well, that's got them scared as well.' I sigh. I really don't know who I can trust at all. But one thing is certain; Mr D doesn't have the answers.

But there's someone who does, and I might just catch her.

'I'm going to have to leave you here to clean up,' I say to Mr D.

'Of course,' Mr D says, though he is obviously affronted. 'I of all people know how busy you are.'

I give him a quick salute and shift. Eight long arms snap out at me, but only one connects. It's enough to put me on my arse. The One Tree creaks around us in sympathy with her or me, I'm not sure.

'Oh, it's you.' Several hands help me up.

'I didn't expect Rillman would visit you here.'

'How did you know, dear?' Aunt Neti asks. She doesn't look happy, but I wouldn't be either if someone I'd considered an ally had just chopped me into little pieces.

'You made him scones. You were expecting his visit.' I grimace. 'I kind of guessed it.'

Aunt Neti scowls. 'When you broke the rules, and didn't even choose me to allow your Orpheus Manoeuvre, well, that was too much.'

'Charon was just there,' I say. 'I didn't realise that there was any other way.'

'Exactly. At least Rillman understood how it was meant to be done. I was the one who helped his Orpheus Manoeuvre. I felt so guilty that it failed, not because of anything I did, but that blasted Mr D.'

'I thought Mr D was your friend.'

Aunt Neti nods. 'Keep your friends close, and your enemies closer. You would do well to remember that, Mr de Selby, when it all comes falling down around you. Rillman failed, and I felt that I owed him. Besides, once you had clearly disdained me, well, what allegiance did I owe to you.

'I was happy to cover for him, to let him return to the land of the living. We REs perform Orpheus Manoeuvres all the time; we let the curtains slip between life and death. It's not such a big deal for us, because we're not really alive. But I never meant to create a monster, and certainly not one so dangerous. My indulgence never went as far as the stone knives.'

I glare at her. 'It should never have gone as far as your lies. You owed your loyalty to me.'

Aunt Neti snorts. Her eight arms wave around her, a halo of limbs, and then she's jabbing them in my face. 'And what do you owe yours to? Not much, as far as I can see. With your rule-breaking, your moaning. And when did you ever really come to me for advice? There are things you could have learnt if you trusted me. But no, you avoided your Aunt Neti, unless it was absolutely necessary. My Francis never did that. And you skimped on your duties, drinking, not showing up for work. People talk, Mr de Selby, and your Aunt Neti listens.'

'And look where that's gotten you,' I snap. 'A place on the One Tree, and no power at all.'