Harry Turtledove - After the downfall

But she didn't stay away from his chamber, either. Sometimes he could talk her into coming by on a particular night. Sometimes she would knock on her own. Most of the time, she would make love with him. Once in a while, she only wanted to talk. He quickly decided getting annoyed about that was a bad idea.

One evening, when she was leaving after talking with him for a couple of hours, he gave her a crooked smile and asked, "Do I pass the test?"

Even in the lamplight, even with her olive skin, he could see her turn red. It took him by surprise; he hadn't meant to embarrass her. But she answered as frankly as usual: "As a matter of fact, you do. A woman wants to think a man wants her for something more than just this." She touched herself between the legs for a moment. "And I think you do. And I think that is good."

"I can talk with you better than with anyone else — except maybe Rautat." Hasso barked laughter. "And that is not the same."

"No, it isn't," Drepteaza agreed. "Not that Rautat is stupid — I've seen he's not. But there are times when he would rather not think."

"Yes!" Hasso nodded vigorously. Rautat made a good underofficer: he liked routine. He would have made a wonderful friend for another underofficer whose mind worked the same way. Hell, he was friends with other sergeants like that. Hasso's mind ranged further. In this world, it damn well had to. "You can go places with me where he doesn't want to — and not just in bed."

"You may end up changing us more than the Lenelli have," Drepteaza said. "For better? For worse? How can we know ahead of time? But you change us."

He thought again about the printing press. One of these days. When he had time. If he ever did. If the Bucovinans ever started printing books, that would change them even more than gunpowder did. But that lay in the future, a future that might never be born. "If I don't, the Lenelli do," he said.

"We know it," Drepteaza answered. "If you change us, maybe we stay ourselves, too. If the Lenelli change us, we lose ourselves forever. There used to be lots of little kingdoms in the western part of the land. They're gone now. Even the Grenye who still live in them don't know much about how they used to be. That could happen to us, too."

Hasso had seen those Grenye peasants. They had nothing but work and drink. Some of them had nothing but drink. As far as the Lenelli were concerned, that was fine.

The Germans would have run the Ukraine and Russia the same way if they'd won. Hasso hadn't thought much about that while he was fighting the Ivans. Now he did. His country had aimed to destroy another one — not just to beat it, but to destroy it. No wonder the Russians fought back so ferociously.

And what did Germany end up doing? Destroying itself instead. So much for all the glorious triumphs of the Reich.

"What were you thinking?" Drepteaza asked. "For a moment there, you looked over the mountains."

To the Bucovinans, that meant a long way off. Most of the time, it made an effective figure of speech. Not here. Not now. "I was thinking about my old land," Hasso answered. "Farther away than over the mountains."

"What about it?"

"I begin to understand why we lost our war. We wanted to treat our enemies the way the Lenelli treat Grenye," Hasso said. "But the Lenelli know more tricks than the Grenye. We didn't know more tricks — not enough more."

"Will you be angry if I say it does not sound as though your land was on a good path?" Drepteaza asked.

Hasso shook his head. "No. It does not sound that way to me, either, not now. But in the middle of a war, who worries about such things? You have enemies. You fight them. You try to beat them. You try to keep them from beating you. You don't think past that. To think past that is your, uh, king's job."

"If your king orders you to do something you know is wicked, should you do it?"

He frowned. "If you know it is wicked, no. But mostly, for a soldier, much simpler. You fight the other side's army. You try to beat it. What happens in the land you take — that's not your worry."

No. That wasn't the Wehrmacht's worry. That was up to the SS, to the Gestapo, to people like that. They didn't think Hitler could order them to do anything wicked. If he ordered it, it had to be all right.

"Your conscience troubles you." Drepteaza didn't make it a question.

He could have denied it — by lying to her, and to himself. "Some," he said. "I did a lot of fighting, the last four years against our worst enemies. Maybe we were not always good. I know we weren't. Not them, either."

"Few people would choose war," Drepteaza said, and then qualified that by adding, "Few Bucovinans would, anyhow. I am not so sure about the Lenelli."

Hasso wasn't so sure about the Lenelli, either. They thought they had a goddess-given mission to civilize — that is, to conquer — the Grenye. The Germans had thought the same thing about their Slavic neighbors. They'd tried conquering them again and again… and now the Russian Slavs had turned things upside down. The Germans had usually had an edge, but not one big enough to make up for the numbers against them.

The British made it work in India and North America, the Spaniards farther south. So it could, if the gap between attackers and attacked was wide enough. Would it have been here? Hasso didn't know. All he knew was that he was doing his damnedest to throw a spanner into the works.

"Maybe," he said slowly, "maybe I owe somebody something."

When a Bucovinan messenger ran up to Lord Zgomot's palace, Hasso took no special notice. That happened all the time. He did notice when a messenger rode up to the palace. The natives didn't have that many horses. They saved the ones they did have for important business. And since he was waiting to hear about some important business…

A messenger — on foot — summoned him to Zgomot's throne room. "What is it about?" Hasso asked, his hopes rising.

"I don't know. The Lord of Bucovin didn't tell me," the palace flunky answered. "If you go, though, he will tell you."

So there, Hasso thought. He made himself nod and smile and not give the messenger the satisfaction of knowing he'd irked him. "I go, then," he said, and he did.

When he got to the throne room, he found Lord Zgomot in animated conversation with the man who'd come in on horseback. Zgomot in animated conversation with anybody was a prodigy; the native ruler wasn't long on personality. But the Lord of Bucovin looked up and actually smiled as Hasso approached.

"Good day, Hasso Pemsel," he said. "I owe that drunken Lenello a large reward. I am slow to spend my gold and silver without need, but I gladly do it here."

"We have dragon bones?" Hasso asked.

"We have dragon bones," Zgomot agreed. He gestured toward the messenger. "I learn that they are in our lands, and they passed by Bottero's men without suspicion. The Lenelli thought we might grind them up to manure our soil. We did not discourage them from thinking this."

He sounded pleased with himself — and well he might. He sounded very pleased with himself, in fact. "A nice touch, Lord," Hasso said. "Your idea?"

"As a matter of fact, yes," Zgomot answered. "Things you said about keeping the Lenelli from knowing what we are up to came to mind. A story like that will also let the blonds think we are stupid barbarians who could not get bones closer to home. They think we are stupid barbarians anyway, of course."

"Yes, they do." Hasso had, too, when he was in Drammen. Now he was glad to get the chance to speak of the folk he resembled as they. Compared to the Lenelli, the Bucovinans were on the barbarous side. But, as he'd seen, that didn't make them stupid. The Lenelli just knew some tricks of the trade that they didn't. Well, no, not just: the Lenelli could also work magic.