Clive Barker - Sacrament

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Down in the Courthouse, Rosa sat in the dark, and listened. Her hearing had always been acute; sometimes distressingly so. There were times - days, weeks even - when she would deliberately drink herself into a mild state of befuddlement (usually on gin, but scotch would do) in order to muffle the sounds that came at her from every direction. It didn't always work. In fact it had several times backfired on her, and instead of dimming the din of the world it had simply stripped her of her power to control her own wits. Those were terrible times; sickening times. She would rage around, threatening to do herself harm - pricking out her ears or plucking

out her eyes - and might have done it too, if Jacob hadn't been there to soothe her with a fuck. That usually did the trick. She'd have to be careful with the drinking in future, she mused, at least until she found someone to couple with her in Steep's place. It was a pity the boy was so young, otherwise she might have toyed with him for a while. She'd have worn him out, of course, all too quickly. When on occasion she'd taken any man besides Steep to her bed, she'd always been disappointed. However virile, however heated they appeared to be, none of them had ever shown a smidgen of Jacob's staying power. Damn it, but she would miss him. He had been more than a husband to her, more than a lover; he'd been a goad to excess, calling forth all manner of behaviour she'd never have dared indulge, much less enjoy, in any other company, man or beast.

Beast. Now there was a thought. Maybe she would be wiser looking for a fuck-mate outside her own species. She'd dallied with this before; a stallion called Tallis had been the lucky creature. But she hadn't given the affair full rein, so to speak; it had seemed at the time a cumbersome way to be serviced, not to say unsanitary. With Jacob gone, however, she would certainly need to broaden her palate. Maybe with a little patience she'd find a creature the equal of her ardour, out in the wild.

Meanwhile, she listened: to the snow, falling on the Courthouse roof and on the step, on the grass, on the road, on the houses, on the hills; to a dog, barking; to cattle, lowing in a byre; to the babble of televisions, and the bawling of children, and somebody old and phlegmatic (she couldn't tell whether it was a man or a woman; age eroded the distinctions) talking nonsense in his or her sleep.

Then, somebody closer. Footfalls, on the icy road; a breath, snatched from chapped lips. No, it wasn't one breath, it was two, both male. After a moment, one spoke.

'What about the Courthouse?' It was a fat man's voice, she judged.

'I suppose we could take a look,' said the other, without much enthusiasm. 'If the kid had some sense, he'd get out of the cold.'

'If he'd had some sense, the little bugger wouldn't have run away in the first place.'

They're coming in here, Mrs McGee thought, rising from the judge's chair. They're looking for the child - compassionate men, how she loved compassionate men! - and they think maybe they'll find him in here.

She brushed the hair back from her brow, and pinched some colour into her cheeks. It was the least she could do. Then she started to unbutton her dress, so as to hold their attention when they entered. Perhaps after all she would not have to stoop to barnyard couplings; perhaps two would replace the departed one, at least for tonight.

The worst of the storm had cleared to the southwest by the time Will and Jacob came within sight of the summit. Through the thinning snow, Will saw that up ahead there was a stand of trees. Leafless, of course (what the season had not taken the night's wind had surely stripped), but growing so close together, and sufficiently large in number that each had protected the other in their tender years, until they had matured into a dense little wood.

Now, with the gale somewhat diminished, Will asked a question out loud:

'Is that where we're going?'

'It is,' said Jacob, not looking down at him.

'Why?'

'Because we have work to do.'

'What?' Will asked. The clouds were coming unknitted over the heights, and even as he put this question a patch of dark and star-pricked sky appeared beyond the trees. It was as though a door were opening on the far side of the wood, the sight so perfect Will almost believed it had been stage-managed by Jacob. But perhaps it was more likely - and more marvellous, in its way - that they had arrived at this moment by chance, he and Jacob being blessed travellers.

'There's a bird in those trees, you see,' Jacob went on. 'Actually there's a pair of birds. And I need you to kill them for me.' He said this without any particular emphasis, as though the matter was relatively inconsequential. 'I have a knife I'd like you to use for the job.' Now he looked Will's way, intently. 'Being a city boy you're probably not as experienced with birds as you are with moths and such.'

'No, I'm not...' Will admitted, hoping he didn't sound doubtful or questioning. 'But I'm sure it's easy.'

'You eat bird-meat, presumably,' Jacob said.

Of course he did. He enjoyed fried chicken, and turkey at Christmas. He'd even had a piece of the pigeon-pie Adele had made once she'd explained that the pigeon wasn't the filthy kind he knew from Manchester. 'I love it,' he said, the notion of this deed easier when he thought of a barbecued chicken leg. 'How will I know which birds you want me to...'

'You can say it.'

... kill?'

'I'll point them out, don't worry. It's as you say: easy.' He had said that, hadn't he? Now he had to make good on the boast. 'Be careful with this,' Jacob said, passing the knife to him. 'It's uncommonly sharp.'

He received the weapon gingerly. Was there some charge passed

through its blade into his marrow? He thought so. It was subtle, to be sure, but when his hand tightened around the hilt he felt as though he knew the knife like a friend; as though he and it had some long-standing knowledge of one another. 'Good,' Jacob said, seeing Will fearlessly clasping the weapon. 'You look as if you mean business.' Will grinned. He did; no doubt of it. Whatever business this knife was capable of, he meant. They were at the fringes of the wood now, and with the clouds parted, the starlight polished every snow-laden twig and branch until it glittered. There remained in Will a remote tic of apprehension regarding the deed ahead - or rather, his competency in the doing of it; he entertained no doubts about the killing itself - but he showed no sign of this to Jacob. He strode between the trees a pace ahead of his companion, and was all at once enveloped in a silence so profound it made him hold his breath for fear of breaking it. A little way behind him, Jacob said: 'Take it slowly. Enjoy the moment.' Will's knife-hand had a strange agitation in it however. It didn't want any delay. It wanted to be at work, now. 'Where are they?' Will whispered. Jacob put his hand on the back of Will's neck. 'Just look,' he murmured, and though nothing actually changed in the scene before them, at Jacob's words Will saw it with a sudden simplicity, his gaze blazing through the lattice of branches and mesh of brambles, through the glamour of sparkling frost and starlit air, to the heart of this place. Or rather to what seemed to him at that moment its heart: two birds, huddled in a niche at the juncture of branch and trunk. Their eyes were wide and bright (he could see them blinking, even though they were ten yards from him) and their heads were cocked. 'They see me,' Will breathed. 'See them back.' 'I do.' 'Fix them with your eyes.' 'I am.' 'Then finish it. Go on.' Jacob pushed him lightly, and lightly Will went, like a phantom in fact, over the decorated ground. His eyes were fixed on the birds every step of his way. They were plain creatures. Two bundles of ragged brown feathers, with a sliver of sheeny blue in their wings. No more remarkable than the moths he'd killed in the Courthouse, he thought. He didn't hurry towards them. He took his time, despite the impatience in his hand, feeling as though he were gliding down a tunnel towards his target, which was the only thing in focus before him. If they fled now, they still could not escape him; of that he was certain. They were in the tunnel