Clive Barker - Weave World

There'd been no sign of animal or bird life since she'd left the vicinity of the pool. The trees and bushes were deserted; the undergrowth was hushed. She summoned the menstruum up until it brimmed in her, ready to be used in her defence should the occasion arise. There was no time left for niceties now. She would kill anyone who tried to prevent her from getting to Shadwell.

A noise from behind a partially demolished wall drew her attention. She stood her ground, and challenged the observer to make himself known. There was no reply forthcoming.

‘I won't ask you again,' she said. ‘Who's there?'

At this there was a fall of brick shards, and a boy of four or

five, naked but for socks and dust, stood up and clambered over the rubble towards her.

‘Oh my God,' she said, her heart going out to the child. In the instant her defences fell there was movement to right and left of her, and she found herself surrounded by a ragged selection of armed men.

The child's forlorn expression dropped, as one of the soldiers summoned him to his side. The man put a grimy hand through the boy's hair, and gave him a grim smile of approval.

‘Name yourself,' someone demanded of her.

She had no idea of which side these men were on. If they were of Shadwell's army, admitting her name would be an instant death sentence. But, desperate as things were, she couldn't bring herself to unleash the menstruum against men - and a child - whose allegiance she didn't even know.

‘Shoot her,' the boy said. ‘She's with them.'

‘Don't you dare,' said a voice at the back. ‘I know her.'

She turned, as her saviour spoke her name, and there - of all people - was Nimrod. The last time they'd met he'd been a convert to Shadwell's unholy crusade: all talk of glorious tomorrows. Time and circumstance had humbled him. He was a picture of wretchedness, his clothes tattered, his face full of hurt.

‘Don't blame me,' he said before she could even speak.

‘I don't,' she said. There'd been times she'd cursed him, but they were history now. Truly I don't.'

‘Help me -' he said suddenly, and came to her. She hugged him. He concealed his tears behind their embrace, until the others left off watching the reunion and slipped back into hiding.

Only then did he ask:

‘Have you seen Jerichau?'

‘He's dead,' she said. The sisters killed him.'

He drew away from her, and covered his face with his hands.

‘It wasn't your fault,' she told him.

‘I knew ....' he said quietly. ‘As soon as things went sour. I knew something terrible had happened to him,'

‘You can't be blamed for not seeing the truth. Shadwell's a brilliant performer. And he was selling what people wanted to hear.'

‘Wait,' said Nimrod, looking up at her. ‘Are you telling me Shadwell's the Prophet?'

‘Yes I am.'

He made a small shake of the head.

‘A Cuckoo,' he said, his tone still half disbelieving. ‘A Cuckoo.'

‘It doesn't mean he isn't strong,' Suzanna cautioned. ‘He's got raptures all his own.'

‘You've got to come back to the camp,' Nimrod said, with fresh urgency. ‘Talk to our commander before we leave for the Gyre.'

‘Make it quick,' she said.

He was already away, leading her into the rockier terrain that concealed the rebels.

There's only me and Apolline left alive,' he said, as they went, ‘from the First Wakened. The rest are gone. My Lilia. Then Freddy Cammell. Now Jerichau.'

‘Where's Apolline now?'

‘She went out into the Kingdom, the last I heard. What about Cal? Is he with you?'

‘We were going to meet up at the Firmament. But Shadwell's already on his way to the Gyre,'

‘Which is as far as he'll get,' Nimrod said. ‘Whatever raptures he's stolen, he's still just a man. And men bleed.' So do we all, she thought, but left the thought unspoken.

XII

ONE FELL SWOOP

1

Nimrod's brave talk was undercut by what she found at the camp. It was more like a hospital than a military establishment. Well over three quarters of the fifty or so soldiers, men and women, who were gathered in the shelter of the rocks, had sustained some wound or other. Some were still capable of fighting, but many were clearly at death's door, tended with soft words in their failing minutes.

In one corner of the camp, out of sight of the dying, a dozen bodies were laid beneath make-shift shrouds. In another, a cache of captured armaments was being sorted through. It made a chilling display: machine-guns, flame-throwers, grenades. On this evidence Shadwell's followers had come prepared to destroy their homeland if it resisted their deliverance. Against these horrors, and the zeal with which they were wielded, the profoundest raptures were a frail defence.

If Nimrod shared her doubts he chose not to show them, but talked ceaselessly of the previous night's victories, as if to keep a telling silence at bay.

‘We even took prisoners,' he boasted, leading Suzanna to a muddy pit amongst the boulders, where maybe a dozen captives sat, bound at ankles and wrists, guarded by a girl with a machine-gun. They were a forlorn mob. Some were wounded, all were distressed, weeping and muttering to themselves, as though Shadwell's lies no longer blinded them and they were waking up to the iniquity of what they'd done. She pitied them in their self-contempt. She knew all too well the powers of beguilement Shadwell possessed - in her time she'd almost succumbed to them herself. These were his victims, not his allies; they'd been sold a lie they'd had no power to refuse. Now, disabused of his teachings, they were left to brood on the blood they'd spilt, and despair.

‘Has anybody talked with them?' she asked Nimrod. ‘Maybe they've got some grasp of Shadwell's weaknesses.'

The commander forbade it,' said Nimrod. ‘They're diseased.'

‘Don't talk nonsense,' Suzanna replied, and climbed down into the pit with the prisoners. Several turned their troubled faces towards her; one, at the sight of a face that bore some sign of lenience, started to sob loudly.

‘I'm not here to accuse you,' she told them. ‘I just want to talk with you,'

At her side a man with blood-caked features said:

‘Are they going to kill us?'

‘No,' she told him. ‘Not if I can help it,'

‘What happened?' another enquired, his voice slurred and dreamy: ‘Is the Prophet coming?' Someone tried to shush him, but he rambled on. ‘He must come soon, mustn't he? He must come, and take us into Capra's hands.'

‘He isn't coming,' said Suzanna.

‘We know that,' said the first prisoner. ‘At least most of us do. We've been cheated. He told us -'

‘I know what he told you,' Suzanna said. ‘And I know how he cheated you. Now you've got to make good the damage, by helping me.'

‘You can't overthrow him,' the man said. ‘He's got powers,'

‘Shut your mouth,' said one nearby, who was clutching a rosary so tightly his knuckles looked ready to pop. ‘You mustn't say anything against him. He hears.'

‘Let him hear,' the other spat back. ‘Let him kill me if he chooses. I don't care,' He turned back to Suzanna: ‘He's got demons with him. I've seen them. He feeds the dead to them,'

Nimrod, who was standing behind Suzanna listening to this evidence, now spoke up:

‘Demons?' he said. ‘You've seen them?'

‘No,' said the white-faced man.

‘I have,' said another.

‘Describe them ...' Nimrod demanded.

It was surely the by-blows the man spoke of, Suzanna thought, grown to monstrous proportions. But as the man began to tell what he knew she was distracted by the sight of a prisoner she hadn't previously noticed, squatting in the filthiest part of the compound, face turned to the rock. It was a woman, to judge by the hair that fell to the middle of her back, and she'd not been bound like the rest, simply left to grieve in the dirt.