Greg Bear - Darwin's Children

“Something,” Fitz said admiringly.

“We’re taking scans now with the handheld,” said Nancy.

“Good,” Mitch said. He took a plastic bottle of water from Eileen and swallowed long and hard. He was as dry as a bone; he must have lain out on the rock and dirt for at least an hour. “I’m sorry,” he said.

“De nada,” Eileen said with a hint of pride.

“It’s a tibia, isn’t it?” Mitch asked.

“It’s more than that,” Eileen said. “We don’t yet know how much more.”

“I found the guys,” he said.

The women would not commit.

“Just be happy you didn’t die out there,” Eileen said.

“It’s not that hot,” Mitch said.

“You were three feet from the bluff,” Eileen said. “You could have fallen.”

“They weathered out,” Mitch mused, and took another swallow of water. “How many are left, I wonder?”

He peered into the blue light of the tent at the three women: Nancy, a tall, striking woman with long black hair and a stern face; Connie Fitz; Eileen.

The tent flap opened and the light assaulted him, bringing back a stab of pain.

“Sorry,” Oliver Merton said. “Just heard about the incident. How’s our boy wonder?”

“Explain it to me,” Merton said.

Mitch sat alone with Oliver under the sun shade. He sipped a beer; Oliver was working away, or pretending to, on his small slate. He had a tracer cap on one finger and typed on empty air. All the archaeologists from the camp, except for two younger women standing guard at the main site, were at the bluff, leaving Mitch grounded, “to recover,” as Eileen put it, but he strongly suspected it was to keep him out of their hair, out of trouble, until it was determined what he had found.

“Explain what?” Mitch asked.

“How you do it. I sense a pattern.”

Mitch covered his eyes with his hands. The sunlight was still dazzling.

“You undergo some sort of psychic revelation, enter a trance state, troop off in search of something you’ve already seen… . Is that it?”

“God, no,” Mitch said, grimacing. “Nothing like that. Was I showboating, Oliver?” he asked, and did not know himself whether he spoke with satisfaction, pride, or real curiosity as to what Merton thought.

Before Merton could answer, Mitch winced at a spike in his thoughts. His neck hair prickled.

Something’s wrong.

“Oh, most definitely,” Merton said with a nod and a sly little grin. “Sherlock Holmes, I presume?”

“Holmes was not psychic. You heard them. They still don’t know what I found.”

“You found a hominid leg bone. All of Eileen’s students, searching for two months around this site, haven’t found so much as a chip.”

“They were making us look bad,” Mitch said. “Men in general.”

“A camp full of angry women digging out a camp full of abandoned women,” Merton said. “Look bad? Right.”

“Have there ever been any men here?”

“Beg your pardon?” Merton asked petulantly.

“Working at the camp. Digging.”

“Besides me, not a one,” Merton admitted, and scowled at the screen on the slate.

“Why is that?” Mitch asked.

“Eileen’s gay, you know,” Merton said. “She and Connie Fitz… very close.”

Mitch thought this over for a few seconds but could not connect it right away with reality, his reality. “You’re kidding.”

Merton tried to cross his heart and hope to die, but got it wrong.

The closest Mitch could come to acknowledging this bit of information was to wonder why Eileen had not introduced her lover to him as such. He said, very slowly, “You could have fooled me.”

That’s not what’s wrong.

“Mr. Daney is amused by it all. He takes quite an anthropological view.”

Mitch pulled back from somewhere, an unpleasant place coming closer. “They’re not all gay, are they?”

“Oh, no. But it is a bit of a crazy coincidence. The others appear to be single, to a woman, and not one has shown any interest in me. Funny, how that slants my view of the world.”

“Yeah,” Mitch said.

“Nancy thinks you’re trying to steal their thunder. They’re sensitive about that.”

“Right.”

“It’s just you and me, until Mr. Daney gets here,” Merton said.

Mitch finished the can of Coors and propped it gently on the wooden arm of the camp chair.

“Shall I crush that for you?” Merton asked with a twinkle. “Just to keep up masculine appearances.”

Mitch did not answer. The camp, the bones, his discovery, suddenly meant nothing. His mind was a blank sheet with vague writing starting to appear, as if scrawled by ghosts. He could not read the writing, but he did not like it.

He jerked, and the can fell off the arm of the chair. It struck the gravel with a hollow rattle. “Jesus,” he said. He had never had a hypnagogic experience before.

“Something wrong?” Merton asked.

“Eileen was right. Maybe I’m still sick.” He pushed up out of the chair. “Can I use your phone?”

“Of course,” Merton said.

“Thanks.” Mitch sidled awkwardly one step to the left, as if about to lose his balance, perhaps his sanity. “How secure is it?”

“Very,” Oliver said, watching him with concern. “Private trunk feed for Mr. Daney.”

Mitch did not know whom to trust, whom to turn to. He had never felt more spooked or more helpless in his life.

No ESP, he thought. Please, let there be no such thing as ESP.

NEW MEXICO

Dicken sat beside Helen Fremont on the couch in the trailer. She was staring at the wall opposite the couch, fever-scenting, he suspected, but he could not tell what she was hoping to accomplish, if anything. The air in the trailer smelled of old cheese and tea bags. He had finished his story ten minutes ago, patiently going back over old history and trying to justify himself as well: his existence, his work, his loathing for the isolation he had felt all these years, buried in his work as if it were another kind of plastic suit, proof against life. There had been silence for several minutes now, and he did not know what to say, much less what would happen to them next.

The girl broke the silence. “Aren’t you at all afraid I’ll make you sick?” she asked.

“I’m stuck,” Dicken said, lifting his hands. “They won’t let me out until they can make other arrangements.”

“Aren’t you afraid?” she repeated.

“No,” Dicken said.

“If I wanted to, could I make you sick?”

Dicken shook his head. “I doubt it.”

“But if they know that, why keep me here? Why keep any of us away from people?”

“Well, we just don’t know what to do or what to believe. We don’t understand,” he added, speaking softly. “That makes us weak and stupid.”

“It’s cruel,” the girl said. Then, as if she was just coming to believe she was pregnant, “How will they treat my baby?”

The door to the trailer opened. Aram Jurie entered first and was almost immediately flanked by two security men armed with machine pistols. All wore white isolation suits. Even through the plastic cowl, Jurie’s pallid face was a pepperball of irritation. “This is stupid,” he said as the security men stepped forward. “Are you trying to sabotage everything we’ve done?”

Dicken stood up from the couch and glanced at the girl, but she did not seem at all surprised or disturbed. God help us, it’s what she knows . Dicken said, “You’re holding this young woman illegally.”

Jurie was comically incredulous for a man whose face was normally so placid. “What in God’s green Earth were you thinking?”