Dorsai - Jan

She stared at me for several long seconds, deep in thought, before she suddenly exclaimed"Oh, shit!", and a few moments later, repeated it.

"Jesus Christ on a crutch! That's it! I understand now – I know how you and Kelly and Jan and Sandra – and me now! even me! – can be how you, I mean we, are. It is, it's so simple!", she exclaimed, before focusing on me again, and saying"Dear God, how did you ever come UP with this? I mean, it's right there, in front of everybody; and its so obvious and so simple – and none of us every saw it! What the hell were we doing?

What were we thinking about? Damn!"

Seeing the bemused expression on my face, she stopped, giving me the chance to tell her "How I found it wasn't easy – I spent nearly twenty years of my life, learning and studying, not only in school, but in the real world, and thinking about it before it came to me. And the reason so many people do miss it is for the very reasons you just said: it*is* obvious – so obvious that most people don't have any trouble looking right past it, because they're looking for something more complicated."

"I can believe it – hell, I have to believe it, because I did the same damn thing.", she said; adding a few moments later "Now I understand why Sandra acted the way she did – now I know how much I owe you, for everything you've done for me, for us."

"And you also know that the debt isn't to me."

She looked at me for a moment, before saying "No, I guess it isn't, is it? But I'll repay it – but you know that, of course, don't you?", with a wry grin.

I was content to let her sit there, thinking things through – she'd found the core, the skeleton of what I'd learned, and needed a little time to develop it, to flesh it out. Several minutes went by as she gazed off into space, deep in thought, before her attention returned to where she was, and what she was doing.

When she did, she looked at me, and blushed a bit. She opened her mouth to speak, and I quickly put a finger across it, silencing her as I said "It's okay. I understand."

Her mouth closed, and she smiled at me, before telling me, "Yeah, I guess you do. If anyone does, it has to be you!"

Suddenly realizing where we were, and the position she was in, she looked at me, saying "We still haven't made love yet, though."

"We don't have to. You know I love you, just as I know you love me."

"Yeah, I do, and know you do, too. That's why I want us to make love, even more now than before."

She let me pull her close, and we hugged each other, intimately but not passionately – that was to come later. For then, we were content to have, and know, each other.

After a while, we separated, and with a grin on her face, Robyn began kissing me, everywhere on my face but my mouth, slowly and softly, an expression of absolute radiance on her face.

Gradually, she started moving herself down and back, so that she could have easier access to me – taking my neck muscles between her teeth, she made a soft growling noise and chewing motion, as though literally eating me. Then she moved on, kissing and gently nipping the skin of my shoulders, and then on to my chest – even pausing for a while to caress and squeeze my chest muscles, much as I'd done with her breasts; and going even farther, to lick and suck at my nipples for a while, before continuing her journey down my body.

Resting on my tailbone as I was, it was easy for her to finally make her way to my penis – kissing it in passing as she continued to shower me with small licks and gentle kisses.

Finally, though, she did zero in on my then semi-erect penis. Without using her hands, she nibbled at it with her lips, then licking it and moving it around with her tongue. When it was erect enough that the glans raised off me, she readily took it into her mouth, walking her lips down it's length as she sucked it into her mouth – still without touching it with her hands, which she was using to caress and stroke my thighs and lower belly.

With her nose buried in my pubic hair, she had all of me – still not fully erect, but still… – in her mouth. When I got a bit harder, she let the head rest against her throat – not deep-throating me, but not missing it by much, either. Caressing me with her tongue as she applied a constant mild suction, I got closer and closer to full erection; she simply kept my glans where it was, allowing the 'surplus' to escape through her lips. Once she was satisfied that I was completely hard, she slowly pulled her head away from me, in exquisite slowness, stopping only when her lips were wrapped around the head. From there, back down she went, just as slowly, laying her tongue against the bottom of my member so I slid along it's surface as she took me in again.

When her mouth was filled with me again, she started sliding her tongue back and forth while keeping it pressed against the bottom ridge of my erection. She couldn't have been moving her tongue more than an inch or so, but if felt like miles, so slow and erotic was it.

After a bit, she again let me slide from her mouth, stopping with only the head in her possession, and back down again. Another repeat of the tongue action, and up she went, then back down.

Several times she went through the cycle, each time moving a bit faster, so that at the end, her head was bobbing almost constantly on my stiffness. Only when I felt a small drop of seminal fluid escape – which she promptly slurped up – did she slow her actions, and finally, stop them.

When she was again on my lap, we kissed passionately for several seconds, before she broke it. Reaching down between us, she parted her labia, and lowered herself slightly, so that the bottom of my erection was pressed against her vaginal opening. Once satisfied that I was 'just so', she pulled my hands to her breasts, saying "touch me – and don't worry about being gentle", and put her hands on my shoulders.

I gave her breasts a firm squeeze, and she gasped in response, before hunching herself forward a bit, and sliding her labia a short way along my penis. Another squeeze, and another gasp as she slid herself back, close to where she'd started from. I slid my hands under her breasts, hefting them a bit, before pinching her nipples between my thumbs and forefingers; she moaned, and started sliding herself on me in a slow, regular motion. Enjoying the feelings she was generating, as well as the feel of her firm breasts in my hands, I continued to fondle and squeeze them; caressing them, and pinching and pulling on her nipples. Her eyes closed, and her face and shoulders darkened as she continued to slide herself along the length of me, from just under the glans and back, almost to my scrotum. As she moved, her ample lubrication was released, and spread, making her motion both smoother and easier. Before long, not only was the area where we were in contact wet, but my entire penis -and both of our pubic areas, as well.

Just when I thought she was going to climax again, she quickly slowed her movements, panting as she asked me"I'm ready, inside. What next?".

"Raise yourself up, and move me so that I'm where you need me. After that, just let yourself sit down on it, as slowly as you need to.", I answered.

To my surprise, she got up – but just long enough to turn around, so that her back was to me, before kneeling down again. Reaching down in front of her, she grasped my penis, and levered it up, feeling it as the head brushed her labia. With a minor adjustment of her position, she leaned forward, putting her other hand on my leg to steady herself as she got my penis positioned to her satisfaction, and began lowering herself onto it.

To my surprise – and hers, I think – I easily slid into her for the first couple of inches. Despite how hot and tight she was, she was also incredibly wet inside – and that seemed to keep both of us lubricated enough to make the insertion easy for her. It was only when we came to the obstruction of her hymen that her movement stopped.