She was tempted. Not for the passion that she knew would come but to be near him one more time. What was she thinking? It would only make the agony of parting more intense. Just sitting here by him, she was painfully aware of every nuance of his voice, his every expression.
“No?” He sighed. “I thought Tarik’s words might have inspired enough guilt to make you waver. It seems a long time since the tower.”
“You told me I had no guilt.”
“But when have you ever listened to me?”
“When you speak wisdom instead of foolishness.”
“Ah, you admit I’m not completely foolish.”
“Not completely.” She heard the first hint of unevenness in her voice and knew she must cut the conversation short. “Only when you chatter when you should be sleeping. I will no longer indulge your idiocy.”
“There’s something wrong.” He was studying her face. “God, you look tired. Rest. Don’t come to me tomorrow.”
She nodded slowly. She wanted to keep on looking at him, but she shifted her gaze. He always saw too much. He mustn’t see more than the expected weariness.
He mustn’t see the pain.
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“Hold the torch higher.” Selene held on to the wall as she carefully negotiated her way down the stone steps. “It’s black as pitch down here, and these stairs are slippery. Do you want me to tumble down them?”
“Stop complaining. I’m the cripple, not you.” Tarik held the torch a little higher. “We haven’t much farther to go. The door to the tunnel is just beyond the next flight of steps.”
“And you’re sure Haroun will be waiting for me in the woods?”
“I told you, I sent him and my man Antonio out earlier this evening so they could fetch the horses from the village.” He stopped at the bottom of the stairs and turned to face her. “Stop questioning me, Selene. You know this is no trap.”
“How do I know?”
He smiled. “Because you trust me.”
“And is that why I ran away?” she asked sarcastically.
“No, you ran away because I was foolish enough to think that I could alter fate by frightening you into action.”
Her eyes widened. “You’re saying you wanted me to go to Balkir’s camp?”
He shrugged. “Perhaps. I’m human. I’ve wavered to and fro since you and Kadar came into my life. My motives can sometimes be twisted by emotion.” He swung open the heavy iron door. “It didn’t alter the situation. Fate seldom allows diversion from her chosen path.”
She tensed as she stared into the darkness.
“You’ll be safe. There’s nothing in that tunnel but a few rats.” Tarik handed her the torch. “In a week you’ll be in Genoa, boarding a ship for Scotland. I’ve given Antonio a note to the captain of my ship. He’ll set sail at once.”
“What about Kadar?”
“We’ll go to Rome and be lost in the crowds there.”
“That’s your fine hiding place?”
He shook his head. “Merely the first stop.”
“You’ve got to keep him-” She broke off as she met his eyes. What was she thinking? He was an enigma. She had never been entirely sure of Tarik’s thoughts, even in his most approachable moments. But there was no use talking now. Her decision was made, and it had all been said before. “I don’t know why I should trust you, but I do. Don’t you dare betray us.”
She strode into the darkness of the tunnel.
“YOU’RE LOOKING ABYSMALLY BORED this afternoon.” Tarik strode into Kadar’s room. “What are you doing back in bed? Aren’t you well?”
Kadar shrugged. “Fine. Selene needs rest. I told her to stay away today, but she may come anyway. If she sees me in bed, I’ll be able to convince her I don’t need her hovering over me.”
Tarik didn’t speak for a moment. “Good thinking.” He changed the subject. “I came to tell you we’re going to have a visitor. Nasim sent word that he wishes to see you.”
“And you’re permitting it?”
“I feel a certain malicious pleasure in satisfying his curiosity. Besides, I have a reason to keep his mind occupied.”
“What reason?”
“Nasim should be riding through the gates any minute.” He turned toward the door. “Why don’t you come down and meet him in the great hall?”
Kadar made a face. “Selene would not be pleased if I left my chamber. She would make me pay.”
“I don’t think that will be a problem. I haven’t seen her today.”
Then she must have stayed in bed as he’d told her, Kadar thought with sudden anxiety. She must be even more weary than he thought. After Nasim had gone, he would stop by her chamber to see if-
“Well, are you coming?”
“Yes.” He threw the cover aside and sat up. “Go greet him. I’ll be down shortly.”
Nasim and Tarik were just coming through the front door when Kadar reached the bottom of the stairs.
Nasim’s disgusted gaze raked Kadar’s face. “You look weak as a puling babe.”
“And a good day to you, Nasim,” Kadar said.
“I thought you said he was doing well, Tarik.”
“As well as anyone could expect considering his wound,” Tarik said. “Contrary to your belief, I cannot perform miracles.”
“Can’t you?” Nasim’s gaze narrowed on Tarik’s face. “I’ve never seen a man survive a wound that severe. That was a miracle.”
“Kadar is very strong.”
“No man is that strong. It was sorcery. It was the grail that gave you the power.”
Tarik gazed at him guilelessly. “What grail?”
Nasim turned to Kadar. “Since you’re well, you’ll do as I ordered.”
Kadar raised his brows. “You don’t believe the sword Balkir thrust into me ended my obligation?”
“That was not by my will.” He gestured toward Tarik. “You will fight his magic and return to me.”
“He is no sorcerer.”
“No?” Nasim smiled grimly. “Ask him the circumstances of our first meeting.”
“As I remember, it was not an unusual encounter.” Tarik pretended to think. “Did I pull lightning from the sky?”
“By Allah, you will not laugh at me.” Nasim glared at him. “I will have your magic, Tarik. And then I will have your head.”
“Indeed?”
Nasim whirled on his heel. “I’ve seen what I came to see. You will do my bidding, Kadar, or you will suffer for-” He stopped suddenly as he reached the door. “Where is the woman?”
Kadar stiffened.
Nasim turned back to face him. “Where is she?”
“Why do you ask? You believe a woman has no place in the affairs of men.”
“But she is a very interfering woman and you permit it. I find it strange that she’s not here.”
Tarik said quickly, “She was weary from nursing Kadar, and we didn’t tell her of your arrival.”
Nasim studied him for a moment in silence. “I still find it strange.”
Tarik gazed after him with a frown as he left the hall. “Unfortunate. I hoped he wouldn’t notice her absence.”
“Why?”
“He’s a clever man. It may start him thinking.”
“Stop talking in circles.” Kadar took a step toward him. “Why are you so worried about him commenting on Selene?”
“Because she’s no longer here.”
Kadar froze. “What?”
“I sent her and Haroun away last night. They should be well on their way to board a ship that will return them to Scotland.”
“Where is the ship docked?”
Tarik shook his head. “I’ll not have you following her this time, Kadar.”
“You won’t have me-” Kadar tried to smother the white-hot rage searing through him. “ Damn you, where is she?”
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