Карин Фоссум - Hell Fire

June was cold and blustery. Simon still wore a thin hat when he went to daycare. There was a lot of rain and he had to wear rubber boots as well. He had stopped asking about the money; in fact, he had almost lost hope. In the evenings, he sat glumly in front of the television while Bonnie tried to cheer him up as best she could. But that was the nature of children: they couldn’t wait. Not for Christmas, not for birthdays, not for summer vacations. So she took him to a travel agent, where they each sat down in a chair. Bonnie explained that they needed help to plan a trip to Africa.

“We’re not actually traveling quite yet,” she said, “because we’re waiting for some money, and I don’t know when it’s going to come. Sometime soon, anyway. But what kind of price are we looking at? For the two of us? A fortnight’s safari?”

The consultant clicked on his computer. “I would recommend Tanzania or Kenya,” he said. “Then you’ll only have to change at Heathrow for a direct flight to Nairobi. You’d have the first week on safari with an excellent guide. And for the second week, you would be left to your own devices but would stay in a very good hotel in Mombasa. Which is by the Indian Ocean.”

“That all sounds very expensive,” Bonnie said and laughed, feeling extravagant. “How much should we reckon on spending?”

“Around fifty thousand, I should think. But everything is included. Food, everything.”

“Will we be camping?” Simon asked hopefully.

“No, you’ll stay in small huts, which are very nice. They’ve got straw roofs and you have to go up a ladder to get in. So the animals can’t get in too. And you mustn’t feed the apes,” he said in a stern voice. “It’s forbidden.”

“Why — do they bite?”

“They bite and they steal food. And they can make you ill. Remember, if you go to Kenya, you have to do a lot of things beforehand, like vaccinations, et cetera. And there are some places where you’re not allowed to take photos, but the guide will let you know about things like that. She’ll be with you all the time.”

He gave them a thick catalogue and that evening they sat on the sofa together looking through it. Bonnie pointed and explained. Simon was full of hope once more that the inheritance money would soon come; he could just imagine Falck the lawyer staggering to the bank with a big bag of money. He was so excited that he didn’t want to go to bed, and Bonnie had to read him several stories before he calmed down. Bonnie was also excited. I must be mad, she thought, traveling so far away with a five-year-old. But then she reminded herself that they would be part of a bigger group. Every step would be planned.

Before going to bed, she called Britt and they talked for a long time about the summer. Britt and Jens were going to go to Crete. They had been there many times before and Britt was always tanned when they came back.

For Bonnie, the days just raced by. She drove from client to client and listened to the weather forecast, hoping that the warm weather would come soon. The meteorologists promised a fantastic July; there was even the prospect of some tropical nights. She told Simon that everything would be better in July, especially as it was his birthday, on Sunday the tenth.

“And you’re going to be five,” she said, “and that’s halfway to ten. To think that you’re that big already. This winter you’ll have to help me clear the snow; I’m sure you can manage that now. I think your muscles are growing bigger already.”

She squeezed his upper arm. Yes, he was very strong. Granny Henny had once said that he was the man of the house and he had to help Mommy with whatever he could. So he strutted around the house, like a man, while he waited for the African heat.

One evening, when Eddie came home from sitting by his mother’s bed, something happened that terrified him. He stood in the doorway to his bedroom and saw something odd hanging from the curtain rod. It was dark in the room because the blinds were always down. He turned on the light, but he still couldn’t understand what the thing was. It was totally unknown and alien to him. It made him think of rotten fruit or a dead bird. He thought he could make out a pair of legs and some big ears. It hung there immobile, and he reversed back out into the living room and slammed the door. He realized that the windows in several rooms had been open all day, and the hideous thing must have come in through one of them. He had no idea what to do. Should he sleep in his mother’s bed and just wait until it disappeared by itself? But what if it didn’t disappear and just hung there like a bad omen?

He mustered his courage and went into the kitchen, found a flashlight in the drawer, and went back to his bedroom. He stood in the doorway for a while staring at the thing. Then he approached it slowly, one step at a time, and turned on the flashlight. The beam of light slid over the curtain and then he understood. A bare animal with no feathers or fur but noticeable ears and folded wings. It was a bat. Eddie knew that bats were wild, that they could bite if they felt threatened, and that they could carry rabies. He had to get the beast out, and his mother was not there to help him. He didn’t dare get any closer, so he backed out of the room again. He got the mop from the cupboard. He opened the door and windows, approached the bat with care, and then nudged it with the mop handle. Suddenly there was movement everywhere. Eddie pulled back in fright; the bat flew frantically around the room, in tight, fast circles — he’d never seen anything so fast. He stood in the middle of the room, with the mop raised in defense. Why couldn’t the mad animal find its way out? All the windows were open. Suddenly it flew straight into his face. He waved his arms around wildly, but then, to his great relief, it vanished out through the open living-room window. He immediately rushed over to close it. Never again, not even in summer, would he have the windows open. There weren’t just bats out there; there were wasps too.

Afterward he sat in his chair and studied his wrists under a lamp. The veins on his left wrist were thin and spread out to the palm of his hand like a three-pronged fork. But it was completely different on the other wrist — the veins seemed to be bigger, perhaps because his right arm was stronger. A thick blue vein ran from left to right; he put his finger on it and felt his pulse, the gentle thud.

They weren’t looking forward to the holidays, because then Bonnie wouldn’t come and they would have to put up with a temp whom they might not like. Gjertrud thought that she would hide her bottles of eau de vie — you never knew who might come. And Alex wouldn’t have anyone to play chess with. Bonnie tried to do that little bit more for them and promised with her hand on her heart that she’d come back. But when she then told them that they were going to Kenya, many of them got even more anxious.

“They have the death penalty down there,” Alex said. “A student once stole a computer from the university and he was hanged.”

“That’s terrible,” she said, but then had to laugh. “I’m not exactly a criminal,” she added. “I promise not to steal so much as a coconut. We’ll stay on the straight and narrow.”

In the evenings, she and Simon sat writing long lists: everything they had to remember, everything they had to take with them. Britt had given her some good advice and promised to call every evening until they left. Her mother Henny was less enthusiastic.

“Why couldn’t you just go to Majorca, like everyone else?” she said. “It’s perfectly nice there.”

“I wanted Simon to choose,” Bonnie told her. “He hasn’t had that many of his dreams fulfilled.”

Eddie would sometimes go for a walk around the garden and look at the things that were growing. His mother had taught him the names of all the flowers: primula, flox and tulips, bleeding heart and freesia. Sometimes he would squat down to pull some weeds. Even though he didn’t really manage, he tried to keep it as tidy as he could. Indoors he had problems with the washing machine; it wouldn’t start, even when he pressed all the buttons. Often all that he produced was a red flashing light. So he wore the same top with a Rottweiler on it day after day. He wondered if he should tell Inga Nielsen; he could always ask his mother but she would probably say no, so he did nothing more. It was June 20 and the promised summer weather had still not arrived. A cold wind blew over the country.