Росс Макдональд: The Blue Hammer

“All right. I’ll find someone who is willing to help me.”

She started to walk toward the street, stumbling a little among the weeds. I was shaken by the idea that I might lose her and went after her.

She turned at the sidewalk. “Are you going to lend me your car?”

“No. I’m not letting you out of my sight. If you rent a car or borrow one, I’ll follow you.”

“You can’t bear to see me get ahead of you, is that it?”

“No. You were way ahead of me last night. You put yourself in an exposed position. I don’t want that to happen again. There’s such a thing as having too much nerve.” I took a deep breath. “Have you had any rest today?”

She answered evasively, “I forget.”

“That means you haven’t. You can’t take a long night drive without any sleep. God knows what you might run into at the far end.”

“God and Archer,” she said bitterly, “they know everything. Don’t you and God ever make a mistake?”

“God did. He left off Eve’s testicles.”

Betty let out a cry of pure sharp female rage, which somehow diminuendoed into mirth. She finally settled for both the car and me, on condition that she be allowed to do at least half the driving. I opted for the first shift.

“Where are we going?” I said as I started the engine.

“Long Beach. I assume you know where that is.”

“I ought to. I was born there. What’s in Long Beach?”

“I promised not to tell anyone.”

“Promised who?” I said. “Mrs. Chantry?”

“Since you know everything,” Betty said clearly and carefully, “it would seem superfluous to answer any of your questions.”

“So it’s Francine Chantry. What is she doing in Long Beach?”

“Apparently she had a car accident.”

“Is she in the hospital?”

“No. She’s at a place called the Gilded Galleon.”

“That’s a waterfront bar. What’s she doing there?”

“I think she’s drinking. I’ve never known her to drink much, but she seems to be breaking down.”

“Why did she call you?”

“She said she needed my advice and help. We’re not really close but I suppose I’m as close to her as anyone is. She wants my advice in a public-relations capacity, she said. Which probably means that she wants me to help her out of the mess she’s got herself into by running away.”

“Did she say why she did that?”

“She simply panicked.”

I thought as I turned onto the freeway that Francine Chantry had some reason to panic. She had guilty knowledge of the death of Gerard Johnson, and possibly of the death of William Mead.

I drove hard. Betty slept against my shoulder. The combination of the speeding car and the sleeping woman made me feel almost young, as if my life might have a new beginning after all.

In spite of the early-evening traffic, we were in Long Beach in two hours. It was my home territory, as I had said, and the lights along the waterfront shone with remembered promise, even if all it had led to was the present.

I remembered the Galleon from the days when my marriage had been breaking up and I was looking for ways to pass the long nights. The place had changed surprisingly little since then, much less than I had. It was what was known as a family tavern, which meant that it accommodated drunks of all ages and sexes. I stood just inside the door, washed by waves of human sound, while Betty made her way around the horseshoe-shaped bar. Everybody seemed to be talking at once, including the barmaids. I could understand why the loud factitious family atmosphere might appeal to a woman as lonely as Francine Chantry probably was.

I saw her at the far end of the bar, sitting with her silver head drooping over an empty glass. She seemed to be slow in recognizing Betty. Then she threw her arms around her, and Betty responded. Though I felt some sympathy for Mrs. Chantry, and some pleasure in Betty’s warmth, I didn’t like to see the two women embracing. Betty was young and clean. Francine Chantry had been living for decades deep in the knowledge of murder.

It was beginning to show in her face and body, reaching up for her from the earth like gravity. She stumbled before she got to me, and had to be supported by the younger woman. She had a cut on her forehead. Her jaw was slack and grim, her eyes dull. But she held on to her bag the way a plunging fullback holds the ball.

“Where’s your car, Mrs. Chantry?”

She roused herself from her apathy. “The garageman said it was totaled. I think that means that it isn’t worth repairing. I doubt that I am, either.”

“Were you in an accident?”

“I don’t really know what happened. I was trying to get off the freeway, and things went out of control all of a sudden. That seems to be the story of my life.” Her laughter was like a dry compulsive cough.

“I’m interested in the story of your life.”

“I know you are.” She turned to Betty. “Why did you have to bring him along? I thought we could have a constructive talk about the future. I thought you and I were good friends.”

“I hope we are,” Betty said. “But I didn’t think I could handle this by myself.”

“Handle what? I’m no problem.”

But there was a note of terror in Francine Chantry’s voice. She sounded like a woman who had stepped off the edge of the world and discovered too late that she could never step back. When we got into my car and entered the freeway, the sense of moving through empty space stayed with me. We seemed to be flying above the rooftops of the tract houses that lined the freeway on both sides.

Betty was driving too fast, but I was content to have her do her stint. She had had some recent sleep; and I wanted a chance to talk to Francine Chantry.

“Speaking of your future,” I said, “your husband may be hard to convict.”

“My husband?” She sounded confused.

“Richard Chantry alias Gerard or Jerry Johnson. It may not be too easy to pin these murders on him. I gather he isn’t talking. And so much of it happened so long ago. I wouldn’t be surprised if the prosecutor was willing to make a deal with you. I doubt that he’ll want to bring any major charges. Of course that depends on him, and on what you have to offer.”

She let out another burst of dry laughter. “My dead body? Would he accept my dead body?”

“He’ll want you alive and talking. You know more about this case than anyone.”

She was silent for a minute. “If I do, it’s not by choice.”

“So you were telling me the other night. But you really made your choices long ago. When you dropped William Mead and took up with his half brother Chantry. When you left Arizona with Chantry, even though you must have known that he was a major suspect in the murder of William Mead. Seven years later, you made a final choice, when you decided to cover up the murder of Gerard Johnson.”

“Who?”

“Gerard Johnson. The man in the brown suit. It turns out he was a friend of William Mead’s. He’d just got out of five years in a veterans’ hospital when he came to Santa Teresa to see your husband. I think he had evidence involving Chantry in William Mead’s death.”

“How?”

“Perhaps William Mead had been threatened by Chantry and they had quarreled over you, or over Mead’s pictures, which Chantry stole. And Mead told his army buddy Gerard about it some time before Chantry killed him. When Gerard Johnson turned up in Santa Teresa with William’s widow and little boy, it marked the end of Chantry’s freedom. He killed Gerard in an effort to stay free, but it only made him more completely unfree. It was a final choice for Chantry as well as you.”

“I had no part in the choice,” she said.

“You went along with it. You let a man be killed in your house and buried there, and you kept quiet. It was a bad choice for you and your husband. He’s been living out its consequences. The murder of Gerard Johnson put him in the hands of William Mead’s widow, the woman who calls herself Mrs. Johnson. I don’t know why she wanted him. There may have been something between them in the past. Or perhaps the Johnson woman was simply interested in driving a hard primitive bargain with Chantry. He’d killed her husband, now he had to take her husband’s place. I don’t know why Chantry accepted the bargain, do you?”