Radclyffe - Crossroads

“What? Oh! Twenty-eight.” Why she wasn’t able to carry on a simple conversation escaped her. Even Callie was better at it.

“See? I told you you were young.”

“Hardly.” Annie snorted. “A four-year-old will age you decades. I feel like I’m fifty sometimes.”

“Yeah, I don’t know how my mother did it with six.”

“A lot of patience or a really big bark.”

Hollis grinned. “She has both.”

“No kids yourself?” Annie asked lightly, hoping she didn’t sound too curious. She was, infinitely curious. Outside the hospital, in this strangely personal sphere they’d somehow fallen into, Hollis was a very interesting woman. And a very attractive one. Bright, good-looking, and surprisingly easy to talk with.

“Who, me?” Hollis shook her head. “No. I’m single, no kids.”

“But kids aren’t necessarily not in your future?”

“Geez, I never really thought about it.” An uneasy prickle skittered between Hollis’s shoulder blades. How did they get around to her and what she wanted in her personal life—she didn’t even go there in private if she could help it. She sure didn’t discuss it with anyone, although her mother kept trying. When are you going to bring a girl home to meet the family, Hollis? Your brothers can’t do all the work of making me grandchildren. God, the family was big on kids, and after losing Rob’s—

“Hey,” Annie said gently, “I didn’t mean to pry.”

“That’s okay. Fair question.” Hollis flushed, her chest tightening. Annie’s eyes shimmered with a combination of tenderness and concern, and Hollis wondered what was showing in her face. She cleared her throat. “I suppose a bunch of kids would feel natural. But with my job—I’m hardly ever home and I’d hate being an absentee parent. I’m probably not cut out for it.”

“You might be selling yourself short,” Annie said quietly.

“Maybe.” Embarrassed, Hollis looked away. “Anyhow, the point is moot.”

“True. Besides, you’re not required to predict the future as one of your many talents.”

The pressure in Hollis’s chest eased as Annie subtly redirected the conversation. Annie was very perceptive, and that was both intriguing and worrisome. “Thanks for letting me off the hook.”

Annie laughed. “I think I owe you a couple of free passes.”

Again, Annie surprised her. She hadn’t been sure Annie was willing to put the past aside, at least for now, and the small bit of humor felt like a victory. She raised a brow. “Well, now that you mention it. Maybe a few free passes.”

Annie sighed. “I suppose we have to talk about the clinic situation sooner or later.”

“Yes, but fortunately, later.” Annie’s expression had shuttered at the first mention of the clinic, and Hollis wanted to put the laughter back in her eyes. She pointed to the sweeping three-story Victorian with a turret at one corner and a huge wraparound porch that sat on the corner of two quiet streets bordering the park. “This is my place.”

“Oh my God. That’s gorgeous.”

Hollis smiled, pleased that Annie saw the tarnished beauty of the old place. “Well, it was once, and I hope it will be again one day.”

“Are you having it renovated?”

“Nope—I’m doing it myself.”

Annie laughed. “You are a woman of many talents.”

“Not going there.”

“Wise.”

Hollis’s fatigue drifted off on the soft waves of Annie’s laughter. The lightness in her chest was strange, and a little addicting. And Annie was the cause. “I don’t have a lot of time to work on it, so it keeps me pretty busy.”

Annie cocked her head and studied the house. “It looks like you’ve already restored the detailing on the roofline and the front porch.” She narrowed her gaze. “And if I’m not mistaken, that’s original glass in the first-floor windows. You don’t see those a lot anymore.”

“I had to drive around to every estate sale in three states before I found those windows,” Hollis said, “but it was worth it.”

“They really set off the porch. The hardware on the door is Eastlake, isn’t it?” Annie said as they walked up.

“Good call.” Hollis swung open the scrolled wrought-iron gate leading to the random flagstone walkway she’d placed to the front porch, surprised by Annie’s comments. Most people were more drawn to superficial glitz and modern elements, buying historic homes and modernizing them in ways that destroyed the integrity of the original style and design. The average person would never notice that. They might just sense that the house seemed devoid of character, and that, in her opinion, was almost always because all the subtle details that defined a particular era were missing. She’d spent an entire weekend hunting for a doorknob that suited the size and design of her heavy oak front door. “You seem to know quite a lot about that sort of thing.”

“My father is a cabinetmaker. I used to watch him work and he’d tell me the stories he saw in the wood.”

“Did he teach you to work the wood too?”

“No,” Annie said abruptly. “That was for the boys to do.”

“Ah. I wanted to be a firefighter like everyone else in my family, but my dad wasn’t so keen on the idea.” Hollis sensed there was more to Annie’s story than just the gender divide, but she didn’t want to make her uncomfortable. What she wanted was to hear her laugh again.

“I’ve always loved architecture,” Annie went on in the sudden silence. “I think I was drawn to the intimate connection between form and function—a well-designed building should allow for smooth flow and seamless function without ever making it noticeable.”

“I agree with you.” Hollis unlocked the door and held it open. “Me, I just like to look at them, though. I like how all the parts make a beautiful whole. A lot like babies.”

“How whimsical.” Annie smiled. “And how sweet.”

Hollis flushed. “Well, let’s keep it our little secret, if you wouldn’t mind.”

“My lips are sealed.” Annie laughed and shook her head. Hollis made her behave very foolishly, and the oddest thing was, she was enjoying herself. “I can’t believe I actually said that.”

“You did, and now we each have a secret to hold. I won’t tell if you don’t.”

“It’s a deal.” Annie followed Hollis down the wide central hall, trying to catch glimpses into all the rooms they passed. As she took in the gleaming woodwork and antique light fixtures, she wondered how she had gone from untamable anger to this easy camaraderie.

“Well, let’s see if I can win more favors with breakfast.” Hollis smiled, a lock of dark hair falling in her eyes. “Hungry?”

“Yes,” Annie said slowly, realization dawning. Hollis Monroe was charming. Charming and intriguing and unexpectedly sweet, a combination of traits Annie found hard to resist. The understanding came to her with a sudden memory of herself a decade ago, caught in the spell of another handsome charmer. She hurried to catch up to Hollis, feeling her control settle firmly into place. Now that she recognized what drew her to Hollis, she could be more careful.

*

Hollis pointed to a high wooden stool next to the counter. The large kitchen faced the back porch and yard beyond. “Have a seat. This won’t take more than a few minutes.” As she spoke, she extracted ingredients from the large refrigerator tucked into an alcove next to the breakfast nook. From there, she passed ingredients onto the small table in front of the bay windows.

“You must have taken out a wall in here to get a kitchen this size,” Annie said.

“I did. There was a butler’s pantry where this alcove was, and I had to sacrifice something in order to get enough counter space. Since I didn’t have a butler, I figured it wasn’t a big loss. You think it works all right?”