Angela Morrison - Sing Me to Sleep

“Did you all like it?” He gracefully eludes her grasp, looks around, focuses on me. “What did you think?”

“That spiritual you guys sang was a blast.” I can look at him if I’m talking music. “Really different from ours.”

“It rocks. You can be tender. We’ll bring the house down.”

I nod. “Your solo vocals were totally pure.”

“I can do throaty, too, if you like that kind of stuff.”

“Throaty?” Meadow butts in. “Sign me up for that.”

“I haven’t heard that piece before.” I actually elbow out Meadow—this is official choir stuff. My business. “Where’d you find it?”

Blake comes up and catches the end of the conversation. He knuckles the top of Derek’s head. “Out of this guy’s twisted brain.”

“You wrote that?”

Derek looks at the floor. “Just arranged it. It’s an old spiritual.” A faint tinge of pink washes over his cheeks. “I like working with authentic tunes and lyrics.”

Blake swings his arms around Sarah and Leah’s necks and hangs on them. “Speaking of twisting brains, did you ladies hear that we can drink here? Just beer. Wine, too, if you’re a fancy pants.” He glances at Meadow. “Legal age is sixteen. Bars will serve us. How about heading uptown to see what we can scare up?” He focuses on Derek and me. “You coming?”

Derek gets a strained look on his face. “You know I can’t.”

“That’s right.” Blake winks at us. “This boy’s got a drug habit to feed.”

Drug habit? My eyes dart to Derek’s face.

He glares at Blake. “Shut up.”

“After all I’ve done for you, man. You could at least come hang with me. Make sure I get home safe.” He whispers something that makes Sarah laugh.

Sarah looks ready to head out with Blake. “We compete tomorrow.” I sound like a nagging mom, but this is serious.

Derek turns to me. “I’d rather make sure Beth and—sorry what was your name?”

“Meadow.”

“Yeah. And Sarah and Leah all get back to their hotel safe. Can I walk you girls home?”

“Traitor.” Blake drops his arms off Sarah and Leah and pushes them toward Derek. “That’s Derek. Always looking after the women.”

“Shut up! ”

“If I don’t make it back to the hotel, it’ll be your fault.”

Derek’s eyes roll. “I can live with that.”

Derek walks us to the metro. Meadow makes sure she walks beside him, but he keeps turning back to include the rest of us. He keeps coughing again, like he did up on the mountain. I don’t blame him. He worked hard tonight. He looks tired, too. Wan, not just pale. But still he rides down to Ouchy, the part of Lausanne next to the lake, with us and escorts us to the Mermaid.

“Thanks, Derek.” Meadow flounces up the steps.

Leah and Sarah say good night and follow. I’m with them, but Derek touches my arm like he wants to say something. I fall back.

“I’m glad we finally got to meet.”

“Me too. You guys are great.”

Derek shakes his head. “I’m glad I got to meet you .” He touches my arm again, lightly like a butterfly flutter, and walks away.

I stand there, entranced by his retreating figure, and whisper, “Me too.”

chapter 11

BROKEN

I catch up to the other girls waiting for the elevator in time to hear Meadow say, “I think Derek’s into me.”

She’s perfect like him. How can he not be?

The elevator door opens, and we squeeze inside the tiny box. Leah pushes the button for our floor. “He’s too charming to be real. He walked us home.”

“Escorted.” Sarah laughs. “There’s four of us—and we have Beth. As if we wouldn’t be safe.”

Once an Amazon always an Amazon.

Meadow leads us off the elevator. “Obviously, he wanted to hang out with me as long as he could.”

We make it down the hall and into our room without being spotted. Terri, Meadow’s mom, and the other choir mom chaperones all have rooms on another floor, close to the younger girls. We’ve got four single beds squeezed into a room that is barely a double. We have to keep our suitcases on our beds during the day or we wouldn’t be able to get through the bathroom door.

Sarah snags the bathroom first. I start to change. Meadow dumps her case on the floor, throws herself on her bed, rolls over, stretches. “Derek has the bluest eyes.”

“They’re brown.” I throw the long tee I sleep in on and slip my bra and jeans out from under it. We weren’t stupid enough to sneak out to the concert in our official Bliss wear.

Meadow sits up. “Whatever.” She sighs and falls back on her pillows. “They are perfect.”

I sit down on the edge of my bed. “Do you think he really does drugs?”

Meadow pitches her pillow at me. “I like him. Don’t diss him.”

I catch the pillow, pile it on top of mine, and stretch out. “I think he’s nice, too.” Massive understatement. “But Blake said he has a drug habit.”

Sarah comes out of the bathroom with her toothbrush in her mouth. “Blake was joking.”

Leah looks up from her suitcase at Sarah. “What, girl, do you see in him?”

Sarah turns back around and slams the bathroom door.

Meadow stares at the door. “Blake and Sarah?”

Leah shakes her head. “You’re blind.”

Meadow rolls on her side. “Blinded.”

Leah goes back to pawing through her suitcase. “Did anybody see where I put my pj’s?” She finds them and starts to change. “You know who Derek reminds me of?”

“Who?” Meadow sits up and looks around for her pillow. I chuck it back. Get her good in the face.

Leah pulls on her jams. “That guy in Phantom .” She’s way into Broadway.

I sit up. “Raoul? I don’t see it.” Okay, so am I.

“No. I bet under that charm he’s dangerous.” Leah hops onto her bed. “Drug habit. That gorgeous pale face. And he composes . He’s the Phantom.”

Meadow wriggles and sighs. “He can drag me to his lair anytime.”

“But I think Beth looks more like Christine than you do.”

“Beth? No.” Meadow rolls on her side and studies my face.

Leah folds up her suitcase. “She’s the one with the voice.”

I shoot Leah a warning look. “Derek’s face is way too angelic to be the Phantom.”

Meadow says, “I wonder how he gets it that pale.”

I sit up, cross-legged in the middle of my bed, and lean forward. “Maybe he goes back to his room and shoots up.” I really don’t want to believe that.

Meadow shrugs. “He probably just does a little weed.”

“That’s hardly a drug habit.” He didn’t deny it, though. Didn’t offer any explanations. Behind those melting eyes and the gentle pressure of his hand on my arm, could he be dangerous? “Maybe we shouldn’t try to hang out with them so much tomorrow.”

Meadow sits up. “No way. If he is into drugs that means he major likes me. A guy into abusing substances needs a lot of motivation to skip a chance to go to a bar. Motivation like me.”

She rolls her eyes at Leah—thinks I don’t see, but I do and I get it. I’m not in the club. I don’t know anything about typical guy behavior. A little weed. A couple of bars. I admit that scares me. I don’t want any part of it.

I stretch and glance from Meadow to Leah. “We compete tomorrow. We need to focus.” I need to focus and not think about Derek lying in bed listening to me sing—while he trips out on whatever he takes. “I don’t think we should take any risks.”

Sarah throws open the bathroom door. “They’re doing lunch with us tomorrow after we perform. I already set it up with Blake.”

“Way to go, Sarah.” Meadow jumps up, hugs her, and steals the bathroom.