Stefan Petrucha - Dead Mann Walking

Good thing, too. The extra space probably kept them alive.

Out of reflex, or a final conscious act, the chak’s thumb raked the lighter wheel. Then, like all lost souls, he disappeared into the light.

The blast quickly changed color from a bluish white to a more organic yellow-orange. It didn’t blow the driver and the attendant up so much as off their feet. The shock wave rattled the bus. Intense heat washed in from the missing window.

If it’d been moister, I’d have worried about rot all over again.

I’m pretty sure he meant it, that it was suicide. A quick decision under strange circumstances. He probably didn’t like the idea of rushing around chewing on things like an extra in a grade-B horror movie. That’s a real gut fear for chakz, you know, having your existence end like a scene from a lousy movie. It’s not even the fact that it’s a lousy movie so much as that you already know how it ends—no mystery. No meat.

As chak suicides go, it may have even been successful. I didn’t see anything moving in the flames. Not that I’d ever try it myself. Though I remained unconvinced there was any other way we could be completely destroyed, burning looked real painful.

Ashby tugged on the cuff of my shirt like a sleepy kid who wanted to go home. “Too hot, heh-heh,” he said, the side of his face lit orange by the flames.

“You said it.” I pulled him up. “Let’s walk. It’s only about six more blocks.”

At the front of the bus, I grabbed the radio and called in the explosion, asking for fire trucks. The dispatcher wanted to know if we needed an ambulance. The driver and the attendant were both up, standing back, staring as the truck and the chak burned. They looked okay, but it wasn’t my call, so I said, “Yeah.”

We were a block away when I heard the sirens. Quick response. Why not? After all, our two great loves, gasoline and livebloods, were involved. Lots of cop cars followed. Must have been a slow night. At least it meant things would be quieter at the station.

They were. No one was outside the old building. There were some lights on in the windows, but no movement behind them. There should be night staff, but a lot of them could be off watching the gas station burn, which was fine by me. We headed around back. In the dark, the rear entrance looked a little like an alley framed by the building’s two wings.

“Cool,” Ashby said.

I think he was talking about the lower temperature. It was always cooler here, like the stone kept things naturally frigid. It tamped down the stench of abandoned fast food. Fewer rats, too. The basement windows were dark. Even Tommy had gone home.

I checked the door. Locked. I knew how to open it. Years back, a gang-banger got out of holding and nearly smashed his way out here. No one ever fixed the door, and it hasn’t been quite the same since. But Haze said to wait outside, so I did.

Only, no one came to let us in. I looked at my watch: twelve ten. He could be busy with the fire, might keep me waiting out of spite, or he might not show at all. After twenty minutes even Ashby figured out things weren’t happening the way they were supposed to.

“When are we going to find Frank?” he said.

I thought about telling him the truth. Now was as good a time as any.

“We’re not really going to find him, kid. . . .”

There was more to the sentence, but after the first half his expression sank like a stoolie with cement shoes.

I dived into a sin of omission. “Hey, no, no. Simmer down. We’re here to find someone who knows where he is, okay?”

Truth would have to wait. It always did anyway. Patient sucker, truth. I rationalized the lie by telling myself that sure, sooner or later he’d to have to deal with the fact that Frank wasn’t coming back, most of him, anyway, but in the meantime I needed him at his best. Ashby might recognize a mug shot, or twitch at the sound of a name. Besides, if I strung him along long enough, he might even forget about Frank.

Would that be a cruelty or a kindness? I keep confusing the two.

Didn’t matter. My backpedaling didn’t wash. Ashby started making all these jerky movements, doing his laugh real loud, each heh ping-ponging wall to wall. Anyone inside, they’d hear. Chances were good they’d be unfriendly. So much for waiting.

“Come on,” I told him. “Let’s look for Frank.”

I held the knob, pressed my shoulder to the door, and pushed up and in. I think there are special charges for breaking and entering a police station, but I didn’t remember what they were. As we entered the stairwell, I spoke in as soft a voice as I could manage.

“If anyone’s sleeping we don’t want to wake them up and make them cranky, right? So it’s really important that we be quiet; got it?”

“Heh-heh,” he whispered.

Well, it was something.

It was a quick walk up to the second floor, then down the hall to homicide. The floor plan was open, desks and computers all the way up to the glass door to Booth’s office. It was also completely empty.

My old desk was against the left wall, third up. At least, I thought it was my old desk. Looked awfully clean, compared to the others, and the hole in the wall must’ve been repaired. I doubted they kept it as a memorial to me. More likely they couldn’t afford to hire a replacement.

The computer was on and logged in. Had Haze set it up for me? If I worked fast, we’d be gone long before they extinguished the gas station fire.

Rather than bother with the printer, I handed Ashby my recorder and told him to press the red button whenever I said go . He seemed to warm to the idea of doing something important, so two birds with one stone.

I hit the keys. With a missing liveblood the best bet for getting some official attention, I started with my client. The name Turgeon turned up nothing, but it wouldn’t unless he had a record. There were always a couple of murders, knife and gunshot wounds, but none matched the baby-egghead description. I thought maybe I could get a license plate for the Humvee, but couldn’t access the traffic cams.

Time to move on. I checked on any chopped chakz found sans head over the last five years. Chak files were originally kept under animal control, along with citizen requests to remove dead dogs and other roadkill. The more conservative types insisted that since we were soulless, godless, and otherwise suspect, that was where we belonged. The bleeding-heart liberals objected. Anything with a face had to have feelings, even garden gnomes. So eventually they compromised and put us under sanitation. That’s politics for you.

A couple of hits came up quick. Nothing as spectacular as the desert cases, no effort made to identify the bodies, and it wasn’t just the heads missing. Could have been Booth’s handiwork, or maybe it just gave him the idea. Still, with Ashby dutifully recording my dulcet croak, I cataloged them all, times and places.

Next I hit the Justice Department records, looking for supposed spouse killers ripped under an RAR after having been exonerated. In the last five years, there were five: me, Frank Boyle, Colin Wilson, and two others: a woman named Nell Parker, who used to be some kinda women’s advocate, and Odell Jenkins, who was, I kid you not, a brain surgeon.

Brain surgeon. That was worth a chuckle. I didn’t expect more than that, but unlike Nell Parker, Jenkins actually had some newer entries. He wasn’t a surgeon anymore, but he was a real rarity, a chak in good enough shape to get a job. He had a regular gig with Hammer Rejuvenations, LLC, a remediation company that did toxic-site cleanup. Made sense. If Jenkins was smart enough to tell asbestos from drywall, they could send him in without so much as a hazmat suit. Save on insurance, too. Lots of toxic sites in Fort Hammer to keep him busy.