T. Novan - Words Heard In Silence / Xena Uber

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Rebecca spent most of the rest of the day, cleaning and putting things away. She knew she needed to get the house presentable before Dr. Walker and Mr. Whitman arrived. She had to admit she was very excited about meeting Dr. Walker. The idea of a woman doctor astounded her. She had so many things she wanted to ask her, it would be nice to have someone to talk to who might understand some of the things that she had begun feeling recently.

She also was quick to prepare soup for the evening. Charlie would need it when he came in. She listened to the storm picking up. The temperature had dropped and the rain had started. She knew it was an early winter storm settling in for several hours. Living in the area all her life she knew how nasty the storms could get.

After making sure she had fires started to keep the chill out of the house as much as possible, she returned to the kitchen to find the leak in the roof had returned and was relentlessly letting rain pour into the room. She found a large tub and placed it as best she could under the leak, now hoping the rain would let up before the kitchen flooded.

Then it happened. She sat down in the chair at the table and started totaling everything up in her head. She had a regiment of Union troops on her land. She had agreed to let them stay for the winter. She was sharing her bed with their commander, who had quite the secret to hide. More staff was expected and they would need to be housed in a residence that most certainly was not ready to receive guests. The damn roof was still leaking and she was not entirely positive but she was pretty sure she was falling in love with Charlie Redmond.

She put her face in her hands and just sat there, not quite able to understand all that had happened in the last few days. I have to pull myself together and just do what needs to be done. I cannot let myself think like that. There are so many reasons I cannot feel that way.

She stood, moving to the window to watch the troopers running in the rain and performing their duties. She sighed and her heart and mind laughed at her, she too found herself fighting her own demons. Then there are a few good reasons why you should. But Colonel Redmond, most certainly would not be interested in a widowed woman. A woman who was never much of a wife to a man who lost his life fighting in the war. You are a woman who could not even properly mourn him. You did not love a real man, how could you consider loving this atrocity of nature.

"Stop!" Rebecca growled out loud, shaking her head to clear it. She took a deep breath, then returned to the soup she was preparing for Charlie.

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It became clear as afternoon became evening and evening became night that Colonel Redmond would not be returning to the house. Rebecca kept checking at the windows for any sign of him. She paced incessantly back and forth and room to room, trying to find something to occupy her mind so she would not needlessly worry about him. Soon she realized how futile the effort was. She was simple going to worry about him and there was nothing to be done about it.

To try and calm her frazzled nerves she fixed a cup of mint tea and took a book into the rear parlor. She settled near the fire and began reading, but soon realized that over the course of the last few nights, she and Charlie had done the same thing in this very room and it only made her miss and worry for him more.

Finally, she decided to go to bed, but once she was settled there, the overpowering essence of Charlie lingering in the bedcovers made rest difficult and sleep impossible. She rose from the bed; taking a warm quilt, she moved to the rocking chair next to the window and watched the shadows of movement from the camp where Charlie was working on this horrible night.

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Tuesday, November 15, 1864

Around dawn, Polk and Charlie met over a quick cup of coffee that looked more like thick ink. At least it was warm and there was no grit or mud in it.

"How bad is it from your point of view, Richard?"

"Not anywhere near as bad as it could be, Charlie. I think your luck is holding, at least somewhat. We lost one wagon –– broken axel –– but managed to save the supplies in it. I have a bunch of boys with sprains and turned ankles. And the damned boots they sent us are a real problem."

"From my end, the sick and wounded are safe and dry, at least, which is more than I can say for the rest of us. We lost a few tents, and those troopers’ personal effects are all soaked, but it could have been worse. We also have a few injured horses."

"Well, it is a good thing that Dr. Walker was delayed by the weather. We certainly would not have been ready to greet her properly."

Charlie raised his eyebrow at that comment, and grunted noncommittally. Which one of us would have had to ‘‘prepare ’ to greet Elizabeth? I wonder what is going on there. The two men stood together, silent, contemplating the work that would have to be done to repair the damage. At least the wind had fallen and the rain was now just a steady, soaking rain. Cold, gray morning was illuminating a scene of mixed mayhem and mud.

"Well, guess we better go start fixing the damage."

"Yes, sir, boss, sir." Polk grinned through his mud-spattered beard and they went back out into the muck.

The day proceeded with methodical misery. Every foot of fencing in all of the paddocks and fields was checked and several critical sections were repaired. Each horse had to have his feet cleaned of the mud and debris that packed into their hooves, lest they have to deal with hoof rot and bruises from small stones trapped in the mud. Racks were built to keep all foodstuffs above water level, and the men were set to work building a series of berms and drainage ditches around the camp to try to keep the ground at least somewhat dryer and firmer.

As the sun set, Charlie finally took himself up to the main house to check on Rebecca and hopefully catch a quick bath and a few hours of sleep. The colonel had been up since before dawn of the previous day, and soaked continuously in icy mud for a full day. It was time.

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Charlie came around to the back of the house, and knocked on the door of the winter kitchen, hoping that someone –– Rebecca or Duncan or one of the new servants –– was there to let him in. He was muddy and wet, so did not want to tramp the filth through the main house.

Rebecca was there, just sitting in a rocking chair beside the open fire. A pot of soup was set on a spider at the edge of the glowing coals; a kettle was simmering, ready for tea. The soft knock on the door roused her from her thoughts and she rose quickly and opened the door, hoping that it was Charlie.

"Colonel Redmond. Come in. My Lord, you are soaked. Here, let me help you." She threw a woolen blanket around his shoulders and led him to the chair beside the fire. "I have been so worried about you. When you did not come in last night, I …… I thought perhaps you had been hurt." As she spoke, she bustled around the room, catching a mug and filling it with the broth from the soup kettle. She thrust the hot cup into his hands. "Drink up, you need the warmth. I hope at least you got a little sleep last night, Colonel. My lord, you cannot stay in those wet things, you will catch your death of cold."

Charlie just sat there as she bustled around and chattered away like a mother hen. Every part of him felt frigid, sore, battered and stiff. Sitting in a warm place, with the cup of hot broth cradled between his hands and warming his frozen fingers helped some. He knew he needed to get clean and dry, but, at the moment, moving was beyond him.