James Blish - Case of Conscience

“Since I’ll be sleeping in the same room, I’ll be on hand if there’s a crisis. So. Can we put off further questions?”

“If there’s nothing else wrong here, of course we can.”

“Oh,” Ruiz-Sanchez said, “there’s a great deal wrong, I’m afraid.”

“I knew it!” Agronski said. “I knew damn well there was. I told you so, Mike, didn’t I?”

“Is it urgent?”

“No, Mike—there’s no danger to us, of that I’m positive. It’s nothing that won’t keep until we’ve all had a rest. You two look as though you need one as badly as I.”

“We’re tired,” Michelis agreed.

“But why didn’t you ever call us?” Agronski burst in aggrievedly. “You had us scared half to death, Father. If there’s really something wrong here, you should have—”

“There’s no immediate danger,” Ruiz-Sanchez repeated patiently. “As for why we didn’t call you, I don’t understand that any more than you do. Up to last night, I thought we were in regular contact with you both. That was Paul’s job and he seemed to be carrying it out. I didn’t discover that he hadn’t been doing it until after he became ill.”

“Then obviously we’ll have to wait for him,” Michelis said.

“Let’s hit the hammock, in God’s name. Flying that whirlybird through twenty-five hundred miles of fog banks wasn’t exactly restful, either; I’ll be glad to turn in… But, Ramon—”

“Yes, Mike?”

“I have to say that I don’t like this any better than Agronski does. Tomorrow we’ve got to clear it up, and get our commission business done. We’ve only a day or so to make our decision before the ship comes and takes us off Lithia for good, and by that time we must know everything there is to know, and just what we’re going to tell the Earth about it.”

“Yes,” Ruiz-Sanchez said. “Just as you say, Mike—in God’s name.”

The Peruvian priest-biologist awoke before the others; actually, he had undergone far less purely physical strain than had the other three. It was just beginning to be cloudy dusk when he rolled out of his hammock and padded over to look at Cleaver.

The physicist was in coma. His face was a dirty gray, and looked oddly shrunken. It was high time that the neglect and inadvertent abuse to which he had been subjected was rectified. Happily, his pulse and respiration were close to normal now.

Ruiz-Sanchez went quietly into the lab and made up a fructose intravenous feeding. At the same time he reconstituted a can of powdered eggs into a sort of souffl?setting it in a covered crucible to bake at the back of the little oven; that was for the rest of them.

In the sleeping chamber, the priest set up his I-V stand. Cleaver did not stir when the needle entered the big vein just above the inside of his elbow. Ruiz-Sanchez taped the tubing in place, checked the drip from the inverted bottle, and went back into the lab.

There he sat, on the stool before the microscope, in a sort of suspension of feeling while the new night drew on. He was still poisoned—tired, but at least now he could stay awake without constantly fighting himself. The slowly rising souffle in the oven went plup-plup, plup-plup, and after a while a thin tendril of ardma suggested that it was beginning to brown on top, or at least thinking about it.

Outside, it abruptly rained buckets. Just as abruptly, it stopped. Lithia’s short, hot summer was drawing to a close; its winter would be long and mild, the temperature never dropping below 20?centigrade in this latitude. Even at the poles the winter temperature stayed throughout well above freezing, usually averaging about 15?C.

“Is that breakfast I smell, Ramon?”

“Yes, Mike, in the oven. In a few minutes now.”

“Right.”

Michelis went away again. On the back of the workbench, Ruiz-Sanchez saw the dark blue book with the gold stamping which he had brought with him all the way from Earth. Almost automatically he pulled it to him, and almost automatically it fell open at page 573. It would at least give him something to think about with which he was not personally involved. He had last quitted the text with Anita, who

“…would yield to the lewdness of Honuphrius to appease the savagery of Sulla and the mercenariness of the twelve Sullivani, and (as Gilbert at first suggested) to save the virginity of Felicia for Magravius"—now hold on a moment, how could Felicia still be considered a virgin at this point? Ah “… when converted by Michael after the death of Gillia;” that covered it, since Felicia had been guilty only of simple infidelities in the first place. “…but she fears that, by allowing his marital rights, she may cause reprehensible conduct between Eugenius and Jeremias. Michael, who has formerly debauched Anita, dispenses her from yielding to Honuphrius"—yes, that made sense, since Michael also had had designs on Eugenius. “Anita is disturbed, but Michael comminates that he will reserve her case tomorrow for the ordinary Guglielmus even if she should practice a pious fraud during affrication, which, from experience, she knows (according to Wadding) to be leading to nullity.”

Well. This was all very well. The novel even seemed to be shaping up into sense, for the first time; evidently the author had known exactly what he was doing, every step of the way. Still, Ruiz-Sanchez reflected, he would not like to have known the imaginary family hidden behind the conventional Latin aliases, or to have been the confessor to any member of it.

Yes, it added up, when one tried to view it without outrage either at the persons involved—they were, after all, fictitious, only characters in a novel—or at the author, who for all his mighty intellect, easily the greatest ever devoted to fiction in English and perhaps in any language, had still to be pitied as much as the meanest victim of the Evil One. To view it, as it were, in a sort of gray twilight of emotion, wherein everything, even the barnacle-like commentaries the text had accumulated since it had been begun in the 1920’s, could be seen in the same light.

“Is it done, Father?”

“Smells like it, Agronski. Take it out and help yourself, why don’t you?”

“Thanks. Can I bring Cleaver—”

“No, he’s getting an I-V.”

“Check.”

Unless his impression that he understood the problem at last was once more going to turn out to be an illusion, he was now ready for the basic question, the stumper that had deeply disturbed both the Order and the Church for so many decades now. He reread it carefully. It asked:

“Has he hegemony and shall she submit?”

To his astonishment, he saw as if for the first time that it was two questions, despite the omission of a comma between the two. And so it demanded two answers. Did Honuphrius have hegemony? Yes, he did, because Michael, the only member of the whole complex who had been gifted from the beginning with the power of grace, had been egregiously compromised. Therefore, Honuphrius, regardless of whether all his sins were to be laid at his door or were real only in rumor, could not be divested of his privileges by anyone.

But should Anita submit? No, she should not. Michael had forfeited his right to dispense or to reserve her in any way, and so she could not be guided by the curate or by anyone else in the long run but her own conscience—which in view of the grave accusations against Honuphrius could lead her to no recourse but to deny him. As for Sulla’s repentance, and Felicia’s conversion, they meant nothing, since the defection of Michael had deprived both of them—and everyone else—of spiritual guidance. The answer, then, had been obvious all the time. It was:

Yes, and No.

And it had hung throughout upon putting a comma in the right place. A writer’s joke. A demonstration that it could take one of the greatest novelists of all time seventeen years to write a book the central problem of which is exactly where to put one comma; thus does the Adversary cloak his emptiness, and empty his votaries.