Jeremy Brown - The Testimony of Satan

It was then that I thought could it be true that mankind had been far more advanced in an earlier age? Yet not advanced in technology; they did not desire such things — but rather in closer proximity of God? In that sense, that would explain the ease of years people lived, the more fervent and clear the senses were, the greater the ties humankind had among themselves and nature… Was the desire for knowledge of God, versus serving God, the ill-fated sacrifice that was in fact original sin? Was original sin solely based in attempting to be God-like for the sake of pride — like Satan? The flaw that made God draw back further and further every generation? Maybe it was the point of lacking patience which had sent the wrath of God upon the people of Earth and turned God’s will to let loose the slanderer upon humankind only for us to choose our own reward or demise? If we were only willing to wait — to be mature enough to take on the greater wisdom and tasks would humankind still be in the state it was in at this time? Was God essentially saying, “You choose your own destiny… for one’s fate is always in motion but based solely in freewill.” I was astounded at the revelations… the deceiver continued…

The more you consume of earth the greater I can control you. I want you to go through life without hearing the wisdom of Heaven or the grief of when you fail to serve Him… Never knowing the benefits of self-control, restraint, prayer, meditation, introspection or fasting. I do not want you to see your neighbor and treat them as “thyself”, but to covet everything they have until there is nothing to covet but control over them for then I have control over them through you. I want you to have no revelation or sincere understanding of love… for God is love, and such love makes enemies allies who stand with God against me. When you have hate, you are my tool. So I need humanity to hate itself, and I may then use humanity as a tool against the Creator. But I can not use you or harm you if you allow God to fight all of your battles. I am the author of confusion, but I can not confuse you if you lack doubt of God in your heart or minds. I can not discourage you, disrupt you, or generate discord within you — if you know who you are and are aware of God-within-you. I can not even disrupt your peace if I know you are filled with peace. I can not hurt you if you are already past hurting… thus the depressed and emotionally disturbed serve as my vehicles of havoc and discouragement throughout mankind. I am limited because of what I believe… but you are only limited by whom you fail to believe…

Do not waste your opportunity as I did. Do not do as I do. “Do what thy wilt” is a wonderful saying that many embrace, following hollow philosophies that serve baser natures of man, leading you into my arms and under my power. Do not choose things that are meaningless… that which you can not take with you… I am behind all of them… I am the best salesman in the world. I make you buy into my lies and fronts, and your will is the currency I collect. Many attempt to sell their spirits when it is not theirs to begin with… but as I said, your spirit is His, but your will will be mine…. Believing things are out of your reach feeds me for I am not obligated nor willing to tell you the truth of such matters…

Put no trust or belief into what your senses tell you or to that which your spirit ignores or rather does not respond. Do not trust television, radio, print media, or the internet without significant discretion. Limit television programming most all. It is my tool of propaganda even among those of the church who are not of God, who adorn themselves in the luxuries of fame and fortune and do nothing for those who suffer or struggle in Christ. I will rob you of your sensibility to pain and suffering and increase your need to seek hollow wealth that is of this earth and not of spirit. As I creep into your subconscious via media, you will not focus on yourselves in connection with others, but rather yourself alone… Low is the one who gains luxury at the expense of isolation from the world of man… Chasing fame is like chasing a flame, you wish to dance in it only to be devoured by its power. The flame can only benefit you external of you being consumed by it. This flame is found in pride, luxury, greed, vanity, boastfulness, self-righteousness, lust, desire, mania, slothfulness, anger, and hopelessness… Chasing fame places distance between you and those who wish to council and keep blessings with you in Heaven… that audience of hosts is most important whether you succeed or fail in fame, politics, or other forms of earthly influence…

Do not place such value in that which pleases the senses — the material world. For although the material body houses the spirit… material wealth houses no more value than that which you place upon it… human sentiment is misplaced in trivialities, thus my success is seen in the ceremonial battles during His celebrated birth… Notice the rage and conflict for pricy trinkets and toys that compare nothing to the original purpose you chose to serve and honor the Christ and yet the gifts are given and the parents and members of family brag, and a child is raised in that faith with no ethereal connection between the day of remembering the Christ and the capacity to love the world by example. Why? Because parents are more concerned with price tags than principles and their instruction by your God… the Creator… Though the body of man is of the earth, his spirit is of God. His body returns to the earth, but not his spirit; material wealth is of earth, and thus it returns. Its value is not of God, but what man attempts to place into it, placing such items above the value of God, which is life. Here is why the worship of idols was so distasteful. You humans unlike any other beings of this world, were given abilities to be godlike through worshipping Him — the power of His blessing. And yet, no matter if you say God is male, female, or many, instead of creating items to remind you of God — you worshipped them as God… the same crimes serve me when these days the wealthy and powerful place their material world above serving those less fortunate. They in fact kill the homeless, the sick, the needy, the war-torn, the suffering, all for the purpose of serving Mammon… and Mammon is a practice and purpose that serves me.

Do not allow your emotions to control you… they are the price of freewill that you have shown little ability for which to contend… Without control, you can not have balance; without balance, you can not have discipline. And discipline is essential to rising to your higher selves, which I desire not to happen. That is why I place all these things before you, conflicts between you; conflicts with nature with others within yourselves and with time… But those who live with time versus against it — know secrets of happiness and a full life, no matter how long they are on within this realm… that is where so many fail. They wish to prolong life at the expense of closeness to stand with God against me, thus they isolate themselves. They surround themselves with worthless things and attempt to create a heaven on earth — when they merely separate themselves from God and create a hell on earth, parallel to my own domain… And those who do struggle in the material world with nothing, yet see that the something they seek is hollow — fill themselves not with joy of connection I once knew among my brothers and in the presence of God, but rather, they fill themselves with despair, loss, and self-pity… serving me by hating the very thing most precious to God… themselves…

I do not mind if you disregard what I say… the less people listen the more they allow me to control them… Looking pass what I say and taking no value in such testimony is fine with me. It only makes my job easier… And one of my favorite, most enjoyable follies of man is placing so much emphasis into acts of the flesh from sex to simple cravings for food — specifically that which is not good for you. True, God said be fruitful and multiply and through the ages he made man and woman pleasing to each other as a reflection of God’s beauty for purpose of seeing the fruition of your race grow, but you have perverted this as I have seen to it through a number of means, lacking the ability to see beyond the savory sin of fornication and adultery, which many take as the norm these days. The pedophiles, rapists, and perverts who do harm are the extreme of my plan, but they are in the minority among you who have taken a small about of poison — though it be poison — and celebrate it in your lives, experiences, media, cultures, and very psyche as a form of righteous love when it is a twisted form of lust not love that serves your own iniquity because rarely (as in the case of marriage) does it serve God… the flesh serves the spirit… the spirit is God… God is love. The body serves love… but the purpose of sex is not synonymous with love and thus when it serves the cravings of the body it does not serve the spirit, love, or God… Just as the Christ told me and when Moses spoke the same words while they strove 40 days and 40 nights, “Man does not live by bread alone, but [that which gave life to him] the word of God…” so shall the body with the same passion for food not crave the touch of sex for survival. You eat to live not live to eat; you do not have sex to love, but you must have love to truly share in the wisdom and not the act of sex….