Jeremy Brown - The Testimony of Satan

It is the power of prayer that knows no enemy or ally that quells physical conflicts with the power of the spirit… for the spirit is God within you… And God provides all solutions and victories… If I were… ugh… human … I would focus on the Word no matter the distractions of evil or simply the material world produced… I would embrace the journey to God through the Word as the superlative of my very existence… The so-called success in wealth that so many of you seek is laughable… It only draws you closer to me… and to be false in your humility while on the path to be God-like is foolishness I enjoy… Those of you who place value as a measurement of being close to God more so than others are no closer to God than I am now… Those who are have no pride are most beloved… and they care less of being exalted for they are exalted by default. Never will those of pride and those of humility before God know the pain of the fallen, the pain of he who went from the most beloved and most high among the brightest angels… to leading the fallen angels in darkness… yet is now the lowest among them… You will never be able to relate to my pain, my loss of glory, my struggle… I am the answer to the question what happens when you oppose that which is everything and nothing, known and unknown… I have no choice but to obey and yet I will rebel most not through my own misgivings, but through your own misdeeds…

It was then I understood the entity’s chaos to some effect. He was full of torment, sadness, rage, and grief. He felt like everything that illustrated the thoughts and emotions of a fool… He could do nothing beyond God and yet he was allowed to torment others, but he had no power once they reached out and fortified themselves with the power of God in life or death… yet to human eyes, at times, it seemed as if we were defeated on this plane…. Considering slavery, holocausts, atrocities of rape, cannibalism, human sacrifice, bestiality, and other despicable acts, much of them were rooted in the collapse of the human condition to overcome its baser, limited natures which could only be fortified by being in tune with the God within… This was our failure and Satan sought and seeks to continue our incremental deterioration and impending destruction until we are no more than chattel beasts, though wild in nature, domesticated under his purpose of control in a losing battle against God.

He deserves no pity… He only takes such pity to twist and use to undo our strength in God and serve his causes through illusions of beauty, wealth, pleasure, and power… turning us from the real face and condition of humanity which is in God… It is not popular. It does not seek approval or fame. It is not boastful… It is not pleasing to or satiates the senses in a manner that is luxurious or lustful… It is the initial state of being born in a child, but dies many times long before we pass on to the next world… and Satan had known this… I had no emotion at the time… I simply continued to write and listen to the ramblings of the demon…

However, I can offer more pleasures in life that you can imagine, but the burdens after death would turn all pleasures you can experience by the senses in life to ash and dust in your mouths, upon your bodies, and before your eyes — and you would only partake of the illusions I must muster to ensnare you… Life is so easy without focus on me; one must delve into the manner and ways of being close to God…

Please do not underestimate the length of forever… Forever is a concept beyond human understanding because you are limited by space and time… Many believe that God is the final judge upon this earth and for all eternity, but the decision lies in your hands as far in how you deal with me… so in that sense I have some control over where you end up in eternity, if you lack control over yourself. He who masters himself, masters the world and the evil within it for all eternity… You see I sealed my fate a long time ago, and the only thing I have to look forward to is engendering as much chaos and confusion that I can bring into the world of men as possible. Either you will exhaust from battling me or give in to my influence; one way or another those that attempt to battle with me outside the protection of God will suffer without His strength in them… I am a good thief, yet you donate more to all of my many causes and means to destroy you than I could ever steal from you… Your vices and aspects of pride even those examples in which you attempt to be sanctimonious actually trickle down to me when you boast within yourself, feel righteousness, or expect a reward or blessing. This is selfish and self-serving. Such behavior is not of God, thus it’s of me…

When you refuse to tithe of your finances, belongings, wisdom, or time to God — all of that comes to me… Things are given not to you to possess alone, but to share among all… But, your societies push greed. I am the embodiment of greed… greed is a form of lust and pride. It leads to gambles in which none but God know the outcome… and to wager is to put faith not in Him. Not putting faith in Him is to put faith in to that which is against Him… Thus hoarding riches as one driven by greed leads to loss and despair… Loss shall be first in the area of a depleting focus of where balance and peace lie in your life, then there is the loss of family and friends, leading to isolation, then the loss of basic social graces and respect of the common man, and later a fall into depression and despair — the loss of connection to the human condition and connection to God. Simply put, keep the donations coming and support my cause against Him.

You earthly beings are so entrapped by your desires. You are so foolish in your fixation with the material world and the trinkets available within it… for these things can not be taken beyond the limits of this world nor do they benefit the foundation or strength of your spirit. To be so entrapped by your desires for such things is the nature of a slave who would only know freedom if he or she would relinquish the very chains that hold them… But you would rather drape yourselves in such chains and entice each other through displays of adornment like foolish children while your wealth that becomes filth… separating you from the light and path to God… You work so many hours to obtain things that are nothing but dead weight while your life leaves you in the form of wasted time. What is made from the earth shall return to it… In that sense the only difference between you and your belongings is the life placed within you, and yet there are many of you that invest everything short of life into inanimate objects as if you would receive respect, love, or praise from such non-living things. In that sense, you still serve me in your worship of Mammon… Mammon is the greed and is one of my greatest tools to place a wedge between you and Him…

Working toward God and for all God’s emanations beyond your senses seems foreign among your kind… when in fact it is that act that would lead to your salvation… away from my grasp… At times, God takes the material wealth you amass and reduces it to nothing… This is to enliven and engender strength in your spirit… but you are a weak race that pursues to regain what returns to dust and blame me for the loss God engineers to incite you to mature and grow… However, I do not turn aside your blame… It gives me strength… Whatever you can find in me to deny that which is incorrect within yourself still weakens you by debilitating your ability to stay on the path to God. If you fail to take responsibility and rather place it on me, you serve me by ignoring your wrongdoing and forfeiting your self-control to me. The changes you need to make may be difficult, just as a flower circling a stone to reach out to the sun, but it is not impossible… However, if you feel it is impossible, then most of you will not strive or even attempt to attain this power. You will remain with hollow comfort in vices of the heart, the emotions that run from light… You will accept and embrace bitterness, misery, anger, indecisiveness, and be erratic in your behavior toward others…