Jeremy Brown - The Testimony of Satan

By me creating this great buffer of silence, I muffle you from hearing His response via signs and even through the voice of others of your kind. God speaks, but not always as a man, but through nature, introspect, dreams, images, and revelation. But, you ignore this and begin to believe that past and present prayers are never heard or go unanswered because no proof of an acceptance or refutation of the request to your response is evident. Your lack of patience is inviting and allows me to twist and manipulate signs which you at that point ignore or misinterpret. You may ask Him for help with a job in hard economic times. He may respond through a waitress telling you about an opportunity through a forum that discusses who is hiring in your field. But, I may make you look at her as a simple person, be distracted by her appearance, or simply block your ability to consider such a situation as a sign. Many times opportunities that are presented to you are actually answers from God that most of you ignore because you don’t see the potential value in them.

The funniest thing about you humans that I revel in is how you become virtually asphyxiated — starved of air — when it comes to feeling like the world is crashing down on your shoulders and you are condemned. And the problem is this often takes place when short, insignificant changes in your life seemingly appear to be adverse to your path to serve your own baser needs. Your fun is disrupted by real problems and you feel God has abandoned you when it is your own impatience and incompetence which makes you impotent to His response… All I do is steer you toward a journey deeper into your own self-induced doom. The sense of impending doom is rooted in feeling that your request is unreasonable. Once you question the validity of your prayer, you question the validity of yourself, your own definitions of need versus desire, and pride often takes precedence in your minds over humility. You demand a response of God as if God answers to you… Ha! He created you to be served, but never to demand anything… Even when you praise God with words and prostrations, you secretly in your hearts attempt to make deals or hold contempt for God, allowing me further access to your subconscious planting seeds of further seditious thoughts against Him.

With sedition comes rebellion… but fueling such rebellion can be difficult. The human mind is pliable, but always returns to its original state to accept and justify complete allegiance to God; therefore, to turn you to my will through prayers is based in introducing the sense of isolation in which you are cut off from God by your own perception. Here you believe that God does not respond because God doesn’t exist… this is a reward to my being; for if I can not turn you from him to me, I can turn you inward where you fail to see God within yourself and thus not see God outside of you… and so you assume there is no God — the highest form of pride and lowest form of destruction within any human… Reason within humankind is based on logic that is often shaped by irrational desire, thus it is not fact, but more of a personal fiction… Other than the highest forms of science which come close to actual universal logic which establishes absolutes with few anomalies, most of you practice a form of using your common sense to somehow promote a sense of self-pity. This self-pity is based on justification of what you are suffering from or missing. You then replace or rather overlook the lesson from God that is being presented to you along with some form or source of comfort or an answer to your problems and you become spiritual slothful and full of despair… You become stagnate in your progression toward God…

From the point of the prayer not being answered in a form or amount of time in which you seem fit, you begin to formulate a rather faulty and fanciful strategy as an alternative to praying. You in fact stop praying, whether over your food, at the sides of your bed, in a church, mosque, synagogue, or temple. You don’t even pray in the most unlikely of places…. Namely within yourself… by separating you from prayer, I separate you from directly speaking to Him. Alternative plans can turn to vice. A man seeks love… Loneliness drives him into depression. He prays for a companion — not out of lust, but just to share…. Yes, reasonable factors to place in a prayer to the God of all — but he does not receive a companion worthy of him or who is committed to him, so he devises a plan to simply sleep with numerous women, to hurt them emotionally, to take some form of blind vengeance upon the fair gender… or even consider losing his inhibitions and possibly his health and life in the curves and folds of a prostitute… He fails to see God’s love in himself and therefore fails to discover it in others who may stand before him and provide him companionship of spirit versus merely… the loins….

The greatest accomplishment in my war on prayer occurs when you don’t pray because you don’t even remember to do it… It no longer is part of your being… Like eating or breathing, you pray without thought. Prayer is a point of not only requesting or speaking to God, but reflecting on your own life — both the good and the bad. I bombard your mind with thoughts and distractions in groups of seven. For seven is a magical or rather sacred number that once placed in your mind, you accept without further investigation. In other words, making a bad investment that I suggest may not come to pass if it were two thoughts because you would feel the need to turn it over and question it through study and dissection. But, with seven thoughts, the illusion of having all the information you need and no real answers to seek beyond all dimensions or aspects of this hollow truth make many accept them as fact.

Fact is only relative to where the desire to know emerged, once the answer arose how it was rationalized, and the anticipated result of my — I mean your decision, based on my seven suggestions. From that point, a template throughout your life is established as far as problem-solving in these key areas of your attempt to live beyond a sinful life, yet your pride drives you from prayer allowing me to control you through subconscious cues and lack of actual growth and enlightenment through prayer… And with this in mind, since many of you don’t believe I exist — I can control you indirectly when you believe many of my suggestions are thoughts of your own and therefore you trust them as correct even when they work against your better nature which is of God. Often, logic undermines faith and attempts to make sense of everything without considering the wisdom beyond rationalization and deductive reason which can cause conflict between the heart and mind. When the mind fails to listen to the heart which is an extension of the spirit, confusion, conflict, and chaos follow. This process of thinking works with the evidence of dinosaurs, beasts such as behemoth and leviathan, which walked the earth before the days humankind, yet many can not use the same logic as a means to prove God as the master of intelligent design exists. Whether the earth has existed for merely thousands of years of millions of years — it’s no matter. You were created and such foolishness helps me further control you through your shortcomings and failure to see that overconfidence in yourself is your greatest weakness.

Though I can not imagine it with sincerity, if I were you, I would hide the Word in my heart. I would not simply be open to all things that may allow dissonance to come into my path. Curiosity without discretion leads to false truths. False truths support pride… and pride leads to downfall… I would meditate on this work and study it in deep contemplation beyond the limited logic of revered wisdom, but as an esoteric knowledge of God. Prayer would be my breath… and you breathe without ceasing… I would receive and live the Word with comprehension versus the chirping of magpies as so many do. I would fast as the wise among you have, and shake my body of its dependents on the rudimentary comforts of meat and bread… for man does not live by those alone…. I would seek the Kingdom of Heaven by embodying the will of God. I would seek to walk with His power in me and the authority he placed on your leaders such as Jesus, Mohammed, and Moses… I would love my enemies, let them curse me, pray for them despite their wrath against me… There is a power of praying for enemies that converts them to allies overtime… but you have failed to realize that such capacity of your spirits can be incorporated into your total being and will…