Loeffler, Jay, 91
love:
as center of universe, 48, 130, 170
and compassion, 85
as message to author, 41, 71
unconditional, 71–72, 73, 83–84, 131, 148, 161, 170–71
LSD, 186
lumbar puncture, 19, 21–22, 183
Matson, Donald, 51
meditation, 158, 161
Melville, Herman, 136
memory:
and brain, 115, 117, 141, 185, 188
and NDE experiences, 139, 141, 185, 188
need to share, 124–25, 126–28
and reboot phenomenon, 142–43, 188
recovery of, 122, 124
meningitis:
author’s unique case of, 23–24, 89–92, 132, 186–87
bacterial, 19–21, 23–24, 89, 91, 132–33, 144, 183
causes of, 23–24
and cerebrospinal fluid, 19
gram-negative bacterial type, 25, 27, 92
mortality rate in, 21, 25, 92, 183
spontaneous E. coli bacterial type, 23, 91–92, 183
and superficial cortex damage, 187
mescaline, 186
Midas Rex drill, 35
mind over matter, 155
miracle:
expectation of, 105
medical, 184
telling the story of, 144
Monroe, Robert A., 158
Moody, Raymond, Life After Life, 133–34, 135
MRI (magnetic resonance image), 36
mystical states, 158
mystical worldview, 154
NDE (near-death experience):
author’s experience of, 9, 77–79, 89–92, 135, 141–44, 149, 161, 162–64, 170–71, 188
believers of, 140
and cardiac arrest, 133–34
classic occurrences of, 77
difficulty of conveying to others, 10, 72, 125, 135, 136, 144, 162
earthly identity forgotten in, 162–64
literature of, 78–79, 126–27, 131–32, 134, 162
and memory, 139, 141, 185, 188
moving toward the light in, 38–39
neuroscientific hypotheses of, 141–44, 185–88
openness to understanding of, 140–41, 146
other people’s experiences of, 76–77, 131–32, 162, 168
unbelievers of, 140, 141
uniqueness of each experience of, 131, 162
written account of, 127–28
neocortex:
electrical activity of, 159
functional column of, 187
and reboot phenomenon, 188
shut down in coma, 8, 9, 133, 141–42, 144, 186, 188
neurotransmitters, 142
neutrons, 150
N of 1, 89–92
Om (God):
all-knowing, 159–60
communicating with, 48, 160–61
connection to, 104, 148
empathy of, 86
as God, 47; see also God
impersonal nature of, 85–86
universal, 156–57
On Life After Death (Kübler-Ross), 168
openness, 140–41, 146, 156
Orb, 47, 48, 102, 160
out-of-body experiences, 153, 158, 159, 161
parachute jumps, author’s experiences with, 2–6, 85
particles, 150
pathos, 157
Pauli, Wolfgang, 154
pineal gland, 142
placebo effect, power of, 155
Potter, Laura, 17–19, 21–22, 23
prayer, 24, 94, 103, 108, 158, 161
precognition, 153
protons, 150
psychokinesis, 153
punctuation marks, 157
quantum mechanics, 149–50, 154–56
rainbow, appearance of, 105
reality:
in author’s coma experience, 9–10, 39, 78, 129–30, 185
brain model of, 80, 138
and consciousness, 150, 154
fantasy vs., 41, 138
as illusion, 80
and quantum mechanics, 154
ultra-reality, 78, 117, 185, 186, 187, 188
of unconditional love, 71–72
universe as part of, 49
Realm of the Earthworm’s-Eye View:
consciousness in, 30–31, 76
leaving, 32, 70
memories of, 131, 147
primordial world of, 29–32, 69, 76, 78, 108, 117
returning to, 68–70, 102, 108
reboot phenomenon, 142–43, 188
recognitions, 157
reincarnation, 152–53
Reintjes, Susan:
and author’s return, 108
and coma patients, 87–88, 101
spiritual healing activities of, 87
telepathic communication from, 88, 143
Third Eye Open, 87
relationships, 150–51
religion, 147–48
REM intrusion, 142
remote viewing, 153
REM sleep, 142
Reticular Activating System, 159
Ritchie, George, 133–34
Romano, David M., “When Tomorrow Starts Without Me,” 165–68
sailplane, author’s experience in, 1–2, 61
Schrödinger, Erwin, 154
science:
and consciousness, 151–52, 171
honesty and cleanness of, 36
knowledge sought by, 86
limitations of, 153
neuroscientific hypotheses of NDEs, 141–44, 185–88
reductionism of, 140, 171
and spirituality, 72–73, 128, 130, 140
and unconditional love, 71–72
scientific method, 152–53
self, experience of, 160
separation anxiety, 76
serotonin, 142, 186
Singer, Isaac B., 80
skepticism, 132, 153
skydiving, author’s experiences of, 2–6, 61, 85, 116, 118–19
soul:
concept of, 36, 152–53
healing of, 170
leaving the body, 161
space and time, locality in, 156
Spinning Melody, 38–39, 70, 102
spirit:
concept of, 36, 84, 85, 132, 154
human, 152
spirituality, and science, 72–73, 128, 130, 140
spiritual realm:
knowledge of, 81–83, 158
and profound mystery of conscious existence, 154
Street, Gus, 1
subatomic phenomena, 150, 156
Sullivan, David, 26–27
Sullivan, Jean Alexander (sister), 26–27, 53
closeness of author and, 89–90
at the hospital, 108
Sullivan, Michael:
conducting a church service, 147
at the hospital, 26, 42, 93–94
and onset of coma, 26, 27
prayers of, 42, 94, 103
Sullivan, Page, 93, 103
supernatural beliefs, 35
superstition, 140
Surgical Neurology, 52
Susanna (patient), 137–39, 144
Tatter, Steve, 91
telepathic communication, 88, 143, 153
terminal lucidity, 146
thalamus, 159, 187
theory of everything (TOE), 150, 153–54
Third Eye Open (Reintjes), 87
time and space, locality in, 156
trans-earthly voyagers, 133–34
true thought, 84–85
ultra-reality, 78, 117, 185, 186, 187, 188
unconditional love, 71–72, 73, 83–84, 131, 148, 161, 170–71
universe:
on a different frequency, 156
becoming, 160
dark matter/energy in, 82, 155
God’s presence in, 156–57
higher dimensions of, 48–49
interconnectedness in, 151
love as center of, 48, 130, 170
no beginning or end to, 156–57
perfection of, 85
punctuation marks in, 157
purposeful nature of, 81
space and time in, 156
Vaughan, Henry, 48
viewing, remote, 153
Wade, Scott, 105–7, 108, 111, 112–13, 115
statement by, 183–84
Wake Forest Baptist Medical Center, Winston-Salem, 50
Webster, Ann (birth mother), 61–65, 66
Webster, Betsy (biological sister), 66, 165, 168–69
Webster, Bob (biological uncle), 65–66
Webster, David (biological brother), 61
Webster, Kathy (biological sister), 61, 66, 165, 168
Webster, Richard (biological father), 61, 62, 63, 65–66
“When Tomorrow Starts Without Me” (Romano), 165–68
White, Sylvia, 26, 87, 97, 100, 105, 108, 111–12
Wilson, Bill and Patty, 12
Wizard of Oz, The (film), 72
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