William Gay - Provinces of Night

Neal was wearing a black T-shirt with his deck of Luckies rolled up in the sleeve and he was wearing mirrored shades that turned the world back from him and in whose lenses Fleming could see his own grinning reflection as Neal told the story of the kidnapping.

I met these four girls on the bus, Neal said. Nice girls they acted like, friendly. Coming home from a Baptist youth camp, they told me. They were getting off in Iron City and talked me into getting off too; said we was going on a Sunday school picnic. Well, you know me, I was all for that. One of them had a car there in Iron City, and we all piled in and rode out to this big place where a limestone quarry was. A big hole in the side of a hill, a cave, like. I wondered that there wasn’t no picnic basket. One of them had a sixpack. Well, to make a long story short they raped me. They held a switchblade knife on me and one by one they had their way with me. I felt defiled. Humiliated. It wouldn’t surprise me if I developed some kind of a trauma.

The boy just shook his head and grinned and turned away.

You still writing up those stories and sending them out?

I’ve about quit until I get a typewriter.

I was thinking we might team up and make a few dollars that way. I could do the thinking, get all the ideas for us. It ain’t nothing for me to have two or three ideas in a day. You could write them up for us.

I don’t think it’s that easy, the boy grinned.

We could write up the story of my rape by them Baptists. It would be painful but I’m willing to sacrifice my dignity. I need the money now that I’m out in the cruel world on my own. Some magazine would buy it. Sports Afield , it’d be right down their alley.

Hellfire, Neal, are you not ever serious?

Not unless I have to be.

How come you’re out in the world on your own?

It got too damn squally around the house. All that damn fighting and carrying on, you couldn’t sleep, I figured fuck it, I’d come up here and help with your education. I don’t know what’ll happen to Mom and Dad, I guess they’re quits. They’re both crazy, I can’t see after them anymore.

Help with my education?

Initiate you into the world. Get you out of this Nat King Cole Nature Boy shit and take you out into the world and get you laid.

I can do just fine on my own.

Neal set his empty coffee cup on the edge of the porch. He climbed the steps onto the porch. He stood looking around. Turned and peered into the interior of the house.

You call this doing just fine? What have you done, took some kind of vows of poverty? A sharecropper would curl his lip at this place.

I don’t believe in putting up much of a front, the boy said.

Well, come on, let’s go. Get your town clothes on and let’s get out amongst em.

I don’t think so.

Come on, keep me company. I’ll let you in on this plan I’ve got to make a few bucks. Didn’t you say you needed a typewriter? Let me tell you about this.

Oh, all right. Wait up a minute.

Out amongst em, Neal said again.

They had hidden Neal’s car in a sideroad two hollows down from Early Dial’s house and gone up the hollow to its head and followed the spine of the ridge and came down through the wooded hillside almost to Early’s house. It was a morning that suited their purpose very well. It was raining, a slow dawn drizzle from an invisible sky, fog rolling up out of the hollow so blue and dense the dripping cedars looked spectral and insubstantial, the oaks and hickories penitent and without detail, just dark slashes of trunks rearing up out of the mist.

They came down the hillside like conspirators, Neal with a finger to his lips, easing down the slope as close to the house as they dared come, each carryin a length of stick to prod the earth for faults. Under the sodden leaves the sticks prodded for stumpholes, for holes spaded and refilled with leaves. Neal found a jug almost immediately, the stick sliding into the leaves and glancing off the slick glass surface. He fell to his knees, hauling away wet black leaves bothhanded and lifting from the hole a gallon jug of clear whiskey. Soon he had two in each hand, carrying them by the fingerholds in their necks, dancing gleefully about the hillside. It’s like an Easter egg hunt, he whispered. We’re sittin on a fuckin gold mine here. Let’s carry them up to the ridge and put them all together.

They had six gallons cached at the top of the slope and were searching for more when Fleming froze in an attitude of listening. Someone was coming up from the house: a screen door slapped, there was a whisper of footsteps through the sodden leaves. Almost immediately a man appeared out of the fog like a ghost. Fleming and Neal sank to the earth, faded back past a huge pine the winds had taken and crouched in the hole the roots had excavated. Fleming peered cautiously through the roots.

A long skinny man swinging a shotgun along in his hand came up through the scrub brush. He wore checked pants too big for him and a black derby hat canted over one eye and he was talking to himself.

If he sees us rush him, Neal said. We’ll coldcock the motherfucker and head up the hillside.

The boy nodded. The man passed very near to him, Fleming could see the weave of his trousers, the veins in his bony ankles. He was wearing bedroom slippers. He seemed to be telling himself some story, recounting some kind of confrontation. I told that bitch, I said, bitch, he was mumbling as he passed, then the monologue grew vague and incoherent.

The man paused and prodded the ground with the barrel of the shotgun, knelt and raked the leaves away from a fallow hole. He grunted. He rose and kicked the leaves back in and looked about. He went eight or ten feet up the slope, poking the earth at random until he found a jug and went back toward the house cradling it up in his arms like some strange baby he’d found.

Neal flung imaginary beads of sweat from his forehead. I’m glad that’s over, he said softly. I’d hate to kill a man this early in the day. Let’s get four or five more and get the hell out of here.

Ultimately they had twelve gallon jugs and they carried them back across the ridge to the Buick. It took them two trips. They sat down to rest and Neal unscrewed one of the metal caps and drank a mouthful. He spat it out in a fine volatile mist that looked explosive. He shook the jug and watched the bead, greasy grapeshots of nitroglycerin shifting in its smoky depths.

This stuff is very nearly undrinkable, he said. It tastes like doublestrength rubbing alcohol would if you chased it with carbolic acid.

He rose and from the trunk of his car brought forth a quart of black viscous liquid.

What’s that?

Caramel coloring. I got it off this old bootlegger in Hickman County. It won’t do much for the taste but it’ll pretty it up some. Give it sort of an official look.

Neal had unscrewed the lids from the gallon jugs and with a judicious eye gauging quantity was pouring coloring into each jug. He set the jar aside and took up a jug and shook it, watching the tarry coloring swirl into the alcohol, a cloudy spectra like ink in water. He was satisfied when the whiskey was a warm amber. Look at that, he said. All I need is some federal stamps to slap on and you’d swear this stuff was bonded.

What do you plan on doing with it? Fleming asked again.

I aim to resell it to Early.

Don’t that seem a little risky? We could sell it out of the poolhall a halfpint at the time. Sell it to Itchy Mama.

I got nothing against Itchy Mama, she never done anything to me. Early run me off from down here the other night. Said he was calling the law on me. Can you imagine that? A Goddamned bootlegger with a lifestyle a hop skip and a jump from the federal penitentiary and he’s calling the law on me. I was outraged. I don’t even know why I went. Well, actually, he had a gun throwed on me at the time and he was looking so crazy out of his eyes I thought he’d use it.