Сигрид Нуньес - Salvation City

“This was the middle of winter. I was shivering to death myself with no jacket, and I didn’t know how he could stand it half naked like that. I didn’t see any bottles around, but I knew he was a drunk like me, or a meth head or some other kind of junkie. His eyes were open, but I might as well have been invisible. Lying next to him was this pile of bones he must’ve got from the Dumpster, and they were all picked clean. He was nothing but the sorriest sack of bones himself, and I didn’t know why I was supposed to be looking at him.

“I wheeled on the first guy and started to cuss him again. And he points a finger at me and he goes, ‘Tonight you lost your coat and your shoes. Tonight you lost some money and some of your other possessions.’

“I felt my scalp tighten up. I was thinking, How’d he know all that? Then he points at the dude on the ground and he goes, ‘This man is your brother. Won’t you help him? You lost your coat but you still have a shirt. Won’t you give him that shirt of yours? Can’t you see he needs it more than you do? You have a home to go to. But this man has no home. Take him with you, invite him into your house, and let him wash himself. Feed him a good meal, give him some clean clothes and a bed for the night. And if he needs to talk, listen to his story.’

“That’s when I had to sit down. Next thing I know I’m crying. I’m hiding my face in my hands, bawling my eyes out, like I hadn’t done since I was maybe five. I don’t know how to describe what my soul was going through. All I can say is it was the worst feeling I ever had in my life, the fullest measure of misery and shame I believe it is possible for one human being to experience. It was like seeing myself clear for what I was: a sick, selfish, cowardly sinner, a man without hope, without peace of mind, without any joy in his twisted heart.

“It seemed like I cried for a couple days, and with every tear I was cleansing something foul and perverted out of me. And when I was able to pick my head up again, I saw that the stranger who’d spoken to me was gone. And I knew he was the Lord. The man on the ground was gone, too. And I knew he was one of the angels of the Lord. All that was still there was the pile of bones, and when I saw them I felt the hairs all over my body rise. I knew whose bones those were. And I looked up and saw that I was wrong, it wasn’t morning at all. The sky was dark, even though it’d been light before. It was still the middle of the night.

“Many folks pray for a sign from the Lord. I hadn’t done that but the Lord sent me one anyway. I knew that I had been called to be a fisher of men. After that it all came—I won’t say easy, because the Lord’s work is never easy—but it came natural. I was just obeying Isaiah: ‘Raise your voice up like a trumpet! Tell the people they have sinned!’ And I was following Paul, bringing the Good News straight to the people by teaching in public, testifying repentance toward God and faith toward our Lord Jesus Christ.”

Of course, he was not the only street preacher in Louisville.

“But it seemed like most of the time folks would just walk on by without paying those preachers any mind at all. With me it was different. People would slow down and stop. I started to draw crowds. I got them to listen.”

At the same time, he started working as a volunteer at a rescue mission.

“And that’s where I really preached my heart out. These were the poorest folks in town, the hungry and the homeless and the really hurting. Lots of them were addicted to one substance or another. Some had done time and didn’t have much hope of ever finding any employment. Helping them with practical needs was the easy part. But I also had to make them believe that no matter how much trouble they had, they were not forsaken, that it’s the lost sheep that are God’s most beloved, and that they were the blessed of the blessed.”

At the mission he got to know several pastors, one of whom invited him to preach at the Church of Hope and Joy, a nondenominational congregation of about sixty people. He accepted, and a year later the number of church members had nearly doubled. Hope and Joy moved to a bigger space, Pastor Wyatt was given more worship services, and the congregation kept growing.

Among the parishioners was a very pretty young woman suffering from cancer, who always sat with her family down in front. By this time, Pastor Wyatt was well on his way to becoming a church leader and a popular Louisville figure. (“First time I ever saw WyWy was on the hospital TV,” Tracy was fond of recalling.)

Though pleased with his success—a kind of success that had never entered his mind before—Pastor Wyatt was not without doubts.

“I didn’t know why, but I just wasn’t as fulfilled as I’d been preaching in the open.”

The unsettling feeling that he was being watched, that someone somewhere was mocking him, that some kind of trap was being laid for him—what could it mean?

“I started worrying I was basking too much in all the attention. It wasn’t that I was losing my faith, but there was a line there that I felt was getting blurry. Was I in it for God or for my own ego?”

Mysteriously enough, the more doubtful he became, the more effective was his evangelizing.

“If the purpose was to win souls for the Lord, there’s no denying that was being accomplished.”

So why did he have the nagging sense that the Lord wasn’t happy with him?

Meanwhile, Delphina had filed for divorce.

“Again, I was stupid. I thought I could handle my problems all by my lonesome. I should have sought advice from church elders, I should have been more open with my flock. I only saw the truth later on: I was too proud. I’d put out the welcome mat for the devil, and sure enough the old boy showed up.”

One night he found himself in his car, speeding toward Lexington.

“I guess maybe I was thinking now that I was some kind of big dude Delphina would have to change her mind about me, to heck with that old restraining order.”

In this case, being drunk turned out to be lucky. Well before he reached Delphina’s door, he jumped the car like a horse over a guardrail and plunged down an embankment. The car was wrecked but, as sometimes miraculously happens—and even though he wore no seat belt—PW walked away.

“Like they say, drunks don’t break, they bend. The real crazy thing was I didn’t feel grateful.”

He might not have been physically hurt, but the accident had jarred something loose in him; he fell into a gloom that would not lift.

“I was mad, too—hopping mad at the Lord. I felt like he’d set me up somehow.”

He spent a month in the university hospital psych rehab ward, where his side of shouting matches with God shook the padded walls of the Quiet Room.

When he was himself again, PW went back to preaching. The people kept coming; he’d lost none of his gift. But he longed for a change. He was his father’s son. He was tired of cities. It wasn’t of the big time that he dreamed. A simple life was what he believed God had always intended for him. He felt this even more strongly after his year’s mission service in Kenya.

And so, when the pastor of a small church in a small town in southern Indiana was called home, Pastor Wyatt did not have to think long before accepting the offer to replace him.

It would not do, however, to begin his new life alone. He was now legally single again, and as a friend and frequent dinner guest of Ronnie and Priscilla Wegner, he couldn’t help being aware that their lovely younger daughter had a crush on him.

There was something almost saintly about young Tracy Wegner.

“I looked into her eyes and saw the innocence of a child and the might of a lion.”

Tracy would have followed him anywhere, but how nice that it was only across the river, not too far from family and friends. The wedding was a low-key affair—the bride had not yet fully recovered from her illness—and three weeks later they moved into their new home.