Gao Xingjian - Soul Mountain (chinese)

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"Soul Mountain is one of those singular literary creations that seem impossible to compare with anything but themselves… In the writing of Gao Xingjian literature is born anew from the struggle of the individual to survive the history of the masses."
– from the citation of the Nobel Prize committee of the Swedish Academy
When this year's Nobel Prize for Literature was awarded to Chinese expatriate novelist and playwright Gao Xingjian, few in the English-speaking West were familiar with his work. Gao's masterpiece, SOUL MOUNTAIN (PerfectBound, an e-book from HarperCollins; February 20, 2001; $19.95), is a dazzling kaleidoscope of fiction, philosophy, history and fable. Elegantly translated by Australian sinologist Mabel Lee, this richly textured autobiographical novel recounts a dual journey-a literal journey into the heart of China and a spiritual journey of the self.
When Gao was 43, he was incorrectly diagnosed with lung cancer. Resigned to death by the same means that had claimed his father just a few years before, Gao spent six weeks indulging his appetites and reading philosophy. The spot on Gao's lung mysteriously disappeared, but a new threat arose when rumors began to circulate that he was to be sent to a prison farm because of his controversial writings. No longer facing imminent death, the writer quickly left Beijing and disappeared into the remote forest regions of Sichuan, then spent five months wandering along the Yangtze River from its source down to the coast. Gao's 15,000 kilometer sojourn forms the geographic parameters of the fictional journey in SOUL MOUNTAIN.
While on a train at the start of his trip, the writer protagonist meets another traveler who says he is going to Lingshan, "soul mountain," which can be found by the remote source of the You River. The writer has never heard of such a place, and he resolves to go there, but his fellow traveler can give him none but the vaguest directions. Thus begins a metaphoric odyssey into the hinterlands of China and the outlying Qiang, Miao and Yi districts that dangle on the fringes of Han Chinese civilization.
The writer is in search of the traditions that are hidden in rural China, and as he travels he encounters a parade of unforgettable characters who embody both vestiges of the past-Daoist masters, Buddhist monks, ancient calligraphers-and the modern culture that has surfaced since the revolution: small town communist cadres, budding entrepreneurs, independent young girls grappling with parochial repression. The two worlds exist uneasily as one, with stories and customs from centuries past colliding with a world of televisions, automobiles, and technology. All is permeated by the dark legacy of the Cultural Revolution, the encroachment of ecological damage, and the harsh monetary realities of everyday life in contemporary China.
SOUL MOUNTAIN is a dazzling work of the imagination, where classic fables merge with tales of modern cruelty and ancient philosophy does battle with existentialism. But Gao goes deeper still as he explores notions of the devastation of the self at the hands of social expectations. He continually shifts his narrative voice as the "I" of the writer becomes the "you" of an imagined companion, then the "she" of a woman companion. Yet all reflects back on the protagonist, who craves these two seemingly contradictory ends-the solitude necessary for nurturing the self and the anxiety-provoking warmth of human society.
Gao began this novel in the mid-eighties, then carried the manuscript with him when he fled China in 1987. Now living in Paris, he completed the book there in 1989. His writings continue to be banned in his native country. As Gao's work at last gains the public's attention here in the West, SOUL MOUNTAIN provides a dazzling introduction to the achievement of one of contemporary literature's acknowledged masters.

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  我啊-喂-哎-喊叫着,我没有问过领我一路上山来的人的姓名,只能歇斯底里这样叫喊,像一头野兽,这声音听起来也令我自己毛骨惊然。我本以为山林里都有回声,那回声再凄凉再孤寂都莫过于这一无响应更令人恐怖,回声在这里也被浓雾和湿度饱和了的空气吸收了,我于是醒悟到连我的声音也未必传送得出去,完全陷入绝望之中。

  灰色的天空中有一棵独特的树影,斜长着,主干上分为两枝,一样粗细,又都笔直往上长,不再分枝,也没有叶子,光秃秃的,已经死了,像一只指向天空的巨大的鱼叉,就这样怪异。我到了跟前,竟然是森林的边缘。那么,边缘的下方,该是那幽冥的峡谷,此刻也都在茫茫的云雾之中,那更是通往死亡的路。可我不能再离开这棵树,我唯一可以辨认的标志,我在记忆中努力搜索一路来见到过的景象,得先找到像它这样可以认定的画面,而不是一连贯流动的印象。我似乎记起了一些,想排列一下,建立个顺序,作为退回去的标志。可记忆就这般无能,如同洗过的扑克牌,越理越失去了头绪,又疲惫不堪,只好在湿淋淋的苔前上就地坐下。

  我同我的向导就这样失去了联系,迷失在三千公尺以上航空测绘的座标十二M一带的原始森林里。我身上一没有这航测地图。二没有指南针,口袋里只摸到了已经下山了的老植物学家前几天抓给我的一把糖果。他当时传授给我他的经验,进山时最好随身带一包糖果,以备万一迷路时应急。手指在裤袋里数了数,一共七颗,我只能坐等我的向导来找我。

  这些天来,我听到的所有迷路困死在山里的事例都化成了一阵阵恐怖,将我包围其中。此刻,我像一只掉进这恐怖的罗网里又被这巨大的鱼叉叉住的一条鱼,在鱼叉上挣扎无济于改变我的命运,除非出现奇迹,我这一生中不又总也在等待这样或那样的奇迹?

十一

  她说,她后来说。她真想去死,那是很容易的。她站在高高的河堤上,只要眼睛一闭,纵身跳下去!如果只跳到岸边的石级上,她木寒而栗,不敢想象脑袋进裂脑浆四溅那惨死的景象。这太丑恶了。要死也应该死得很美,让人同情,让人都惋惜,都为她哭。她说,她应该顺河岸向上游走去,找到个河滩,从堤岸下到河滩上去。当然,不能让任何人看见,也不会有人知道,她将在夜里走进黑黝黝的河水中去,连鞋子也不脱,她不要留下痕迹,就穿着鞋向水中走去,一步步涉水,到齐腰深处,还不等水没到胸口呼吸难受的时候,河水湍急,一下子就把她卷进急流中去,卷入河心,再也飘浮不出水面,身不由己,就是挣扎,那本能求生的欲望也无济于事。最多只手脚挣扎两下,那也很快,没有痛苦,还来不及痛苦人就完了。她不会喊叫。完全绝望,而且即使喊叫也即刻呛水,人同样听不见,更无法去救。她这多徐的生命就这样无影无踪从这个世界上消失。既然无法摆脱这种痛苦,只好以死来解脱,一了百了,干干净净,死得也清白,只要是真能死得这样清清白白就好。死了之后,尸体如果搁浅在下游某个沙洲上,被水泡涨,太阳晒过,开始腐烂,让一群苍蝇去叶,她又不由得一阵子恶心。没有比死更恶心的了。她怎么都摆脱不了,摆脱不了,摆脱不了这种恶心。

  她说没有人能认出她来,没有人知道她的姓名,连她住旅店登记时填写的名字都是假的。她说她家里没有任何人能找得到她,谁也想象不到她会跑到这么个山乡小镇上来,她倒是想象得出她父母是什么样子。继母朝她工作的医院里打电话准瓮声瓮气,像感冒了一样,甚至带点哭腔,而且准是在她父亲一再央求之下。她知道她就是死了,她继母也木会真哭,这家里她只是个累赘,继母有她自己亲生儿子,都老大不小的小伙子。她要回家过夜,弟弟只好搭个钢丝床在过道里睡。他们就等她那间房子,巴不得她早早出嫁。她也不愿意待在医院里,那几间给值夜班的护士休息的宿舍里,总有股消毒水的气味。一天到晚,白的床单,白的大褂,白的蚊帐,白的口罩,只有眉毛底下的眼睛才是自己的。酒精,钳子,镊子,剪子和手术刀的碰撞声,一遍又一遍洗手,整个手臂都浸在消毒液中,直到皮肤浸得发白,先失去光泽,再失去血色。在手术室工作的人长年下来,手上的皮肤如同白蜡,有一天她也会只剩下一双失去血色的手,搁在河滩上,爬满苍蝇,她又感到恶心了。她讨厌她的工作,她的家,也包括她的父亲,窝窝囊囊,只要继母嗓门一高,就没主意。你少讲两句好不好?他即使抗议也不敢声张。那你说,你把钱掉哪儿了?人没老就先胡涂了,还怎么让你身上放钱?一句能招来十句,继母的嗓门还总那样高。他就一声不吭。他碰过她的腿。在饭桌子底下,摸摸索索,继母和弟弟不在家,就他们两人,他喝多了。她原谅了他。可她又不能原谅他,那么没出息,她恨他那么软弱。她没有一个令人羡慕的父亲,一个有男子气概可以依靠的父亲,让她能引为自豪。她早就想离开这个家,一直盼望有个她自己的小家庭。可这也那么恶心,她从他裤子口袋里翻出了避孕套。她为他定期吃药,从来没让他操过心。她不能说她一见钟情就爱上他。可他是她遇到的第一个敢于向她求爱的男人。他吻了她。她开始想他。他们又遇见了,便约会。他要她,她也给了他,期待着,陶醉了。迷迷糊糊,心直跳,又害怕,还又心甘情愿。这一切都自然而然,幸福的,美好的,羞涩的,也是无邪的。她说,因为她知道,她先要爱他,也被他爱。然后会做他的妻子。将来也会做母亲,一个小母亲,可是她吐了。她说她不是怀孕,是他刚同她作爱之后,她从他脱下的裤子屁股上的口袋里摸到了那东西,他不让她翻,她还是翻出来了,她便吐了。她那天下了班,没有回到宿舍,也没吃一口东西,赶到他那里。他都没让她喘过气来,刚进门,就吻着她,就同她作爱。他说过要享受青春,享受爱,尽情的,她就在他怀里,也都答应。先不要孩子,无忧无虑,好好玩几年,攒点钱也为的游山玩水,先不置家,只要有这么间房子,他也已经有了,她只要有他,他们就疯狂,无止尽,永远永远…还来不及品味,就只剩下恶心。她止不住恶心,苦胆水翻出来了,后来就哭了,歇斯底里,她诅咒男人!可她爱他,爱过他,都已经过去了。她爱他背心上那股汗味,那怕洗净了她也闻得出来。他竟然这样不值得人爱,可以对任何女人随时都做那样的事,男人就这么肮脏!她刚刚开始的生活就也被弄得这样肮脏。像那小旅店里的床单,谁都来睡。也不换洗,散发着男人的汗臭,她不该到这种地方来!

  那么,到哪里去?你问。

  她说她不知道,她不明白自己怎么一个人跑到这地方来。她又说她就找这么个谁也不可能认识她的地方,就她自己一个人,沿着河岸,往上游去,什么也不想,一直走下去,到筋疲力竭,倒毙在路上…

  你说她是个任性的孩子。

  不!她说没有人理解她。你也一样。

  你问她能同你过河吗?去河对岸,那边有一座灵山,可以见到种种神奇,可以忘掉痛苦,可以得到解脱,你努力引诱她。

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