Roberto Bolaño - The Third Reich

“My apartment? Shit! And did she go in?”

“Obviously. She had her key but she didn’t want to go alone. Between the two of us we cleaned it up. The floor needed sweeping. And she took some things of hers, a sweater, some records… I don’t think she’ll be happy to hear that you’ve borrowed money in order to stay longer. She’s a good girl, but there’s a limit to her patience.”

“What else did she do there?”

“Nothing. I told you: she swept, threw out the spoiled things in the refrigerator…”

“She didn’t go through my files?”

“Of course not.”

“What about you? What did you do?”

“For God’s sake, Udo, the same things.”

“All right… Thanks… So you see each other often?”

“Every day. I think it’s because she doesn’t have anyone to talk to about you. She wanted to call your parents, but I convinced her not to. I don’t think it’s a good idea to worry them.”

“My parents wouldn’t worry. They know the town… and the hotel.”

“I don’t know. I hardly know your parents, I don’t know how they’d react.”

“You hardly know Ingeborg either.”

“True. You’re our connection. Though it seems to me that we’ve gotten to be friends, in a way. These last few days I’ve gotten to know her better and I really like her. She’s not just beautiful, she’s smart and practical too.”

“I know. The same thing always happens. She’s…”

“What, she’s seduced me?”

“No, ‘seduced’ isn’t the right word; she’s like ice. She has a calming effect on you. On you and everybody else. Being with her is like being alone, focused exclusively on your own pursuits, in a state of total relaxation.”

“Don’t talk like that. Ingeborg loves you. Tomorrow I promise I’ll send you the money. Are you coming back?”

“Not yet.”

“I don’t understand what’s keeping you there. Is there something you haven’t told me? I’m your best friend…”

“I want to stay a few days longer, that’s all. There’s no mystery. I want to think, write, enjoy the place, now that there’s hardly anybody here.”

“That’s it? Nothing to do with Ingeborg?”

“Don’t be silly, of course not.”

“I’m happy to hear it. How is your match going?”

“Summer of ’42. I’m winning.”

“I figured as much. Do you remember that match against Mathias Müller? The one we played a year ago at the Chess Club?”

“Which match?”

“A Third Reich . Franz, you, and me against the group from Forced Marches .”

“Yes, and what happened?”

“Don’t you remember? We won and Mathias was so angry— he’s a bad loser, you know—that he swung a chair at little Bernd Rahn and broke it.”

“The chair?”

“That’s right. The members of the Chess Club kicked him out and he hasn’t shown his face there since. Remember how we laughed that night?”

“Sure, of course, my memory is still good. It’s just that some things don’t seem so funny to me anymore. But I remember everything.”

“Of course.”

“Ask me a question, anything, and you’ll see…”

“I believe you, I do…”

“Ask me. Ask if I remember which parachute divisions were at Anzio.”

“I’m sure you do…”

“Ask me…”

“All right, which…”

“The First Division: First, Third, and Fourth Regiments; the Second Division: Second, Fifth, and Sixth Regiments; and the Fourth Division: Tenth, Eleventh, and Twelfth Regiments.”

“Very good…”

“Now ask me about the SS Panzer Divisions in Fortress Europa .”

“All right, what are they?”

“The First Leibstandarte Adolf Hitler, the Second Das Reich, the Ninth Hohenstaufen, the Tenth Frundsberg, and the Twelfth Hitlerjugend.”

“Perfect. Your memory is in perfect working order.”

“What about yours? Do you remember who led the 352nd, Heimito Gerhardt’s Infantry Division?”

“All right, that’s enough.”

“Tell me, do you remember or not?”

“No…”

“It’s very simple, you can check it tonight in Omaha Beachhead or in any book of military history. General Dietrich Kraiss was the division commander and Colonel Meyer was the head of Heimito’s regiment, the 915th.”

“All right, I’ll look it up. Is that all?”

“I’ve been thinking about Heimito. He really knows everything. He can recite from memory the complete setup for The Longest Day , down to battalion level.”

“Of course, since that’s when he was taken prisoner.”

“Don’t mock him, Heimito is one of a kind. I wonder how he’s doing now?”

“Fine, why wouldn’t he be?”

“Because he’s old and everything changes; because people abandon you, Conrad. I’m surprised you don’t know that.”

“He’s a tough, happy old man. And he isn’t alone. He went to Spain in July with his wife on vacation. He sent me a postcard from Seville.”

“Yes, I got one too. The truth is I couldn’t read his handwriting. I should have asked to take my vacation in July.”

“So you could travel with Heimito?”

“Maybe.”

“We can still do it in December. For the Paris convention. I got the program a little while ago, it’ll be quite the affair.”

“It’s not the same. I wasn’t talking about that.”

“We’ll be able to present our paper. You’ll get to meet Rex Douglas in person . We’ll play World in Flames with real natives. Try to muster a little enthusiasm. It will be fantastic…”

“What do you mean, ‘ World in Flames with real natives’?”

“A team of Germans will play Germany, a team of Brits will play Great Britain, a team of Frenchmen will play France, each group under its own flag.”

“I had no idea. Who will play the Soviet Union?”

“That’s a good question. The French, I think, though you never know, there might be some surprises.”

“And Japan? Will the Japanese come?”

“I don’t know, maybe. If Rex Douglas comes, why not the Japanese… Though maybe we’ll have to play Japan ourselves, or the Belgian delegation can. I’m sure the French organizers have it all worked out.”

“The Belgians will be ridiculous as the Japanese.”

“Let’s not get ahead of ourselves.”

“This all sounds ridiculous. I can’t believe it’s true. So the main event of the convention will be World in Flames ? Whose idea was that?”

“Not exactly the main event. It’s just in the program and people are excited about it.”

“I thought Third Reich would be given a place of honor.”

“And it will, Udo, during the presentation of papers.”

“Right, while I’m droning on about multiple strategies everyone will be watching World in Flames .”

“Not true. Our talk is on the 21st in the afternoon and the match takes place after the lectures each day, from the 20th to the 23rd. And the game was chosen because several teams could play, not for any other reason.”

“Now I don’t feel like going… Of course the French want to play the Soviet Union because they know we’ll wipe them out on the first afternoon… Why don’t they play Japan?… Out of loyalty to the old alliances, of course… They’ll probably monopolize Rex Douglas the minute he lands…”

“You shouldn’t speculate like this, it’s pointless.”

“And the Cologne gang will be there, of course…”

“That’s right.”

“All right. Enough. Say hello to Ingeborg.”

“Come back soon.”

“I will.”

“Don’t be depressed.”

“I’m not depressed. I’m fine here. Happy.”