A. Homes - May We Be Forgiven

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Harry is a Richard Nixon scholar who leads a quiet, regular life; his brother George is a high-flying TV producer, with a murderous temper. They have been uneasy rivals since childhood. Then one day George's loses control so extravagantly that he precipitates Harry into an entirely new life. In
, Homes gives us a darkly comic look at 21st-century domestic life — at individual lives spiraling out of control, bound together by family and history. The cast of characters experience adultery, accidents, divorce, and death. But it is also a savage and dizzyingly inventive satire on contemporary America, whose dark heart Homes penetrates like no other writer — the strange jargons of its language, its passive aggressive institutions, its inhabitants' desperate craving for intimacy and their pushing it away with litigation, technology, paranoia. At the novel's heart are the spaces in between, where the modern family comes together to re-form itself.
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Look at me — even though no one’s come out and said it, you know it as well as I do, I’m as much a murderer as my brother, no more, no less.

I say it to myself — and I am undone.

A young cop shows up, “You okay?”

I nod.

“We got a call about a crying man?”

“Is that illegal?”

“No, but you don’t see much of that around here, especially this time of year. Home from work?”

“Laid off, and the exterminator is in the house today, and they asked me to leave. Park seemed like the place to go.”

“Most people go shopping,” the cop says.

“Really?”

“Yeah, when people don’t know what to do with themselves, they go to the mall, walk up and down, and spend money.”

“I never thought of it,” I say. “I’m not much of a shopper.”

“It’s what they do.”

“Even with a dog?”

“Yep, you’ve got your outdoor malls and your indoor.”

The cop stands there.

“I don’t mean to be rude, but this is a public park and I’m minding my own business.”

“No camping,” the cop says. “No loitering.”

“How can you tell if someone is loitering versus just enjoying the park? The sign says it’s open from seven a.m. to dusk. I walked here with the dog so we could enjoy being outside. Apparently that’s not okay, apparently in this town going into the park is considered weird. And you know what, you’re right — it must be, because there’s no one here; the whole park is empty except for you and me, so I apologize.”

With both the cat and the dog in the car, I go off to teach. I drive to school, park in a shady spot — leave each animal a bowl of water on the floor, crack the windows, the air temperature is in the low fifties. I leave them knowing they’re no better or worse off than parked outside the house.

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“Today we are scheduled to discuss the Bay of Pigs. …”

Several students raise their hands and announce that they feel uncomfortable with the subject matter.

“Why?”

“I’m vegetarian,” one student says.

“It’s unpatriotic,” a foreign student suggests.

“While I appreciate your concerns, I’ll carry on as planned. And, indeed, the action was patriotic, if flawed — inspired by love of our country from within the government. The Bay of Pigs is not a restaurant or a food group but refers to an unsuccessful attempt in 1961 by CIA-trained operatives to overthrow the government of Fidel Castro. The plan was Nixon’s idea and developed with Eisenhower’s support but wasn’t launched until after Kennedy took office. In retrospect, the idea of a new administration assuming the responsibility for the execution of a covert action planned by another ‘team’ seems problematic. Nixon’s responsibility for the training of the Cuban exiles by the CIA was significant and is discussed in Nixon’s book Six Crises. And yet it is safe to assume that many activities of our government are passed from administration to administration — one sees this retrospectively in the history of the Vietnam War and, more recently, in Iraq. The 1961 failure of Kennedy to overthrow Castro, and the mess made of the carefully laid and then abruptly changed plans, aggravated Nixon and his ‘colleagues’ to no end. It’s interesting to note that several of the CIA players in this event make a return appearance with Watergate.”

The students look at me empty-eyed. “Is any of this familiar?” I ask.

“Nope,” the vegetarian says.

I let the rope out a little bit. I allow the conversation to wander. I talk about history’s knack for repeating itself, the importance of knowing who you are, where you come from. We talk about history as a narrative, a true story writ both large and small. We talk about how one learns, researches — what it means to investigate, to explore. We talk about the value of historical documents and how that’s changing in the age of the Internet and the hard drive. I ask what materials they hold on to.

“Texts,” they say. “Like, when I’m dating someone — or have a fight with someone — I save the texts.”

“We don’t print out,” another says. “It’s not environmental.”

I ask what their first memories were, when they knew there was a larger world, and who they think the most powerful person in the country is. It’s usually either a sports figure or a movie star — not the President.

I remind them they are supposed to be working on a paper in which they have been asked to define and describe their own political views and compare and contrast their positions to the views held by leading political figures.

“That’s hard,” one of the students says.

“For some,” I say, bringing the class to an abrupt close.

I go back to the car — the dog and cat are fine, though the stink is enormous. The cat, in a fit of anxiety, has shredded the passenger seat and used it as a bathroom. I drive home breathing only through my mouth.

Back at the house, there’s a note on the floor. “Big surprise coming for you.” The house still stinks of bug killer. I get cleaning supplies and go back to the car. I take the cat out of the car and put her back into the house — hoping she’s not asthmatic — and clean the shit and shredded interior as best I can.

From the basement I drag an old webbed lounge chair and set it up in the backyard. I find an old arctic sleeping bag and make myself a bed of sorts and fall asleep, waking only when Tessie barks. Coming around the corner of the house, I spot a white van parked at the curb.

The passenger door opens, and an Asian man gets out carrying a small white square of paper — a note!

“Can I help you?” I ask.

“I very annoyed with the man who live here, you know him?”

“Which man?”

“His name is Silver.”

“I’m Silver.”

“Where have you been? I leave you one hundred notes like long-

lost

lover.”

“What is this in reference to?”

“I have big delivery for you. For weeks I drive around with your stuff. I should charge you extra.”

“What stuff?”

“Your life boxes are in my truck. Where you want it?”

“My life boxes?”

“The shit from your apartment,” the other guy says, opening the back of the truck.

The man and his partner carry box after box up to the house. They build a wall of boxes across the back of the living room, and then, as they bring more, it becomes an installation of sorts, a cave. What’s amazing is that each box is exactly the same — they are all unmarked white cardboard, fourteen by fourteen by fourteen. Whatever I might have owned that didn’t fit isn’t coming back. I accept delivery and give them each twenty bucks as a tip.

“After so much, that all we get?”

“I lost my job,” I say. “I have no life.”

I cannot begin to unpack. It is all that I can do to simply go on. I go back into the yard. After dark, I go back into the house, make myself a sandwich, get a blanket and pillow, and head out again. Tessie doesn’t want to go — she curls up on her bed and refuses to budge.

Alone, I sleep in the lounge chair out back. I’ve never slept outside at night before. It’s something I always wanted to do, but honestly I was scared. At this point I think, what’s the problem? I have nothing to fear — in fact, I have become the guy they’re scared of.

In the early morning, as I’m walking Tessie, still wearing the same clothes as the day before, now dirty and damp with dew, the cop from the day before spots me. He pulls his squad car over and asks what I’m doing.

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