Martin Amis - The Zone of Interest

He left her six months later.

I thought he must’ve stopped wanting to go to bed with me , she said, in the gazebo on the border of the Zone, but it didn’t seem that way. He kept coming back — you know, just for the night. Or have me go to him. He said, You know what the real trouble is? You’re not nearly Left enough. And I wasn’t. I didn’t believe in it. I didn’t like the Utopia. And it drove him wild when I kept falling asleep at the Group.

Paul Doll, too, was of the Group. I didn’t find this surprising. At that time there were thousands of men who went back and forth from fascism to Communism without even glancing at liberalism. She went on,

Then Dieter got very badly beaten up by a gang of Browns. And it made him even more steely. He said it was ‘inconceivable’ that someone like him could be with a woman who wasn’t really of the faith. So he went for good… I was pathetic . I had a complete breakdown. I even tried to kill myself. Wrists. And she showed me the white seams, cross-hatching the blue veins. It was Paul who found me and took me to hospital. Paul was being very kind to me around then…

I asked, wonderingly, about her parents.

D’you know what I mean by ‘an autumn crocus’? Well that’s what I was. I’ve got two brothers and two sisters a generation older than me. My mum and dad are lovely, but they’d stopped being parents. What they cared about was Esperanto and theosophy. They cared about Ludwig Zamenhof and Rudolf Steiner.

Paul was nursing me and giving me my medicine. My sedatives. I mustn’t make excuses for myself but it was all like a dreadful dream. The next thing I knew I was pregnant. And the next thing I knew I was married…

In March 1933, of course, after the Reichstag Fire (February 27), four thousand Leftist notables were arrested, tortured, and imprisoned, and Dieter Kruger was one of them.

Dieter Kruger went to Dachau; and among his jailers, early on, was Corporal Doll.

I put aside my ambivalence and after a false start or two established contact (by teletype and then by telephone) with an old friend of my father’s in Berlin, Konrad Peters of the SD — the Sicherheitsdienst Reichsfuhrer-SS, or Party Intelligence. Peters was formerly a professor of modern history at Humboldt; now he helped monitor the foes of National Socialism (sardonically specialising in the Freemasons).

‘And speak freely, Thomsen,’ he said. ‘This line’s a virgin.’

‘It’s very good of you to take the trouble, sir.’

‘Happy to help. I miss Max and Anna.’

We shared a brief silence. I said,

‘Arrested in Munich on March first. To Dachau on March twenty-third.’

‘Oh. In the first batch. Under Wackerle. That must’ve been enjoyable.’

‘Wackerle, sir? Not Eicke?’

‘No. At that point Eicke was still in the lunatic asylum in Wurzburg. Then Himmler sprung him and had him declared sane. It was actually worse under Wackerle.’

Konrad Peters, although far more exalted, was like me. We were obstruktive Mitlaufer. We went along. We went along, we went along with , doing all we could to drag our feet and scuff the carpets and scratch the parquet, but we went along. There were hundreds of thousands like us, maybe millions like us.

I said, ‘Transferred to Brandenburg Penitentiary in September. That’s all I have.’

‘Give me a day or two. He’s not family, is he?’

‘No, sir.’

‘That’s a relief. Just a friend then.’

‘No, sir.’

By early November the change in the ergonomics of the Buna-Werke had become palpable: a marked relaxation of tempo (particularly evident in the Yard), and a significant burst of progress. Accordingly I made an appointment with the head of the Politische Abteilung, Fritz Mobius.

‘He’ll be about half an hour,’ said Jurgen Horder (thirtyish, of medium build, with slicked grey hair worn almost romantically long). ‘Are you going to the thing on Monday? I haven’t been invited.’

‘Officers,’ I said, ‘and their wives. Mandatory. Your boss’ll represent you.’

‘Lucky him. It’ll be colder than a witch’s tit.’

We were on the ground floor of Bunker 13, one of the Stammlager’s many three-storey slabs of dull grey brick; its few windows were all boarded up, so there was a blind quality, and a sealed quality (as well as the devious acoustics you found everywhere in the Kat Zet). For the first ten minutes I could hear, from the cellars, a succession of slowly building, slowly bursting screams of pain. Then there was a long silence, followed by the sound of boots on dusty or even gravelly stone steps. Michael Off entered, wiping his hands with a tea towel (in his cream singlet he looked like the young man at the travelling funfair who synchronised the dodgems). Nodding, he stared at me while apparently counting his teeth with his tongue, first the lower, then the upper. He took a packet of Davidoffs from the shelf and went back down again, and the slowly building, slowly bursting screams resumed.

‘Good day. Please sit. How can I help you?’

‘I hope you can help me, Herr Mobius. This is somewhat embarrassing.’

Mobius was originally a penpusher at the HQ of the Secret State Police, the Gestapa — not to be confused with the Gestapo (the actual Secret State Police), or the Sipo (the Security Police), or the Cripo (the Criminal Police), or the Orpo (the Order Police), or the Schupo (the Protection Police), or the Teno (the Auxiliary Police), or the Geheime Feldpolizei (the Secret Field Police), or the Gemeindepolizei (the Municipal Police), or the Abwehrpolizei (the Counter-Espionage Police), or the Bereitschaftpolizei (the Party Police), or the Kasernierte Polizei (the Barracks Police), or the Grenzpolizei (the Border Police), or the Ortspolizei (the Local Police), or the Gendarmerie (the Rural Police). Mobius had prospered in his wing of the policing business because he turned out to have a talent for cruelty, a talent that was widely discussed, even here.

‘All going forward at the Buna-Werke? You’re winning? We do need that buna.’

‘Yes. Funny, isn’t it? Rubber — it’s like ball bearings. You can’t make war without it.’

‘So, Herr Thomsen. What seems to be the difficulty?’

Almost completely bald, with a few shreds of straight black hair daubed round his ears and extending to the nape of his neck, dark-eyed, strong-nosed, even-mouthed, he looked like a warmly intelligent academic. Meanwhile, Mobius’s most controversial novelty was his use, during interrogations, of an experienced surgeon — Professor Entress of the Hygienic Institute.

‘This is awkward, Untersturmfuhrer. And slightly distasteful.’

‘It’s not always fun to do one’s duty, Obersturmfuhrer.’

The last word was stressed with some fastidiousness (because it was voguish, in the secret police, to despise rank and other outward forms of power. Secrecy, hiddenness, was power, they knew). I said,

‘Please regard all this as tentative. But I don’t see any way round it.’

Mobius twitched a shoulder and said, ‘Proceed.’

‘At Buna progress is steady, and we’ll get the thing done, and not significantly behind schedule. As long as we go on using the established methods.’ I exhaled through my nose. ‘Frithuric Burckl.’

Mobius said, ‘The moneyman.’

‘If he’d confined himself to a stray remark I’d have let it go. But he harps on it. He appears to have some very peculiar notions about our uh, about our Red Sea pedestrians… Sometimes I wonder if he has the slightest grasp of the ideals of National Socialism. Of the delicate equipoise of our inseparable twin aims.’