Ismail Kadare - The Concert

“But what do you say about what’s happened now?” Ekrem asked the former factory owner, trying to stem the flow, “Will Mao’s death change anything?’’

The other man shrugged,

“Difficult to say,” he answered. “It all depends on the struggle between the two factions that all the radio stations are talking about, Well have to see which side wins,’

“I wasn’t talking about China,’ said Ekrem, “I wonder what’s going to happen here,’

“Precisely …” Alarupi began.

“There’s no telling,” Hava Preza interrupted. “Some people say Mao did all he could to prevent relations between China and Albania deteriorating. Some say he did his best to undermine them,”

“What? Ill never believe such a thing!” protested Ekrem,

“Time will tell”

While they were exchanging theories about this, they heard the sound of a car drawing up outside.

“It’s the man upstairs,’ said Emilie, pointing to the ceiling.

“They’re worried. He looks very down to me,” said Hava Preza, who’d been peering out of the window.

“Let’s hope nothing awful’s going to happen.”

Then they heard footsteps going down the staks, and the sound of the car driving off.

Mark and his fiancée listened lethargically to the rest of them as they went on with their discussion. The girl’s grey eyes grew darker.

““Il fait froid,” she whispered to Mark, looking him straight in the eye.

He was anxious to go into the other room, too. From there these debates and reminiscences sounded like an echo from another world, forming a mere background to their amorous exchanges.

“In a moment,’ he whispered. “Wait just a bit longer.”

Emilie served coffee, and they all sipped solemnly, still talking about Mao’s death. Every so often their eyes would turn to where the portrait of old Nerihan looked down at them from the wall

“Il fait froid,” murmured the girl again”.

Then without a word she and Mark both stood up, not looking at anything in particular. When they were in the other room she was silent for a while, then flung herself into his arms, shivering not from cold but from a feeling of emptiness and some other, indefinable sensation.

“God, is it always going to be like this?” she sighed.

It was not a sigh of despair, or of joy; nor did it signify any expectation either of better or worse. It was more like a question containing something of all those feelings. Would she always have to make love like this, amid whisperings about some foreign country (this was usually the subject of the conversations they could hear through the wall), and echoes of another woman saying "Il fait froid” during another winter?

“Perhaps,” he answered faintly. Neither of them could decide whether they liked things as they were, or if they dreamed of a better world together.

Silva was late getting to the office, and when she did arrive she asked if she could leave early to go with Gjergj to the airport.

“Is he going away again?’ asked her boss. “Where to?”

“Where do you think?” said Silva, “China,”

“I presume it’s got to do with Mao’s death?”

“I suppose so.”

Linda was following all this with bated breath.

“You spend your life at the airport,” she said to Silva when the boss had gone out of the room.

“Do you know who I saw there the last time? I forgot to tell yoe at the time, I saw Victor Hila’s chinaman, with his foot in plaster!”

“Really?”

Linda felt herself blushing, and didn't know how to hide it. As for Silva, she was troubled too, at the thought that her friend might ask her what she’d been doing at the airport.

Bet at that point the boss came back and their conversation was interrupted.

At eleven o’clock Silva said goodbye to both her colleagues and left the office. When she got home, Gjergj wasn’t yet back from the foreign ministry, and after wandering around for a bit she sat down on the settee in the sitting room, her hands clasped in her lap. Then she remembered how her mother used to say it brought bad luck to sit with your hands like that, and she hastily unclasped them. She wished Gjergj weren’t going on this trip. For two, perhaps three weeks the apartment would seem silent and empty without him, and the life she and Brikena led there alone would seem very dreary. Then she told herself she was being unfair: the separation would be much worse for him than for them.

There was a ring at the bell, and she hurried to open the door. It was Gjergj.

“How did it go?” she asked.

He gave her a look that seemed to say, “What a question!” She noticed he was carrying his briefcase, and realised that her secret hope that the trip might be cancelled at the last minute had been in vain.

“Let’s go,” he said. “I’m a bit late.”

They hardly spoke on the way to the airport, Silva gazed at the wet road and the heaps of rotting leaves on either side. What awful weather to die in, she thought.

The airport was full of Chinese with their eyes full of tears. She saw Skënder Bermema’s wife waving at her from a little way off.

“What are you doing here?” Silva asked, going over.

“I’m waiting for Skënder. He’s coming home today. What about you?”

“Just the opposite,” said Silva, looking to see if her husband had got through the customs yet. “Gjergj is leaving.”

“Really? He’ll probably fly out on the plane Skënder flies in on.’’

“Perhaps. Frankly, I’m not very keen on this trip!”

Skënder’s wife didn’t know what to say to that. They looked at one another for a moment, their smiles fading, though their sympathy did not.

Gjergj reappeared, and they all chatted quite cheerfully for a bit about the coincidence, but Silva couldn’t quite conceal her uneasiness.

“You shouldn’t harbour such thoughts,” Gjergj teased. “I know it’s because the trip’s connected with a death, but the coffin isn’t going to be on our plane, you know!”

“Thank goodness for that at least!” Silva exclaimed.

“The plane’s late,” said Skënder Bermema’s wife, looking at her watch. “It ought to have landed some time ago.”

She was looking less animated now, as if she’d suddenly realized that while the other two were joking about anxiety, it was she who now had the right to be feeling worried.

“It’s a beastly night,” said Gjergj. “No wonder the plane’s late. Why don’t we have a coffee or something?”

They found a table and ordered coffee, A female voice announced that the plane had been delayed by bad weather, but would be arriving in ten minutes. The whole place began to stir. Some people got up from their tables and went over to the window to watch the plane land.

In due course the plane emerged heavily from the clouds. The interval between the time when the wheels touched down on the landing strip and the moment the aircraft came to a halt outside the terminal seemed endless. The passengers started coming down the gangway. Most of them were Chinese, and as they came nearer you could see their eyes were red with weeping. They must have heard about Mao’s death during the flight.

“Look, there he is!” cried Skënder’s wife, waving, though he was still a long way off.

“Yes!” said Silva. “He’s with the other chap …”

Skënder Bermema kissed his wife several times. The tenderest kisses are those of husbands returning from China, thought Silva, Through the noisy crowd that had come to greet the travellers, she saw that C–V— had a bruise on his cheek. It seemed to puzzle his friends, who were evidently asking him how he came by it. She was tempted to ask the same question. But a second or two later she had forgotten all about it.