Martin Fieber
He Who Returned
A Novel about Jesus Christ and the Santinians
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Introduction
Prologue
Nazareth
The Blue-Eyed One
A Celebration and its Consequences
A Representative of the Great and Holy Lineage
The Chosen Rabbi of the Chosen People
False Prophets, Demons and a King
News
Fears and a Shock
Over Mount Tabor
Arrival and Departure
Of Surveillance Systems and Anti-gravity Forces
Ephesos
Memories and Heartache
Battling with the Past
Great Spirit
Joy and Illness
The Scribe’s New Friends
Closed Hearts and Open Doors
Mother, a Whore and an Artist
Magical Words and Books of Magic
World Journey
The Stranger at the Beach
Initiations
Excitements
A Speech and its Consequences
City of Sin
Love, Light and its Darknesses
Worries and Instructions
About Viruses and the Cradle of Humanity
The Return of the Lost Son
Shocking Numbers
Forgiveness and Lack of Faith
Thoughts in the Night
I am the Cause, the Universe is the Effect
Clarified Relationships
Good Luck, Ephesus!
Fire
The most Beautiful Name
Secacah (Qumran)
Sorrow, Tears and a Dream
Under the Olive Tree
Energetic Protection Shield
A Destiny Unfolds
Through Darkness into the Light
The Older Brother
Summerland
Epilogue
Tai Shiin’s Remarks
For Margarethe,
“Jesus didn’t even really ever live“, an acquaintance recently said to me. I was baffled.
“Where do you get that idea?”, I asked him.
“He was just a good marketing instrument of the Church“, was his immediate reply.
This reply shocked me. Yes, many people doubt whether Jesus ever lived, and just as many have no idea what to do with the person of Jesus. Even I felt the same way until a couple of years ago, although I had always viewed Jesus as a historical personality and had to believe in his teachings. But he was simply too far away for me and my life. He was not tangible, a kind of Superman who could walk on water and turn water into wine. This huge distance between him and my normal life caused me to be afraid, and I felt small and unworthy. I still had so many faults, while Jesus was even able to raise the dead! How could God love me in my miserable condition? For years such thoughts and conflicts of conscience tortured me.
But this suffering also led to a source of motivation. A question arose in me: How strong must the personality of Jesus have been, how authentic must his teachings have been, that nearly 2000 years later around a billion people worldwide prayed to him?
But this too, was again problematic: people prayed to Jesus as a God. And this did not in any way help me to feel closer to Jesus. Just as one of my former, somewhat fanatically inclined neighbors had instructed me: “Martin, Jesus is God. And only if you accept him as your God will you ever have a chance at a window room in heaven.”
But for me Jesus was never God, though he obviously spoke of God and he always gave me the impression that he had a very good connection to God. So good, that he had special, often beyond human powers. But I did not know anything more than that about Jesus.
But how was Jesus as a person? There is hardly anything transmitted about him as a person. Who was Jesus really? How was he as a child? How did he feel? How did he live? And exactly for this reason, because I knew too little about the historical person Jesus, he fascinated me more and more with each year.
And one day, many years later, my wish came true: I wanted to truly understand Jesus. I wanted to understand his times, also the faith which is the foundation of today’s so-called Christianity. I wanted to describe the life of the human being Jesus, I wanted to get to know him better by recording his life from my point of view. I wanted to lose my fear and my pain. But I still was afraid that a miracle would have to occur for that to happen.
It took nine years until, from the idea of the novel and much research finally the printed work was completed. And the miracle happened: Christ the master became my pal, the high-flyer Jesus became my friend, the intangible hero became my friend, and Jesus became a normal human being. His vast soul now shows itself clearly to me.
May this novel bring you closer to the human being Jesus: Jesus, the most glorified and hated, in short the most misunderstood person in the history of humankind. A few connections and incidents may be unknown to you, perhaps even seem impossible or even ridiculous at first. But at the beginning of the twentieth century there also were not any computers, with whose help this book came to be.
May this novel bring you closer to the human being Jesus, in case he has not already won your heart with his naturalness. May this book also let the miracle happen in your heart, that closed doors may be opened in your life. May Jesus Christ also become your pal, friend and brother.
I wish you much joy in immersing yourself in a world which you certainly have not experienced like this before. God bless you and have a good time.
Your
Martin Fieber
In a few chapters of this book words occur which should not be chosen in your normal language use. However the times of old were very direct especially in the culture of the Greeks and people at times used vulgar expressions. I have already adjusted the language considerably, however wanted to maintain a certain authentic character.
The italic paragraphs at the end of the individual chapters express the thoughts that Jesus Christ entrusted to his diary.
Between Khirbet Qumran and Jericho, sometime in the near future
It was hot. Even hell could not be hotter, he thought, shivering despite the heat. And it stormed, as if the world had had enough of humankind’s abuse and wanted to end. The beginning of the apocalypse could not be more abominable, he growled to himself. If he had stayed home, where he belonged, he would withdraw to the coolness of his apartment. But he was not at home, his skin told him, which had to deal with countless tiny stings of the sand which was flying about wildly all over the place. He was somewhere between the excavation site of Khirbet Qumran and Jericho and weakly gazed out onto the Dead Sea. Sweaty and tired his gaze sought out the cool freshness under him.
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