Certain details in this story, including names, places and dates, have been changed to protect the family’s privacy.
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Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Also by Cathy Glass
Acknowledgements
Chapter One: Lost and Frightened
Chapter Two: Meticulous
Chapter Three: George
Chapter Four: Precise
Chapter Five: Absolute Hell
Chapter Six: Prisoners
Chapter Seven: Crisis Averted
Chapter Eight: A Work of Art
Chapter Nine: Danny Drowning
Chapter Ten: Don’t Tell the Social Worker
Chapter Eleven: ‘Carrot Before the Donkey’s Nose’
Chapter Twelve: Forever?
Chapter Thirteen: Cooped Up
Chapter Fourteen: Traumatic
Chapter Fifteen: Danny’s World
Chapter Sixteen: Making Friends
Chapter Seventeen: Terri’s Visit
Chapter Eighteen: Footprints in the Snow
Chapter Nineteen: Love
Chapter Twenty: Important
Chapter Twenty-One: For the Good of the Child
Chapter Twenty-Two: No Cavity Club
Chapter Twenty-Three: History Repeating Itself?
Chapter Twenty-Four: Significant Development
Chapter Twenty-Five: Stay Calm
Chapter Twenty-Six: Saving Danny
Chapter Twenty-Seven: Another Story …
Epilogue
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Chapter One
Lost and Frightened
It was dark outside, and cold, at five o’clock on Tuesday, 1 February. I was expecting a six-year-old boy to arrive with his social worker at any moment. Indeed, I’d been expecting them for the last hour. Danny was coming into foster care and Jill, my support social worker, had given me some details about him over the phone two days previously. As well as being six, I knew he was an only child who had learning difficulties and challenging behaviour, which included meltdowns, tantrums and aggression, and his parents – unable to cope any longer – had approached the social services. Danny was coming into care under a ‘Section 20’, also known as accommodated or voluntary care, where the parents agree to the move and retain full legal parental rights. The hope was that Danny would eventually be able to return home.
I was in the kitchen preparing dinner. My children – Adrian, fifteen, Paula, eleven, and Lucy (soon to be adopted), thirteen – were upstairs in their bedrooms, hopefully doing their homework before they watched television or generally relaxed. As I worked I listened out for the doorbell signalling the arrival of Terri, Danny’s social worker, with little Danny. If all had gone to plan Danny’s mother would have taken some of his clothes and toys to his school at the end of the day, where she would have met with Terri, explained to Danny that he was coming into foster care and said goodbye. It would have been an emotional and upsetting parting for mother and son, but they would be seeing each other regularly. Jill was going to arrive with the placement information forms once Terri and Danny were here. However, when the telephone rang I guessed things weren’t going smoothly. Experience had taught me to expect last-minute changes, even if the move was planned, as Danny’s was.
‘I’ve just heard from Terri, Danny’s social worker,’ Jill said. ‘There’s a problem. Danny became very distressed when they told him he was coming into care, even though Terri handled it sensitively and stressed he’d be seeing his mother regularly. Apparently he kicked his mother and ran off screaming. He’s somewhere in the school grounds. Terri and the staff at the school are looking for him. Hopefully they’ve found him by now. His mother was too upset to stay and went home. Terri has asked if you can go to Danny’s school and collect him. She thinks he’ll feel a bit better once he’s met you.’
‘Yes, of course,’ I said. ‘I’ll leave straight away. It should take me about fifteen minutes.’ I knew from the information Jill had already given me where Danny’s school was.
‘Thank you,’ Jill said. ‘Can you let me know when you’re home with Danny? If it’s too late for me to visit I’ll come tomorrow.’
‘All right. Will do.’
We said a quick goodbye and I hurried out of the kitchen and upstairs to where my children were. Thankfully they were old enough now to be left for short periods. When they were younger and I was called out at short notice, as a single-parent foster carer I had to take them with me, which at times was quite disruptive for them. Now, however, I knocked on each of their bedroom doors, stuck my head round and said, ‘Jill’s just telephoned. I have to collect Danny from school. Can you keep an eye on the dinner, please? I should be back in about an hour.’
They knew Danny was coming to stay and that plans in fostering could change without much notice, so their responses were: ‘Yes,’ ‘OK,’ and ‘See ya later,’ followed by a chorus of ‘Bye, Mum.’
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