Lilly M. Beck - FreiWillig - Episode 9

The adventures of a German sub. Inspired by real life events.
Everyday life and boredom can only happen at home. Here, in this exciting city, people live, love and come. Often and intensely. She has fallen for him and enjoys his undivided attention and he lets her get closer and closer to him. He often wants her in the apartment and always comes up with new lessons for her apprenticeship as a sub. Her stress limit has shifted quite a bit and what initially seemed impossible has now become an integral part of their lovemaking.
It turns Gregor* on that she endures pain for him. She even starts to enjoy it and needs it to feel inner peace and tranquility. She can't wait to go back to him. He is her haven of peace. He is her constant and understands her without words. He teaches her what kind of woman she really is and shows her that she can't live without him. She often thinks that her life before Gregor was boring and so, so bourgeois.
But back then it was good as it was. Now that she has learned so much about herself and life and love, she can never really be happy again without him. So how could she not be HIS? She is sure that this will go on forever and is afraid of where all this may lead to. But then a sudden event changes everything and her world falls apart and Gregor of all people cannot help her because he is the reason for her pain…
This is the ninth part of the 20-part short story about Sub Hanna*, her Dom Gregor and their passionate affair in Berlin.
*Names of people and places in this book have been changed