Lilly M. Beck - FreiWillig - Episode 13

The adventures of a German sub. Inspired by real life events.
For better or for worse. Or maybe not? Such a promise is not made lightly. But what if time just changes everything and you are no longer one? In order to be clear about this, Hanna* literally fled to Berlin – without letting Gregor* know. She needs time for herself to process what she has experienced and see whether there is still a chance at all. Her thoughts revolve around the future and she grapples with the desires of her heart. Hope mixes with grief. But nothing helps if only one person holds on to the relationship. In such a situation, it is all the more important to define your goals. Nobody knows better than Hanna what she expects from her life. That's why she does what any reasonable person would do in such a situation. Lock in, wallow, and drink, drink, drink. She is so incredibly tired from all this trouble and just wants to sleep. The pillars of life – job, partnership, health – are tilting threateningly. Since she has been on her own, she has found it incredibly difficult to take care of all areas, because there are always new, great experiences lurking in each compartment. And once again she realizes how important Gregor is to her, how deep her bond extends and how much she belongs to him. Deep in this thought, she only realizes after the second knock that someone is at the door and opens the door bare. What then follows, she could not have imagined. Once again she is surprised by life. Not so easy to deal with all of this…
This is the thirteenth part of the 20-part novel about Sub Hanna, her Dom Gregor, and her passionate affair in Berlin.
*Names of people and places in this book have been changed