I’m an old man who used to be called the “Indian”. I lived in a village of white people who came to consult me because of my wisdom and time-honored remedies. I loved my life, even though it was that of a lone old wolf. I had chosen to be this different to learn in life. My departure was very gentle, in my sleep during a nap. I got lost for a while before realizing that I was on the other side. I made a lot of dreamcatchers and laid traps for fur animals. I was a gifted fortune-teller. I could predict a lot of things, and I was known around for that power. I learned from my life. From life. I knew that it was gentle and calm when we go with the flow, but that it could be harsh and cruel if we try to go against the tide. Pain can break us, and trials can seem overwhelming. At such times, you should be like a wheat stalk that sways in the wind but doesn’t break. The stalk lets itself be carried along in the dance. Live in the flow; you’ll be less likely to drown.
Your old man is always thinking about you. He's come a long way since riding a camaro. You know, I grew up and realized that my mistakes were a stepping stone to not repeating what I had done too many times in my life. I’m fine and much more fulfilled than I was in my life. The accident was not caused by me. It was a twist of fate. Even though I had often talked about wanting to put an end to it, I think subconsciously I was aware that I would depart with a strong soul. Even the most Cartesian man knows certain things. My rage for life, my pain in emotions that beset me was only a necessary step that helped me to be and to understand. So don't be so hard on yourself. You have the right to make mistakes and see it as a learning experience, not an enemy. I fought so much instead of accepting, but why? I was hurting myself for nothing. That's why life is good. It gives us the chance to improve ourselves and makes every moment of our lives a great opportunity to learn. I died young, but well educated and fully aware of the next life ahead. I love you, my son. Live intensely, un-ashamed of who you are.
So, I should have married you! What was I thinking? I realize that my sudden departure must have been difficult and particularly frustrating for you. I had imagined that we would become little old people with white hair who would complete each other's sentences. Life decided otherwise. I found it hard to see you go through all this, without being able to console or soothe you. You lived through a very emotional time. You cried, you raged, and you were in pain. That was normal, because your whole world fell apart, it disappeared overnight, and I felt responsible for it. You were such a perfect woman for me, with your qualities and flaws, with your exhilarating humor. I was happy to have you by my side until the end. We had our rough patches, but we always knew that the two of us were meant to stay together. We were two opposites that complemented each other perfectly. Take care and don't be afraid to meet new people. Your loneliness sometimes weighs you down. You have a beautiful smile, and it would be a shame if someone else couldn't enjoy it. I love you!
My beautiful darling, our lives had barely crossed when the universe brought me back to itself. I had hoped for that day for years, but it was when I dared to approach you that my life ended. What had to be, came to pass. There was only one premise to our story in that lifetime. Still young when we met, in preparation for this next life that would be granted to us. Love is often a great mystery, and yet what we believe to be sad love stories become the most beautiful. Some people don't believe that they are made for love, and yet they are the ones who experience the best stories. Thank you for coming into my life and for being my most beautiful story. The one that’s still in my heart. You went through great pains when life tore me away from you, but you rebuilt yourself despite the impression of an unfinished love story; you found the man of the rest of your life. Believe in your love which is great, but stop thinking of me. Our paths are destined to meet again. I love you.
I’m a mother who always thought of the well-being of my family before my own well-being. I completely sacrificed myself to give my children the life they wanted, but what about my own life? What did I do with it? Though unhappy, I remained in my marriage where I no longer flourished and in which I had no place to be me. I destroyed myself to be the person others wanted me to be, yet I had a lot to offer. I didn't allow myself to be happy. I didn't give myself the chance to be a person in my own right without being a mom or a wife. I didn’t take my place. We aren’t the role we play. We are more than that. You need to believe in your essence and what you can do for yourself, and for others. Life is such a great treasure because of what it teaches us. I have no regrets, because after all that, I finally understood that my life was about me and that I had to give priority to myself. And then give to others. I had lost my balance. My only way of living my life well without losing it. I love you!
My beautiful friend of the invisible world, through the bonds that united us from one world to the other, I was happy to convey what I had to say through others. Our earthly lives didn’t allow us to cross paths, yet certain bonds allowed us to know each other's existence. I have always been filled with an incredible desire to live. Life isn’t just a struggle; it’s also a way of breaking free and becoming better. You have some lofty qualities that others have criticized. But never forget who you are and what you want. You have so much potential which you overlook or neglect. I believe in your passion and fervor. You’re indeed capable of doing and achieving anything that sets your mind on fire, but you don't dare. Try to take one step at a time, and never forget your projects. They are great because they are a part of you. Indeed. Trust that little voice in you. You can never go wrong if it’s coupled with your heart’s vibration. I love you!
Dear friend. It's hot here. Everything is so much easier. I no longer have any barrier, everything is free. I finally feel free. I no longer feel everything that held me back from living fully. The golden prison that my beliefs had built around me. I’m finally fine. The beliefs and restraint had trapped me in an impossible silence. I didn't dare say anything, I just took everything. Yet, I should have said everything. Without restriction. Speech reveals everything and helps heal the body which creates ailments when we keep everything to ourselves. Reveal hide-outs that we create to protect other people. But who protects us? I hushed up too often to buy peace, but is peace worth that price? I took my life because I could no longer live with secrets. I now realize that this wasn’t the way out because the pain followed me. It followed me to my death, and I still had to sort it all out before I could find freedom. Love and forgiveness were amazing weapons for me. Take care. I love you.
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