The idea of
guilt keeps you
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10. Conception
Are we trapped in small things?
Are we trying to find the big in the tiny?
This is the world's dilemma - we seek, with desperate efforts, to find the great in the small. And, very simply, do not understand, with our limited gaze, that this is not possible. The great - love, it cannot find a place in the small. That is why it is impossible for us to recognize the real meaning of love in the world of thought, that guides our endeavors in life, namely the world of the ego will.
Fragments en gros?
What do we do to dream this universe of trifles? We fragment. We divide. We are not able to see or recognize the big, a tiny thing grabs us and we divide it into even more tiny units, which we in turn analyze. And the scientists' heads swell bright red with pride, when they have once again recognized, that the parts of the tiny fragments, that they previously tore apart, do fit together.
Our will is the smallness?
What does this “fragmentation” mean? It's actually really easy to see - it's the judgment. A subjective judgment -, that means private thoughts, that means a view from an exclusivity, that can only be completely limited and is therefore more or less worthless. Nevertheless we use these judgments to decide - we decide for a life in the small, in the absolute limitation.
The ego plan of salvation and life?
It is our free will to remain in this world of little things, to refuse actual communication. For as long as we remain in this thinking, this is also at the same time the willing to use the system of smallness as a yardstick, as a plan of salvation, as a curriculum. Our place in the plan of salvation of the Creator, of the whole, of allness, here by remains vacant.
Search for the truth but not find it?
The sign, marking, that we are following this ego plan of tiny, fragmented things is our endeavor to build our own reality out of inevitably fragmented images of the past and future. The ego knows, that there is no truth to be found here, but, that is obscured by numerous fears, that it brings up at the same time as this picture. But we can dissolve this structure.
Your will will happen?
The creation will support us in this, but it is only recognizable in YOUR will when the will of the recipient is also there. The communication. And this communication cannot take place on this nothing underground, that the fragmented worldview, past-future, represents. We recognize: time is the crux of the matter. Creation knows no time. It is more than infinite.
Communication outside of the concept of time?
Where do we find this universal, this complete communication? Where the ego never looks, is not able to do so at all. In the holy moment. In the now. A now so compressed, that even the word loses its meaning. The holy moment lies in the decision, not to accept smallness as a basis for making decisions. In this way creation dissolves the fateful double judgment.
Lost in the little things?
We are able to recognize this holy moment, to live it. To expand it - because, that is its nature. If only we are willing to make up our minds. As long as we lose ourselves in the little things, as long as we value them, there can be no communication, no knowledge can take place. Inevitably visibly reflected in the rituals and the applied magical symbolism of people who are desperately searching and cannot find.
The dissolving of the attachment in the experienced reality?
The holy moment is in the now. But it is so absolute;, that it dissolves the smallness of the world. So if man clings to the thought of fragmentation, time, smallness - he is not on the move with the will to give up this smallness in favor of the greatness of creation, love. And yet actually, though completely caught up in this experienced reality, only a tiny ounce of willingness is fully sufficient. The further way is open and wonderful. Doors to understanding open up, one after the other. If you read this text (smile) you will have passed several of these gates a long time ago. Creation be with you!
Summary
It is important to turn your gaze from the time, the smallness. This step towards a thought of creation is as definite as it is final. We have long since found ourselves on this path, every moment of our life is intended by creation - not only to remind us of this greatness, but to make us hear this eternal, holy call again, to gain knowledge, that we ourselves are what we talk about all the time.
11. Conception
Are we drowning in our point of view?
The source of things?
There are a multitude of words, that provide excellent groundwork for filtering the source of things out of you. Let's ignore the terms such as love, trust, compassion and positive things, which have certainly never been described in full in their glory - let's use an "everyday" word. One, that receives the utmost respect in this system of thought we live. We talk about the "point of view".
Uncertainty?
"My opinion, my view of things, logical fact, statistically proven, according to all conjectures, according to the latest calculations, it has been proven, scientists have confirmed ..." Do you notice something? Do you also feel this gigantic uncertainty? Can you smell it? There is nothing in these formulations, that would give even a little bit of support. There is no fixed point.
Archimedes?
“Dos moi pou sto kino kino taen gaen!” “Give me a point where I can step and I will unhinge the earth!” Archimedes already suspected it. What the good old philosopher tried to clarify, far from physics, is, that no conceptuality, no word picture, no thought picture - nothing from which we can draw our view of the world - has any real reality. The truth - it is simply missing. It cannot exist in this way of thinking.
Insane arrogance?
What Archimedes, and after him other enlightened ones, tries to put into words, is the gigantic arrogance, that - in the sense of the explanatory thought structure - lies in the word “point of view”. To see this, we have to get to the bottom of the point of view, so to speak. How does a point of view come about? Where the fuck did he come from? Ahhh! Naturally! There they, the people, are quick to answer. “The knowledge!” You say with a triumphant smile. “The experience!”
Take a step back?
You completely misunderstand how ridiculous this statement actually is. Just take a step back. Well. Now consider yourself as a thinking, educated, person and figure out, what you think you know. Fine. Set the knowledge, only all the knowledge of this world, this system of thought, against it. No! Don't run away now! Look at, that! And tell me something again about the term “point of view”.
Compulsion to understand?
Are there fears? Yes. What you are feeling there now - is your fear of life. Because you live in the very immediate compulsion to have to understand, to accumulate knowledge, to behave appropriately. And everything, that happens, results out of your knowledge, the knowledge you construct from the fact of your filtered information to which you have access, in whatever degenerate form, and then put together to an image, a "point of view". Your knowledge is perfect and through and through - subjective.
Tiniest fragment?
And not only, that. It is just an all too tiny fragment of the cosmic knowledge in duality. And, like all elements in duality, it is a soap bubble, created from the very first decision, made out of the free will of the child of God, that there can be a good and an evil. You cannot see the size of your error. Since we have already used a giant from antiquity, another representative should now come to our aid.
In Politeia Socrates tells his interlocutors Glaucon and Adeimantos, the two brothers of Plato, the parable of the prisoners in the cave.
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