Timo Schmitz - For better and for worse

Or do you ignore me, and you don’t wanna see it?

You have to face the truth – now or later,

But if you let me alone, I’m not going to wait for ya,

So think of it quickly and tell me soon,

Because I am ready to love again.

If you always try your best, but you sometimes get strange reactions from others, it is not always your fault! Some people just don’t care about life or like to be rude to others. You shall go your way anyways, and if somebody hurts you and you can’t do anything without having a disadvantage for yourself then just ignore what the person said and forget the matter. In this way, the person can’t damage you, because forgetting the person is good for your own soul, and not reacting to the person might make him angry, but your soul is in peace. This means the other person is weaker and you are stronger. You need no weapon, no violence. Just win the fight by being yourself and avoid that he makes you angry by using the wisdom of your heart. That makes you always the winner – the silent winner. Even if the other person doesn’t know that he couldn’t make you feel bad, you are the winner because you didn’t give in.

Some things should be kept secret,

Even if I may regret,

This thing that you cannot know,

Because it is me who didn’t show.

I wonder if you thought the same,

I never asked, but it’s not to blame,

Being afraid of coming close is not a shame,

Finding the right way, that’s the best aim.

Silent thoughts about the days we had fun,

About all the happy things we have done,

If you have had asked, then you would have won,

It’s not too late, the day will come.

Some things just don’t want to be spoken out,

Some things you just can’t say aloud,

They have to be felt without words,

But have the meaning like the noises of a big crowd.

And if you believe in fate, you will know,

It’s never too late!

The glance of this summer nights will never go away,

It is something special I will remember everyday.

It is something I really honour, really treasure,

Between music and people, a feeling of pleasure,

A night I enjoyed, no feeling of pressure.

Today I had a thought of you,

It is not that worth thinking of you,

I know you have another one,

And all what happened between us is done.

You can keep him if you want,

I don’t care anymore about what you want,

You abused my trust, you really scared me,

All the tears I cried in the deep blue sea.

Not only the memories are left,

In fact it is only you who left,

And so you went away,

I never forced you to stay.

The biggest luck was being without you,

I can go a better way in life without you,

I will show you that I don’t need you,

And honestly, you don’t need me too.

The moon, the silence, no voice, no sound,

No animal so late, still going around,

No bird in the leaves, no cat on the ground,

No water drop from the leaves is falling down.

The river is silent, no frog shows up,

So empty the night, so far away the delight,

Where is the hope when we need it the most,

Not even an answering voice arose.

Big lights, many cars, many people,

Casinos, restaurants, bars, people on the streets,

He ignores them all, just now, it’s not what he needs,

He cannot hear them, cannot see them, no one understands.

And still we all wonder if somebody throws himself in front of a train,

No one saw him, when there was no light in his heart, but only the rain,

Everyone ignored, nobody cared, but everyone asks when it’s too late,

Why did it happen, has this really been his fate?

Why we ignore the people in need,

We weren’t by their side when they needed us indeed,

Who lends them their hand,

Who gives them a possibility to stand?

When they dangle over the abysm,

When nothing seems to make sense,

Who will give them the sun,

Why not giving it? What worse they have done?

We should all be more caring,

We are all human beings,

In the silence you have me,

A loving and caring person, that is what we all have to be.

The wind is loudly knocking on the window,

It’s the same than in my heart, I just feel so,

A restless heart is searching for peace, saying “let it go”.

The wind blows faster, faster and faster,

Outside there must be a big disaster,

Just like the pain in my heart that I can’t master.

My heart just can’t cool down,

Why the yours I cannot own,

My heart is broken as if it was thrown.

You cannot understand what a refusal means in heart,

You do not know how it feels, thousand broken pieces, apart,

Your coldness so near, the way I know you so far.

In my dreams I hold you tight,

The way to our heart, warm and bright,

But all I feel now, a cold frozen night.

When I am so sad, I am afraid of being a little offensive to you, but that is not what I want. I want happiness for you and me. You and me wouldn’t it be perfect? Perfect like the whole universe and we could watch the stars. Stars so bright and warm like the love. Love, that I wish to receive. To Receive only from you. You just do not care about me, like I care about you. You cannot understand my deep sadness, and I feel depressed. Depressed because I love you. I love you, but I am afraid my love is a pressure for you, because we both cannot enjoy it. And there should be no offense. Love has to come from heart. From my heart yes, from your heart NO. Maybe this is why I love you so!

One moment, one thought,

A smile, a kiss,

That’s what I miss.

But only one thought,

And it feels like not coming true,

You just arrived here, tell me who are you?

I am a stranger for you, but still you know,

You see me everyday, but of course I don’t show,

When I come near, my heart beats quickly and I get shy,

It’s all about you, please tell me why?

A secret it is, a secret it will be,

I am afraid that you don’t like me,

Will there ever be anything between us,

Will you pay any attention,

Is it even worth to mention?

I have to keep it secret,

If I want to have a chance,

But it feels like already lost,

I’m afraid, you are in another one’s hands,

and you miss his caring, and forget about me,

Is it that thing? Will that be?

I am happy,

I am sad,

Confused, mad,

Just a smile from you,

And I will smile too,

But behind my eyes, there’s a different thought of you.

I just know you for some days, but I don’t get you out of my head,

Happy, sad, confused and mad.

Do you think something nice, do you miss me?

Do you think of somebody else, not caring about me?

You were talking to him, it means nothing for me,

But if you will give him your heart, then what will you give me?

Will I be all alone in the end, or will we break apart,

It all doesn’t matter,

It’s just a new start!

Dream, Wish, Warmth, Desire,

Seeing you, being shy, feeling ashamed,

Don’t show you my feeling.

I ask myself what to do?

Nothing – just waiting for you.