E. Blair - Falling

Coming back from the gym, I finally make the decision to just go and see her. I could just as easily give the scarf she left behind the other day to Mark, but I keep holding on to it. I’ve never chased a girl. It’s always been the opposite. But I’m curious to get to know her and that curiosity surprises me, but I decide to go with it.

I take my time getting cleaned up. I’m not even sure if she’s gonna be at work, but I’ll take the chance and stop by before I head into the bar for a few hours. When I walk downstairs, I look out the large windows to see that it’s another rainy day. Grey and cold.

Shrugging on my jacket, I walk over to the coffee table to grab her scarf. Her scent is encased in the fabric. Light and floral. I laugh at myself for being so shot with this girl that I actually smelled it the other night.

When I pull up to the coffee shop, I park my jeep and pick up the scarf. Why am I nervous? Walking through the door, I immediately spot her and happiness swarms, thankful that she’s here and I didn’t miss an opportunity to see her again.

She’s talking to a chick with crazy hair and wiping down the counter. She doesn’t see me, but her friend does and gives me a smirk as she continues to talk to Candace. Finally, looking over her shoulder, she spots me as I make my way to the counter.

“You’re gonna get an ulcer,” she teases, and it’s cute as hell.

I laugh and say, “I didn’t come for coffee,” as I hold out the scarf.

“Oh, I thought I had lost this,” she says as she takes it from my hand. “Thank you.”

“No, you left it on the table, but you rushed out so fast, I didn’t have a chance to catch you.”

Her head lowers, embarrassed I’m guessing, before quietly saying, “Sorry.”

“No need to apologize.”

She takes her apron and sets it on the counter when I ask, “Are you taking a break?”

“Um, no. My shift is over.”

“Perfect timing.” I smile and take this opportunity to spend a little time with her. “Want to have a quick drink?”

“She’d love to,” her friend says over Candace’s shoulder, and when Candace shoots her an irritated look, she starts to stumble over her words.

“Actually, I . . .” she starts, but never catches her sentence when she finally gives up. “Sure,” she resolves. “Let me go grab my bag.”

I watch as she walks away, and her friend steps up with her tattoo-covered arms and asks, “What can I get you?”

“Coffee. Black.”

She gives me a wink as she turns to get my drink, and when she returns to me, she sets down two cups. “Candace likes hot tea,” she says with a smirk, and I wonder why she’s so eager.

When I pull out my wallet, she tells me it’s on the house, and I go to find an empty table by the front window. Sitting down, I look up to see Candace walking towards me. She eyes the drink that’s on the table, and I tell her, “Your co-worker said you like hot tea.”

“Oh, thanks,” she says as she takes a seat. “She’s actually my boss. Roxy.” She seems nervous, just like the other night. She takes a sip of her tea and focuses her attention out the window.

“Did Mark tell you we are heading down to Mount Rainier on Saturday?” I ask to try and draw her attention back to me.

“Yeah, Jase mentioned something like that to me.”

“You should come with us.”

“I don’t know . . . I have a lot of studying I need to get done.”

I can tell she’s avoiding me. I’m not used to girls not being interested in me, but this one . . . she hardly seems to notice me.

“Well, if you change your mind, we are heading out in the morning around eight.”

“How did you know I would be here today?” she asks, changing the subject on me.

“I didn’t,” I say, trying not to be too transparent. “I just thought I would stop by, and if you weren’t here, I was just going to leave your scarf with whoever was working,” I tell her, not needing her to know that I’d been hanging on to that scarf for days, hoping when I did stop by that she would be here.

“I didn’t mean for that to come out rude.”

“It didn’t.”

Watching her small hands clutch her cup of tea, I shift my eyes up and ask, “So, what are your plans for the rest of the day?”

“I have class in a couple hours, then I go to studio until five o’clock.”

“Studio?”

“It’s dance class.”

Nodding, I question, “You do that every day?”

“Yep. Two hours a day except for Tuesdays and Thursdays, which are three hours. But I tend to go in on the weekends as well for extra practice.”

“That’s a lot. When do you have time for anything else?”

“I don’t,” she says with a shake of her head.

“That bother you?” I ask, wondering if she does anything besides school.

“No . . . Why?”

“I don’t know. When do you ever get down time?”

“I don’t. But I love dance, so I consider that my down time. It relaxes me.”

“So school and work, huh?”

She grins and responds, “Pretty much.”

“That doesn’t sound like very much fun,” I joke.

Shifting her eyes down to her hands, she doesn’t respond. She’s difficult to read, so I back pedal, and say, “I didn’t mean for that to come out like it did.”

Her eyes catch mine when she looks up. “I just like to stay busy.”

I back off the questions and offer her another tea, but she says she has to get going.

“I’ll walk you out,” I tell her. We slip on our coats, and she gathers her things before we head out into the rain. She nods her head to a sporty, white Acura, and we start walking that way.

“Thanks for the tea,” she tells me as she opens her door and slides into her seat.

Gripping the frame of her car, I lean in slightly and say, “Think about Rainier.”

“I will,” she tells me with fake intent, but I laugh it off and shut her door before she pulls away.

I hop into my car and head to the bar. When I get there, I go upstairs to my office and run into Max in the hall.

“Hey, boss. I didn’t know you were coming in today.”

“Yeah, I need to get a few things done. I’m not staying tonight though.” I had made plans with Mark and Jase to go shoot pool, so when I leave here I’m gonna hang out with Jase at his place before we head out.

“You seem upbeat,” he remarks as he follows me into my office.

Shutting the door, I walk over to my desk and take a seat. “So you know that girl from the coffee shop I told you about the other week?”

“Yeah.”

“I had coffee with her this morning,” I tell him.

“What? Why?”

“Turns out, she’s friends with Jase and Mark. I ran into them a few nights ago, and she was with them.”

He looks at me with a curious tilt of his head, and I admit, “It’s weird.”

“What’s weird?”

“Her. I mean . . .” I can’t seem to find the words to explain what I’m trying to say, but he jumps in and asks, “You like her?”

“I don’t know her,” I immediately defend, knowing that the first word that came to my mind was yes.

“You don’t have to know her.”

Sitting back in my chair, I tell him, “There’s this pull she has that no one has ever had on me before. But she’s not like any of the girls I’ve ever been with.”

He laughs at me and says, “That’s probably a good thing.”

I laugh with him for a second. “She’s a ballerina.”

“No shit? So why is she hanging out with you?” he teases.

“That’s the thing . . . I don’t know. She’s really standoffish, and I can’t figure out why.”

“Maybe she’s just not into you. That is possible, you know?” he jokes with a knowing grin on his face.