Лорел Гамильтон - Dead Ice

I shrugged. “True.”

“I just want to be a detective again, Anita. I loved my job, and I was good at it. I’ve got testimonials from most of the people I worked with back in Los Angeles. I think they still feel guilty that I got cut up by the werehyenas saving some of their asses.”

“Guilt can be a great motivator,” I said, as I walked in beside him, and he let the canvas fall back into place. The tent opening was part of the illusion that this was a very solid, very permanent structure. The inside was a one-ring circus in a tradition old enough that I didn’t actually remember it except from pictures, but the bleachers that rose up on every side were very solid and cemented in, as solid as a modern sports arena. We were able to walk side by side between the first row of steps and the rail that kept the crowd from walking out on the now-empty sand.

“Yeah, it can,” he said, and he looked sad, as he ran one hand over his nearly shaved head.

I didn’t want sad today for some reason, so I changed the topic. “I can’t believe your hair is still curly with it cut that short. Even my curls are gone when it’s that close to my head.”

He half-laughed. “Mexican and German genetics aren’t going to be enough; you have to go all the way to Africa somewhere in your family tree to get curls like mine.”

I laughed with him. “Fine, genetically you’ve got a curl advantage.”

He turned up the main stairs, which were wider and led not just to higher seats, but to the draped glass booth at the very top. It looked like a media booth where someone would do a play-by-play, but it was actually the office for the manager of the Circus of the Damned, whoever that happened to be, and there was a small apartment behind it.

Socrates didn’t shorten his stride for me, but I managed to keep pace. The first time I’d walked the stairs my knees had hurt, and that was before I hit twenty-five. Now at thirty-one my knees didn’t bother me on the stairs. I moved up them easily, just below and a little to one side of Socrates’ longer stride. Yes, I was hitting the gym more now, but I didn’t think that was all of it. I’d gotten cut up by shapeshifters on my job, too, but one of the first ones that contaminated me had been the one and only panwere I’d ever seen. He’d had several different forms, and apparently I’d inherited that first, so every wereanimal that bled me after that had shared their beast with me. It was supposed to be medically impossible, and the fact that I didn’t change shape into any animal form was even more impossible. We all thought that was because I’d been Jean-Claude’s human servant before I caught lycanthropy, and his vampire marks somehow prevented me from shape-shifting. But we were so far out into theoretical metaphysics that we honestly didn’t know. I’d learned a few months ago that some of the less public parts of the military were interested in seeing if they could create soldiers that had my combination of the best of being a shapeshifter without turning into an animal form. I’d let people know that it was the vampire marks that prevented the shifting, and they couldn’t duplicate that part in a lab. So far no one had come knocking on my door about it and I was good with that.

It was awesome that I could keep pace with Socrates, who was a werehyena, and none of the old aches and pains hurt, but I wondered what else had changed. What else had changed about my body that I hadn’t realized? Which led to the thought, what if all the lycanthropy and vampire marks had affected more than just my physicality?

“What’s wrong, Anita? You look too serious for a woman about to see a jeweler about rings.”

I smiled at him, because I knew he was teasing me. I’d never been much for jewelry. I told him about my knees not hurting.

“That’s a good thing, not a bad thing,” he said.

I nodded. “But what else has changed that I didn’t notice?”

He sighed. “You don’t mean just the physical stuff.”

“Nope.”

We were outside the door now. “Someday we should sit down and I’ll tell you everything I know about what I’ve noticed before and after I became a werehyena.”

“I’d like that.”

“You may not like it after you hear it all.”

I shrugged. “That’s okay, too. I’d rather know the truth than have to guess.”

“Most people wouldn’t,” he said.

“I’m not most people.”

“Well, now that is the truth.” He smiled again.

I smiled back, because that’s what you’re supposed to do, but I didn’t really feel all that smiley.

Socrates knocked on the door, then put his hand against the slight crack at the edge of the door. I could hear something sniffing on the other side. It was a new thing, but the wereanimal guards were using scent as their “password.” You could find out passwords or secret knocks, but you couldn’t change the scent of your body. Even if everyone was in human form it was still effective, though their sense of smell was heightened the closer to their animal shape they shifted.

Lisandro, tall, darkly Hispanic, and handsome, opened the door for us and ushered us into the front office. It held a desk and two chairs, and it was a nice, ordinary office, except for the vintage circus posters framed on the walls, which was really the only sign that this wasn’t the office of any normal administrative assistant at any upper-crusty business in the United States. There really would be an admin after full dark tonight, when she finally woke for the day. Betty Lou wasn’t a very powerful vampire, but she was a hell of an office assistant. He said, “That new hair product smells too sweet, how can you wear it?” Which meant he’d smelled it through the door; I hadn’t smelled it much standing next to Socrates.

“Like I was telling Anita, neither of you has my fabulous curls, so you wouldn’t understand.”

Lisandro used one hand to flip his shoulder-length ponytail. “My hair is about as straight as it gets, so I don’t have to worry about it.”

“It’s just that wererat nose of yours,” Socrates said. “It means everything smells funny to you.”

Lisandro grinned. “You’re just jealous because rats have a better scenting capability than hyenas.”

Socrates did a little head shake. “But we can eat through the side of a Buick with one bite, and you can’t.”

I rolled eyes at both of them. “Enough interspecies one-upmanship; take me to Jean-Claude.”

“I would say you know the way, but we’re being all formal because of the jeweler,” Lisandro said.

I shook my head. “The daytime jeweler is the nighttime jeweler’s human servant, and ancient vampires are all about the formalities,” I said.

“Yeah, it’s not every day you get to meet a human who can tell you that Helen of Troy had black hair,” Lisandro said.

“She did not say that,” Socrates said.

“Yes, she did.”

“She said, these rings would be worthy of Helen of Troy, another raven-haired beauty.”

“Raven-haired means black hair,” Lisandro said.

“Are you saying she compared me to Helen of Troy?”

The two men stopped bickering long enough to look at me. Then they looked at each other, and back to me. Lisandro said, “Any other woman I’ve ever met would be flattered, but you’re going to get all weird about it, aren’t you?”

I frowned at him. “I am not going to get all weird.”

“But you won’t take the compliment either,” Socrates said.

I sighed, shrugged, touched my gun and shifted the holster just a little on its belt, and thought about it. “When you’re spending this much money on rings, they flatter you, it’s just part of the whole thing, but no, I don’t believe she’s sincere when she compares me to one of the great beauties of the ages. Sorry, but I just don’t buy it.”