Brian Hodge - Prototype

Finger, tightening on the trigger…

Mass murder, the old fantasy, would never do. With this substitute, the prelude was all. Valentine had decided he would allow himself one day per month, one spin of the cylinder, one random target who would never realize what the smiling, well-dressed stranger had in his pocket. And when everything was perfect, one pull of the trigger. Such strict discipline. Like letting the demons out of their boxes, but making sure all they had was a day pass.

He squeezed the trigger —

— and heard the click as the hammer fell on an empty chamber.

He shut his eyes and took a deep breath, his skin tingling, heart soaring, bowels loose and free of knots.

Fine. This took care of November. He would not be greedy.

Valentine continued on his way, up to the top level, then descended the ramp that spiraled down around the 180,000-gallon ocean tank in the center of the aquarium. He and the sharks just inches from each other.

Who would it be next month, he wondered, and what was he doing at this very instant? Or she? Neither of them even knowing the other existed, Valentine sure only that their paths would cross the day after Christmas. Perhaps next time he would even look his choice in the face while playing the game. And perhaps not.

Knowing only that no one could ever say he did not have the balls to pull the trigger.

Before he went home late that afternoon, Valentine dropped by to see Ellie. Ellie would surely be home. She rarely went out during daylight, stating with indifference that she didn’t like the sun, but he suspected it was more phobic than she let on. He had been around her two or three times when she was drugged, something she’d picked up on the streets, and once she had whimpered for an hour about skin tumors.

He kept her in fine style, a business-district penthouse that was even nicer than his Charlestown home, or would be if she took enough trouble to keep it up. Certainly more than Ellie was used to, or had any right to expect, but he supposed the place was just as much for himself as her. From nineteen floors up, the streets and everything in them were just things to frown down at, turn your back on. For the right price, anyone could feel like royalty.

Ellie let him in, and he said little for the longest time, content to sit with her on opposite sides of the living room and watch some game show on TV. He sank back into the plush depth of a sectional sofa, kicked his feet up on a coffee table whose top was a thick slab of gray and black marble. He could still remember when the surface held a reflection, now so smudged and dusty the shine was a memory. Two bags of taco chips were going stale on it at the moment.

“When’s the last time you washed your hair?” he finally had to ask.

Ellie shot him a look and shrugged. “When was the last full moon?”

So she was in one of those moods. With some effort she might be a little shy of beautiful. Instead, she settled for striking, which didn’t necessarily connote the same thing. Her skin was a creamy alabaster; her hair electric with a deep violet rinse, hitting her at the shoulder blades, on the sides razored to stubble in a sidewall over each ear. He supposed some guys would find that a turn-on, a kind of urban pagan allure. He supposed, too, that it was probably a generational thing, and he was simply too old to appreciate it.

Barely twenty-two and she’d lucked into what surely was a prime arrangement for someone like her. Found a sugar daddy who didn’t care what she did with her time, expected no favors for himself, demanded only that she practice safe extracurricular sex if she practiced it at all. He’d become a fanatic on the subject; didn’t want to have to be procuring any abortions. That could louse up all kinds of plans and timetables.

He had come to believe that, if he’d had a daughter, this was the way he would feel about her.

Valentine had no children, at least none that he’d ever been told of, from the era that had ended more than a decade ago, when he had been shackled by the same drives as any man. His cradle of seed had then metastasized into something foul, and so the idea of children was now academic, at least in a biological sense.

But fate, destiny, evolution — these could give a man children no less his own than those from his loins.

From a shirt pocket he slid out a picture and flipped it into Ellie’s lap. Looking at it with downcast eyes, she let nearly a minute tick by before touching it, turning it right-side up.

“Which is this one?” she asked. “They all look alike to me.”

“Daniel Ironwood. He’s the one in Seattle.” Valentine watched her go over the picture with mild appraisal, milder interest. “He’s nice-looking enough. Do you like him?”

Ellie shrugged. “He’s all right. He’s coming here?”

“In a few weeks. Right after Christmas. I talked to him a couple of days ago, and that’s when he thought he could get away.”

She dropped the picture to the floor beside her chair, aimed the remote to boost the television volume. “ In 1628 this British physician published his treatise, ‘On the Movement of the Heart and Blood in Animals’…"

“Who is William Harvey,” she said, and looked down at the picture again. “You know, Patrick, who I think I could really go for is Mark Alan Nance. There’s a look in his eyes I get off on.”

“It’s called waiting to die,” he told her. “There’s a lot I can do, but arranging a conjugal visit to death row in Texas isn’t one of them.”

“What is The Mikado ,” she said to the TV. Then, to him, “If you can do so much, why don’t you get me on this show? I bet I could clean up.”

“I’m guessing that doesn’t refer to your hair.”

“Har har.” Ellie rolled her eyes. “Who were the Cathars.”

He listened to her volley back and forth with the television, decided against opening his mouth when he knew an answer, because, frankly, she looked to be edging him out by a two-to-one margin. This was embarrassing. Better she be left in the dark as to how much he knew, or didn’t.

Ellie stretched, arms fisted high, legs out stiff before her, stocking feet wiggling. Then she curled back into the chair. “Now that geek from Indianapolis, now there was a disappointment. You let that happen to me again, Patrick, and I don’t care how good I have it here, I’m not doing it any more.”

He told her sure, sure, he understood. Well, it had been an unqualified fiasco, and he’d tried to tell himself that Timothy Van der Leun must have had more problems beyond Helverson’s syndrome. Some irritating vein of guilt morality beaten into him since birth, maybe. He was, after all, a preacher’s son; lots of damage potential there.

“What about the new guy, that Clay guy?” she asked.

“What about him?”

“Are you going to bring him here?”

“What’s the rush? I just found out about him the first part of this month. I’m not going to push it before it’s time, if that’s what you’re driving at. Backfired on me once, with that one from L.A. I’ll take an extra two or three months if that’s what it takes to keep it from happening again.”

That was the problem with the young: their impatience, their need to get things done posthaste, forget the groundwork. It wasn’t their fault, though. He recognized signs of their conditioning by a world trapped in hyperacceleration. Children reached puberty a full three years earlier today than they did at the time of the American Revolution. He envisioned a massive social vise, squeezing tighter and tighter these malleable young bodies and minds. Such resilience, though. They found their ways to cope, to survive; to thrive, even. And for the very lucky few, biology had found it for them.