Elizabeth Massie - Naked, on the Edge

“Better,” said the man at the control to the small gathering of witnesses — finely dressed men in hats, ruffled shirts, and heeled, buckled shoes, standing with feet planted apart and hands clasped behind their backs. “The angle of the blade, you see, makes for a cleaner cut.” Heads nodded. Genteel faces, concerned with the civility of it all, clearly pleased to be part of the advancement.

Two corpses were beheaded then. One a fat, naked man with wiry yellow hair, the other a muscular cadaver with only one foot. The already lifeless heads popped from the lifeless necks and, spewing not a drop of blood, dropped into the wicker basket.

“What have we here?” The man at the control turned to where Alexandre was held to the ground. “Who is that there? We’re not using it for executions yet. We’ve got no papers for that man. The first is selected already, a Nicolas-Jacques Pelletier. As soon as the machine is perfected, he shall die.”

Blue Eyes said simply, “Just one more test subject, sir. At the request of one of the officials here at Bicetre.” He nodded towards a second-storey window, where the visage of LeBeque could be seen, his head wrapped in a bandage, his arms crossed furiously.

“We’ve got no papers,” repeated the man at the control.

“Who’s to care? Who’s to know?” asked Blue Eyes. “He’s a dangerous maniac who’s been housed at Bicetre for years. He nearly killed the official in the window there. He’d kill you or me were we to unbind him. Who’s to know, but you, these witnesses and a few babbling idiots in the windows above.”

The man looked at Alexandre, then at the blade which he’d just raised back into position.

“A live one will tell you more of what you need to know,” said Blue Eyes. “And then he’ll merely be a third corpse.”

Alexandre tried to scream around the gag, but only garglings came out. Danielle put her hands over her ears, but could not take her gaze from the dreadful sights.

“Well,” said the man, whirling his hand impatiently and pursing his lips as though he had his doubts, though the temptation of a live subject was too much to pass. “All right. Quick, then. This should be our final test.”

And they made quick business of Alexandre Demanche. The man was bound at the ankles and placed with much huffing and grunting upon the wooden gurney. His head was slipped through the neck trough, and then secured when the wooden slat above was brought down and locked. Alexandre, still in his gag, strained to look around as the man in charge reached out to release the heavy blade.

He spied Danielle trembling in the shade behind the wagon. His expression screamed what he had spoken back in the barn, though the words did nothing but confuse the already terrified mind of his young lover.

Why again? Why again? Forgive me, and no more!

The blade slid smoothly, an easy rush of air and steel. With a thwack, it found its rest at the bottom of the track, throwing the head neatly into the basket. But this one bled, and profusely. The body bounced off into a large wicker casket beside the gurney.

Danielle covered her face with her hands and drove her face into the ground.

She returned to the Little Farm when darkness fell. She felt her way rather than saw it, for her eyes were full of the hideous visions of the courtyard. Marie and Clarice were on the path, panicked for the loss of their friend, and when they saw her, they ran to her and held her close.

But Danielle would have nothing of it. She said simply, “I must die.”

Marie shook Danielle’s shoulders. “What are you saying? Where have you been?”

But then Danielle said, “But should I kill myself I go to hell! Should I live I live in hell!”

“Oh, sweet Mother of God,” said Clarice, “what has happened to you, dear friend?”

Danielle broke away, and reached the barn to see if she’d made a mistake, to see if Alexandre was waiting for her in his stall. But the straw was kicked about, and the pitchfork dropped on the floor where Alexandre had tried to protect her. His jacket was in a tangle by the wall. Danielle wailed, picked up the jacket, and clutched it to herself. Her friends stood in the doorway, dumbfounded.

“I must die, too!” she screamed.

“Danielle!” It was Clarice. “Come out of there. Talk to us! You’ve got us frightened!”

Alexandre’s journal was on the beam. But the Bible was gone. Danielle dug through the straw, clawing and sifting the sharp, golden bits, but the Bible was not there. Alexandre had not taken it with him. But it was no longer there.

What had happened to it? She wanted it for herself, to take it with her to her death.

Danielle stood and fled the barn. She knew the answer, as surely as she knew LeBeque and Blue Eyes and the man with boils and the man at the beheading machine would go to hell for their civil and humane test. She shoved past the other maids, saying, “I shall go to the places where the prostitutes wander. I shall make myself available to a murderer, that’s what I shall do! I will go to heaven if I’m murdered. For I will not live without him!”

Marie and Clarice tried to grab Danielle to hold her back, but she was too fast, too mad with grief, and they were left clutching air and the first raindrops of the evening.

They followed her. Against Clarice’s concerns that they’d be relieved of their duties for leaving Bicetre without permission, they scurried after Danielle, shawls drawn up around their faces. Down one. narrow Parisian street after another they went, calling for their friend, but not so loudly to attract the attention of the increasingly frightening citizenry of the streets. The rain let itself go in full force, driving some pedestrians from the roads and leaving only the determined, the tardy and the mad.

Danielle pushed her way to the rue Leon, a small and dismal alley lined with tall, narrow whorehouses, saloons and tenement shacks, some of which leaned precariously on poor foundations. The rain blurred the lights of the lanterns which sat in splintering windowsills. Whores stood in petticoats and stockings in sagging doorways, thrusting their breasts and wiggling their tongues. Drenched clients in coats hurried for the warmth of the diseased temptresses, and vanished into the houses with low chuckles and growls. A skeletal dog limped across Danielle’s pathway and wormed its way into a tenement cellar through a cracked window. In the shadows beneath rain-blackened stoops and behind rust-banded barrels lurked eyes that seemed to have no sockets. Teeth that seemed to have no mouths.

Danielle stopped in the centre of the alley. She stared up at the dark, rain-sodden sky and raised her hands as if bidding some divine spirit to save her.

“Kill me!” she said above the drumming of the rain on the cobblestones and rooftops. “Come now, there is surely someone who would relish the chance to sate their blood lust! Here I am, and there is no one to charge you for my death, for there is no one in this God-forsaken town who would care I was gone!”

She closed her eyes and kept her hands aloft. She took a breath, expecting to feel a plunging knife in her ribs, or a dagger drawn across her throat. Now, she begged silently. Let it be done and over.

She heard nothing, save the giggling of the prostitutes in their houses and the cries of babies in the tenement rooms. She said again, “Here I am! A gift, for free!”

Spattering rain and muted laughter.

Then, “No, I don’t want to die. God forgive me.” And then again, “Yes, die I must! Release me!”

And then a hand on her forearm and a whisper, “Sister, you’re soaked to the skin!”

Danielle opened her eyes to see a pair of red orbs gazing intently at her, mere inches from her own. The skin around the eyes was as white as a corpse’s. Danielle gasped and floundered, but the full red mouth smiled and said, “Fear not, dear. I have what you want. You are certainly a young thing, yes?” Cold fingers gently brushed Danielle’s hair from her neck and tipped her head to the side ever so slightly.